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Ive Lived My Life In Four Parts

Ive Lived My Life In Four Parts

by jhriverton
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Author's note: Writing is often an emotional experience, especially as one thinks deeply about the characters he is bringing to life. There are times when the characters we create lead us to endings we had not originally considered.

So it was with me, as I learned from Tom and Heather.

To all who have found and lost true love!

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I was approaching the end of my two-year reporting period for Continuing Legal Education, and I was a few hours short. I had already maxed out the hours I could earn online; the rest had to be live.

At least I had two months in which to find a solution. For some reason I never quite understood, the deadline was always June 30th.

Unfortunately, there was nothing of any interest coming up locally. I decided to expand my search by looking at a multi-state provider that kept sending me emails about CLE events they assured me I shouldn't miss. I ignored them. Until now.

I had to search through my Trash folder, but there was an email, with a link to the company's webpage.

One of the first things I saw was a two-day seminar in Seattle, which was only an hour by plane, although I could drive in a little over two, which ended up being faster for not having to stand in the TSA line and sit at my gate for an hour!

I was mildly interested, and then something caught my eye. It was a breakout session on the enforceability of mediation clauses in contracts of adhesion. The topic was interesting to me, since I represented corporate clients, but what really caught my eye was the presenter: Heather Reisling!

I wondered whether it was possible she was the same one I dated in high school. How many Heather Reislings can there be?

I searched for a bio page for the speakers. There was hers ... "a native of Yakima, Washington." The same Heather.

My mind went back to wonderful times we had as seniors. There was a time when I was convinced our love would carry us to marriage someday. Other than a lot of kissing, we never had sex-Heather wanted to wait until marriage. Although we sure came close on graduation night!

That thought startled me! Heather Reisling is the same name as she had in high school--her maiden name. Had she never married? That would be an incredible irony, because I hadn't married, either. Here we were, both 35 years old--our birthdays were less than a month apart, although I couldn't remember which of us was older--and both still single.

I shook off my thoughts and focused on registering. I had to see her again.

It was only two weeks to the seminar, which was held from 9 am to 5 pm on Thursday, and then from 9 am to 1 pm on Friday. These companies offer early-bird discounts to inject an incentive to decide. I was way past that, but I wasn't worried about space; they never turn anyone away!

I read far enough to know I did not need to pre-register for specific breakout sessions. I needed to make sure I got there in time to get a seat, preferably in the back.

The bigger issue was having my secretary reschedule four appointments on Thursday and one on Friday. Most of those we were able to move up and see earlier.

I left Wednesday night about 7 pm to drive to Seattle, thus missing the traffic crunch. I had made a reservation for two nights at the hotel where the seminar was to be held.

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The morning of the seminar I got up early and had breakfast. These seminars usually had some sort of continental breakfast--a glass of water and picture of a donut. I wanted something more substantial.

I was in the main meeting room, where the opening keynote speaker would be. Heather's session would be in the first set of breakouts, and I had already located the room, so I could sit near to the correct exit from the main seminar meeting.

I was too nervous to listen to the keynote speaker. I didn't care. One earns CLE credit by having a butt in a seat, not by listening!

As the first hour drew to a close, the moderator thanked the speaker--I enthusiastically clapped with others--and he dismissed everyone for the first breakout classes.

I knew what I wanted: a seat in the back but right behind someone so I could stay hidden. I wanted to check her out, listen to her voice, and then surprise her by sitting up straight until she saw me.

I had to hang out in the hall for a few seconds, until I saw a man I could sit behind. That's where I was when she walked in and to the front. She hardly looked different from high school. No more than five pounds heavier, was my guess. Great legs still. Hair cut shorter now, a professional look.

Heather introduced herself and gave the name of her law firm, a large one in Denver. Then she launched into her topic.

I was mesmerized by her presentation skills! I knew the topic well already, and her content covered the issues I would have covered, but she had a wonderful, engaging way of presenting.

I decided it was time! I moved to my left a little, out from behind the man in front of me, and sat up.

About twenty seconds later, in the middle of a sentence, she looked at me. She stopped mid-sentence and her mouth hung open. She covered it and blushed.

