A change in direction for Jamie.
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Janet looked up at me from her desk, asking if I had a nice weekend. I just smiled, and she got up and followed me into my office. She closed and locked the door, sat in the chair in front of my desk and demanded,
"Alright, spill, Jamie!"
I told her all about my weekend romp with 'Sherri with an i', and I could see the concern in her eyes. She asked,
"Do you love her Jamie?"
"No! She's just a kid!" I answered, "It was just something that happened, but I don't see being with her anymore."
"D-Do you love ... m-me?"
"That's a rather complicated question, Janet!"
"Really Jamie, how so?"
"Well, you supported my exploring some freedom, and then withdrew that support. You found a boyfriend throwing your dates with him in my face. Then you insisted that I set you up with another man while we were on a date, and then you accepted a date with him right in front of me ... were you trying to break my heart? I don't even know that you are not still seeing little Mr. what's-his-name? You have been very cool to me at work for a while, with no explanation. So, I would ask you Janet; do you love me?"
"Yes, I do, actually! I have for a long time, Jamie. I took the initiative to give myself to you, and that's something I don't do capriciously ... I'm not a slut, Jamie! But I thought you were throwing your new freedom in my face a little and I was just protecting myself."
"Well, I'll bet we can still get you a date on Tom's friend's yacht!" I said with an edge to my voice.
"That's unfair, Jamie, and I already thanked you and Kim for that, it was just some dates to make your jealous!"
"Did you let him make love to you on those dates?"
"Um, yeah ... you know I did!" She looked down, and started to tear-up a little.
"And with your other dates?"
"Uh-huh, those too!"
"Okay, Janet, let's cut to the chase; what about right now? Right at this moment, what are your feelings?"
"I do love you, Jamie but it hurts me to see you going out with other girls. So, you have to tell me when enough if enough! I won't wait for you forever; I am a young and vibrant woman, Jamie!"
"I told you it wouldn't be a long time, but here is what I propose: if you are not busy with any of your other boyfriends, why don't you come over tonight, and I will make you dinner. It's Friday night, so if you feel like bringing an overnight bag, you can have to guest bedroom. I am tired of dating around, and want to see how we are together—we can take it slow if you wish!"
"Umm, well, I actually do ... have a ... date tonight, but I'll cancel it! What time tonight?"
"Just keep your date then Janet, and we will do this another time, if you can fit me into your busy social calendar!"
"No! No! Jamie! I'll cancel! I'll cancel! Please, tell me when you want me there!"
"Okay, seven! I'll leave the garage door open so just drive in, and come in through the kitchen."
She gave me a self-satisfied smile, wiggling her butt in the chair a little. She got up, before returning to her desk, said."
"See you at seven, Jamie!"
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Part Twelve: A series of unfortunate events leads to new direction.
Janet arrived at seven, and drove into my garage. She did have an overnight bag with her. I took it from her to bring upstairs. I greeted her with a brotherly hug, and she accompanied me upstairs to I deposit her bag on the bed in the guest bedroom. Since we were starting a new relationship, I wanted to keep it fairly platonic until we get used to each other.
We made a nice dinner for ourselves from whatever I had, and ended up with a sort of chicken stir-fry kind of thing over some rice. It was nice, working together, but there was nothing sexual between us, just two friends laughing, joking, and bumping into each other in the kitchen.
The feeling of freedom that came with our relaxed attitude was palpable to both of us. We laughed more, and teased each other more. She even teased me about Sherri (with an 'i') but my only punishment was a punch in the shoulder. I laughed and told her it didn't hurt, so she gave me another one that
did
hurt! I told her,
"Be careful Jan, Sherri has promised to take out a contract on you!"
"Well, you will protect me, won't you, Jamie?"
"Maybe, maybe not!" That earned me another slug in the arm, and giggles from her.
We opened a bottle of wine after dinner and just talked back and forth like friends, listening to music. Janet was dressed in a pair of tight jeans that perfectly defined her firm little ass, and a knit shirt straining to contain her breasts. She jumped up at one point, and said,
"Jamie, this is nice music, but we need something that rocks! I want to dance!"
