It was a cold snowy mid December night. The house was silent as Jan sat on the sofa alone. She had been alone for so long that it didn't even phase her. Having been widowed 7 months prior when her husband Roger was killed in a car accident, she had grown accustomed to spending the long snowy winter nights alone. Never had she imagined herself becoming a widow at the age of only 27. Not in a million years.
Burying Roger, the man she loved more than life itself after being married less than a year as well as being the same age as her was the single hardest thing she had ever been faced with in her entire life. He was her one and only. They had been together since their freshman year in college. She wanted him and him alone or nobody at all. She saw no hope in moving on.
She sat on the sofa admiring the lights on her Christmas tree which seemed to be the only thing that brought her any pleasure before heading to bed alone once again.
She laid in bed awake thinking of Roger. She missed how they used to make love. She missed his soft lips kissing hers and his strong arms around her. She missed his the sound of his husky voice. She missed the feel of his hot breath on her neck while he slept beside her. She missed the feeling of his hands wandering around her naked body and the way he would smile at her while he explored.
She closed her eyes as she slid one hand between her legs placing the other on one of her breasts. She began rubbing her breast while she rubbed her clit slowly in a counterclockwise motion as she thought of Roger eating her.
Her wet tongue softly licked her lips before she bit her lip remembering how she used to suck his long thin dick. She rubbed her clit faster, pinching her nipple thinking of his sweet little mushroom top oozing his salty hot cum onto her tongue.
She stopped rubbing her clit and stuck two fingers inside of her slick hole thinking of how he used to bury his bone inside of her. She licked her middle and index finger of her other hand and went back to rubbing her nipple as she fingered herself thinking of how he would fuck her slow in long strokes. She took her fingers out of her pussy and returned to rubbing her swollen clit thinking of him pounding away at her with his flat smooth belly pressed against her.
She rubbed her clit faster thinking of how he used to look her in the eyes telling her, "I love you," when he was getting close.
She hummed, "Mmmm....Roger," out loud as she rubbed her clit as fast as she could.
She thought of him speeding up, moaning louder and louder while he made one final thrust into her as he came deep inside of her. She came very hard, her body convulsing as she smiled for only a second before bursting into tears.
She pulled her hands from her body to her face as she sobbed, "Why?....How could you fucking do this to me?....Why him?...It's not fair! I love him...Please...PLEASE...I love him...Tell me this is just a nightmare...PLEASE!"
She grasped one of her pillows in her hands as tight as she could, pressing her face against it and sobbed away into it before eventually falling asleep.
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After showering the next morning, she was brushing her long black hair in front of the bathroom mirror wearing nothing but her snug black bathrobe which hugged her curvy petite figure when she heard the doorbell ring.
She looked at the clock which read 6:21 AM and thought aloud, "Who would be here this early," before heading to the front door.
She opened the door to a bundled up tall and stocky young man with long brown hair holding a present wrapped in holographic paper that had a green bow on top.
With a confused look on his face he said, "I'm sorry miss I must have the wrong house. I'm looking for my Aunt Mary...Mary Grigg. I'm her nephew Adam."
She smiled extending her hand saying, "Well it's nice to meet you Adam. I'm Jan. I've heard a lot about you. Mary actually lives right next door to the left though she's been away since last week and won't be back until after New Years."
With a smile on his face he replied, "Nice to meet you too Jan. I've heard you make the best cookies on earth! Mary said you're the goddess of chocolate chip as a matter of fact! Well I'd better let you go. It's freezing out here. I'll just have to come back when she gets home."
Jan was so lonely that she did not want him to leave. Besides, there was a good foot of snow on the ground and he looked like he could use some time inside to warm up.
She opened the door a little more saying, "Could I offer you some coffee before you go? I just made a fresh pot. I also made some cookies yesterday if you'd like to try some for yourself. Only if you'd like to though."
He grinned saying, "That sounds wonderful."