"I'm so sorry to stop like that! When I was a senior in high school in Yakima, I fell in love with a boy. I really thought we might marry, but that summer we left for schools in different states, and we drifted apart. He's here in this session!

"Please forgive me for just a moment!"

With that she marched back to me. I stood, and we hugged.

"Oh, Tom," she whispered. "I'm so happy to see you!"

The attorneys in the room were all clapping, proving that even attorneys have soft hearts and love a nice romance. Either that or anything was better than sitting in a CLE seminar!

Heather marched back to the front.

"I need to pull myself together, but Tom, don't leave!"

With that, she took a deep breath, and picked up with the same sentence she had started. The rest of her presentation was great and many wanted to visit with her and thank her. I waited at the side of the room.

Finally, the last person left. Heather and I looked at each other and smiled. She came and hugged me again.

"I can't believe you're here!"

"I needed four more hours of live CLE! I was looking through the info about this one online and saw your name. I had to come. Are you speaking at anything else? How long are you here?"

"I have no other obligations. I was supposed to fly back this afternoon, but if you're available, I'd rather move my flight and spend time catching up."

"All I need it two more hours here, then I'm yours."

There were suddenly tears in her eyes, and she looked down.

"Heather, what's wrong? Why the tears?"

"I've missed you, but that's part of a longer conversation. Can I sit next to you for the next two hours? When are you going back, and where is 'back'?"

"I live in Vancouver and practice in Portland."

"Ah, you play the low property tax in Vancouver and no sales tax in Oregon game!"

"That's right! I drove up last night and stayed in the hotel here. I still have a reservation for tonight, and was undecided about whether to drive back tonight or wait until sometime tomorrow."

"If I asked you, would you stay?"

"Absolutely. We have a lot to catch up on."

"I'm going to get on the phone and change my flight. When should I fly back?"

"Stay until Sunday evening. Fly out of Portland. I'll save you a seat. Look for me."

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Ten minutes later, Heather slipped in and sat next to me. She kissed me on the cheek and held my hand.

"Do you mind if I hold your hand?"

"Not at all, although I might need it now and then to write you a note."

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She let go of my hand, and I wrote a note to her while she searched for a pen in her purse.

I handed her the pad.

Me: U R still the beautiful girl I fell in love with back then.

Heather: That's nice of U 2 say, I've missed U. Thought about U a lot.

Me: I Missed U 2. What happened 2 us?

Heather: I was mad at U and stubborn

Me: Was that about U going 2 the U of Utah and skiing?

Heather: I wanted U 2 come with me. U wanted Uni of Oregon.

Me: Did you ski?

Heather: 2X.

I had no idea what the speaker was saying. I was strictly a butt in the chair.

Me: Only twice? In 4 years?

Heather: 2 years. I transferred to U of Denver.

Me: Why transfer? Snow?

Heather: Politics, but joke's on me!

Me:?

Heather: My parents were Republicans. I became a Democrat. In Utah, Democrats are way outnumbered. I moved to Denver. Heavily Democratic. Then 5 years ago, I registered as a Republican!

Me: lol. I am a Republican and way outnumbered in Vancouver and Portland. Not in Yakima, though.

The host of that session announced it was time for the next set of breakout sessions.

"Heather, how about we go get some lunch and come back for the final general session at 2?"

"I'm starving! Let's go."

We had a fun lunch together and talked about plans for the next couple of nights.

"I have the room booked for tonight and they gave me a room with two queen beds. You're welcome to one of them. Then we can drive to my place in Vancouver. I have an extra bedroom you're welcome to use tomorrow night and Saturday night."

"That sounds perfect. We should know by then whether we can't stand to be together, or if we might still have a future."

"I'm hoping it's the latter."

She kissed me on the cheek.

"So am I."

I got my final hour and picked up the certificate for the last meeting. I now had 4 more hours to report!

Heather and I went up to my room. She had earlier retrieved her suitcase and checked out of her room.

We got settled into the room and we each sat on one of the beds so we could talk.

"How did we lose contact, Heather?"