She shuffled through my CDs and squealed when she found some things from my old rhythm and blues collection. She put one on, and when the first upbeat tune came on she stepped jazzily toward me snapping her fingers and wiggling her shapely hips.
I laughed hard watching my sweet friend's antics. She grabbed me off the couch and we danced a be-bop step as I twirled her back and forth ... a real throwback to the 1950's! She seemed to like Fats Domino, Chuck Berry, and Little Richard the best! My tastes run more to Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke.
She was fun, and I loved dancing with her. After half a dozen tunes, we collapsed together on the couch. She teased me about my dance style and I teased her right back. She punched me again in the arm and I went after her ticklish spots—I know them all!
She was giggling out of control, and when I relented, we accidentally ended up in an embrace. We looked into each other's eyes, and the rest of the world disappeared for some part of a moment.
She moved her head toward mine, closed her eyes and parted her lips. I kissed her! As her eyes fluttered open, she lowered her head with a blush turning her cheeks red.
"Jamie, we need some fresh air. Let's go for a walk."
We walked down to a small park two blocks from my house, and talked as we walked. The fresh air felt good after our active dancing. When we found a park bench, we sat down and she asked me straight out of the box,
"Jamie, how is it going with you ... with your search, I mean?"
"Well, that is something I hoped we might talk about. I am really having fun with you tonight Janet, it's been a very romantic night. I have to say that I am tiring of dating around, and I am looking for one person I can be with for the long-run. So I would like you to stay the night, even if we didn't ... do anything. Tomorrow morning, I'll make you breakfast!"
"Jamie, I have tasted your breakfasts! No offense, but I will cook
you
breakfast!"
"But I like my cooking!" I replied kind of sulking.
We walked back, and about halfway, she took my hand in hers. I looked down at her, and could see her eyes sparkling attractively in the moonlight. I was filled with great affection for her! When we got back, we sat on the couch and I put on an old Brook Benton album. His very smooth bass/baritone voice had serenaded lovers all through the 50's and 60's!
We cuddled on the couch, and as soon as I saw her yawning, I helped her settle down in my guest bedroom—it's really where she would be most comfortable tonight. I padded into my bedroom, stripped, and sat on the edge of my bed and found myself very giddy and giggly remembering this evening with Janet, happy to be reconnecting with her. Having her lying in the next room, with her breasts heaving as she slept was exciting to me.
It felt good to finally be settling on one person to be with, and Janet was my first choice for that. Maybe I was through dating around, and could finally concentrate on being with Janet. I really didn't want to admit it, and especially not to her—not yet—but I thought that I was starting to fall for this little one. I sat there, just trying to hold the image of her pretty face in my mind.
I slowly crawled back into bed and, since the fresh air made me tired, I fell asleep quickly. I had that dream again, me with my daughter, and son, and a still nondescript partner with light brown hair. The more I tried to bring her into focus, the more nebulous the picture became until she disappeared in a wisp of smoke.
It was dark—I was in deep sleep!
When I awoke, I had a bed companion. Sometime during the night or early morning, Janet must have gotten lonely, and slid in wearing only a bra and panties. Her cute little butt was parked right up against my stomach! I found that my hand was on her shapely hip, and when I deftly removed it I heard a soft voice said in just above a whisper,
"Put it back, please Jamie! It felt nice!"
I massaged her hip and stomach, and she turned toward me, pushing her ample, but cotton-encased breasts into my chest. Her eyes fluttered, fighting sleep, and then opened. She smiled sleepily, and said,
"Hi!" Her morning kitten breath, smelled sweet to me.
"Hi back!" I said with a smile of my own.
"This is nice ... like this!" she cooed.
"Mm-hm!" I murmured. Then I said, "Can I get a morning kiss?"
"Mm-hm!" she answered, giggled and pushed her lips into mine briefly. But I came back with a fuller, longer kiss and she responded enthusiastically.