"I only know my end of course, but I had started dating someone at the U of Utah. I told him early my no sex rule, and he was fine with that. He was a really nice guy. After about five months, I realized he was going to propose, but I stopped him. I told him there was someone I loved more and told him a little about you."

"Was he mad?"

"No, that's the surprising thing. He really was a nice guy. He just said he hoped I would find the happiness I wanted and we ended things. He got married six months later."

"Why didn't you call me?"

"I almost did, several times, but I couldn't figure out what to say. Everything I thought of sounded like I was saying I took a break and dated someone else, but since that fell through, and I don't have anyone else, I'm back. I finally decided we were over."

I sat and thought back to my freshman year at Oregon.

"I guess my story was similar, except I broke up with four women over two years. I wasn't as committed to no sex as you, and I was intimate with three of them. Each time, I broke things off because they weren't you, and I didn't love them as much as I had loved you. Sex didn't make up for that. I suppose you ruined other women for me.

"I decided to call you and ask forgiveness for not calling for so long. I was prepared to learn you were engaged or married, but your phone had been disconnected. Plus, your parents had moved."

"Remember the early days of cell phones when if you changed carriers, you couldn't keep your old number? I changed carriers when I moved to Denver. Oh, and my parents moved to Spokane."

"I finally told myself you had married, and quit trying to find you."

"Tom, I'm so sorry! It wasn't because I was out of options that I wanted to come back to you, it was the other men didn't measure up to you. I should have called you!"

She was crying, so I got up and pulled her up to stand with me. I hugged her.

"I've thought a lot about graduation night. Do you remember how close we came to sex that night?"

"I still can't believe we didn't!"

She was laughing at the memory of that night.

"Remember, Tom, when we left that graduation party, we were both drunk? Then we stupidly got into your car because you lived like three blocks away and your parents weren't home. I don't remember why they weren't home."

"A friend of theirs in California had died. They flew out that morning for the funeral. I'm so glad I didn't get pulled over that night."

"Minor miracle! We went to swim in your pool, but I didn't have a swimsuit, so we decided to go skinny dipping."

"I still remember how you looked naked. That was the first time I touched breasts."

"I seem to remember touching something of yours."

"My first blowjob! I've never forgotten that. I guess I had never heard of going down on a woman, because I played with your breasts and sucked on your nipples until you had an orgasm."

"Earth-shattering!"

"I remember we stood there in the pool and I held you in my arms as we talked. After a while we were more sober, so we got dressed and I took you home."

"You know, Tom, as you were reminding me of that, it's possible that night scared us and made us pull back."

"You may be right."

There was a long pause.

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"Heather, are you hungry? May I take you out for dinner? Our first date in 17 years!"

"I'd like that a lot, Tom. This is a little embarrassing, but I just realized I don't have pajamas. Could we stop at a Target and get some for me?"

"I want matching ones!"

"You don't have any either?"

We were laughing. We started to look in the phone book--this was before smart phones and Google maps. We ended up going down and asking the concierge. Then we drove to a Target and bought matching pajamas!

There was a Mexican restaurant in that same shopping center, so we decided to try it out. It was very good!

We got back to the hotel and changed into our PJs, Heather in the bathroom and I in the room.

We got in bed, turned out the lights on our night stands, and talked for a few minutes.

"Heather, I don't mean to pry. I'm asking this because I want to know how I should act around you. Did you ever have sex with someone?"

"No. I've continued my determination to wait, although I have to admit, I've wondered lately whether I made the right choice."

"I think you did. There was no lasting meaning to my experiences. I'm sorry I wasn't more like you."

"Tom, don't hate yourself for that. I never will."

We continued talking, but it wasn't long before Heather stopped answering me. I rolled over and went to sleep as well.

The next morning, I woke up first, I looked over at Heather. She was still gorgeous, as I remembered her. I quietly got out of bed and kissed her on the cheek. She opened her eyes and put her arms around my neck and pulled me down onto the bed.

We lay together, her spooning me, as we talked and reminisced. All the years between us melted away as we listened to each other again, rediscovering the depth of our love for each other.

"Tom, I heard someone say once when you fall deeply in love, that person occupies a permanent place in your heart. I think I understand now."

I carefully turned over to face her. I put my arm under her neck.

We kissed.

It was the first time in 17 years, but in some ways it felt as though only a few months had passed.

"Are you hungry? Do you want breakfast?"

"I'm starving! I probably burned up a lot of emotional calories last night, plus that wonderful kiss a few minutes ago. Thanks for that. It felt like it did 17 years ago, didn't it?"

"It did. Go get in the shower first, then I'll shower."

About 45 minutes later, we headed to the restaurant for breakfast. Neither of cared about the remainder of the seminar. I got what I came for.

"We have a whole day free. We need to check out by 11, but we can put things in my car and check out earlier. It's a beautiful day--how about a harbor cruise before we head south."

"That sounds romantic, and I'm certainly in the mood for romance again."

As I checked out, I made sure there was no problem leaving my car in the garage until later. Right after breakfast, we stopped to talk to the concierge, who recommended a particular cruise and made a reservation for us. We would board at 11, and it was a short cab ride away.

Heather was holding my hand as we walked down the pier to our boat. If I didn't look at her, I could persuade myself no time at passed. When I looked, I realized she had become more beautiful. I had to stop and kiss her again.

We both just smiled and boarded the boat. The cruise was fabulous. Neither of us had spent much time in Seattle, other than for brief business visits.

As we got out on the water and some distance from the city, we had a spectacular view of Mt. Rainier.

"Do you remember what everyone called Rainier Beer?"

"Yeah, Vitamin R."

I don't remember much after that--I mean much about the sights. Mostly I remember looking in Heather's eyes and feeling things I hadn't found with anyone else in those 17 years.

I squeezed her hand.

"What?"

"Just verifying I'm actually holding Heather Reisling's hand again."

She leaned her head on my shoulder as she wiped away a tear.

"I feel happy holding your hand. I've missed that."

After returning to shore, we walked over to Pike Place Market and found a restaurant for lunch.

"Tom, I know we're spending the next two night at your house in Vancouver. Could you take me to see Multnomah Falls? I've never been there."

"I'd love to. There are other falls along that road I'd like to show you. We can drive east, seeing Multnomah last, and then have an early afternoon lunch in Hood River. I know a cute little place on the main drag through town that's really good. We should probably plan to leave about 8:30 tomorrow morning."

"That sounds like a perfect day. What would you like to do on Sunday? My flight doesn't leave until 8 pm."

"Hmmm, I wish we had more time. I'd love to show you parts of the Oregon Coast, places I fell in love with while I was in Eugene. However, we could easily drive down to Silver Falls, east of Salem. We wouldn't have time for the hike to see all of the falls, but the main one is near a parking lot and it's gorgeous."

"Just so you know, I'll go anywhere with you to spend time together."

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We drove south on I-5 that afternoon, wanting to escape Seattle before heavy traffic hit. As we drove, we talked a lot and then lapsed into silence. I was thinking a lot, and I guessed she was as well.

I pulled into my driveway and opened the garage door with my remote. We unloaded the car and took everything inside.

"Follow me, Heather. I'll show you your room, where you can dump everything. Then I want to give you a tour."

I showed her the kitchen, living room, the formal dining room and the breakfast area. I showed her the bathroom in the hall outside her room, my office in the other bedroom, and the master and bath.

"I have one more surprise."

She followed me out French doors leading to the back, where I had a hot tub under a gazebo.

"Did you happen to bring a suit?"

"I did! At the last minute I added one, just in case I wanted to swim at that hotel. Can we use that this evening?"

"Maybe we should do that first. I'm guessing you aren't hungry yet, so we could do this first and dinner later."

"I'll go unpack and meet you in back in my suit. I hope I don't disappoint you. I'm not 18 anymore.'

"From what I've observed, the world is better for it!"

I changed into my suit, found a couple of big beach towels, and uncovered the hot tub. I was waiting in it when Heather came out the door. She was wearing a black one-piece suit, cut relatively high above her thighs. I later discovered this created a thong backside.

Of course, by then I was hard and glad I was already in the water. I stood, though, and held out my hand to assist her in getting in. She immediately sat beside me, I put my arm around her.

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