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It's Only One Night
Manford Symington
I wondered how often, the disturbing sounds of 'We have to talk' were followed up by 'It's only one night. I guess it doesn't matter. What matters is it happened to me. I still wonder if I did the right thing. I probably didn't. Maybe if I had stood up for myself and made it really clear that I wasn't happy about this. Maybe. But I didn't. Instead I concentrated on both of us understanding what was really going on. It was clear that it didn't mean the same thing to us. It was clear that she didn't consider the effect it would have on our family life.
I had met her at the Student Union on the State U. campus. The Union cafeteria was crowded at lunch, and she asked if she could share my table for two. I would have agreed even if she hadn't been one of the sexiest women I had ever met. Her body was not in your face but her personality was. She got the maximum mileage out of her 34B-23-34 body with personality plus. An easy smile and a way of turning her head to complement the smile when she wanted to show appreciation for one of your comments.
We dawdled over lunch for over an hour, and I asked her out for the Friday night Union Dance. She already had something going on, but she was available the following week for that week's dance. After that things progressed slowly to where I was getting to second base on our semiweekly dates. Finally, one night at my apartment, I got to home plate. When I asked her to go steady, she agreed. I guessed she did appreciate some of my bon mots. I graduated but I got a job in our University town, and she moved into my apartment. The next year we got married and the next year she graduated. We then moved to a nearby city where the job opportunities were more plentiful. I got a job in a larger office of the same engineering consulting firm, and she went to work for a management consulting firm.
Marla seemed to love her job and love me. She took maternity leaves for the birth of our children but continued to advance at her job. At age thirty, I had become assistant manager of my firm's office. We had been married for seven years and felt like we had a complete family including Harley, 5, Judy, 3, and Dennis, 1. We both seemed to have adopted well to our suburban lifestyle until one Tuesday night, she spoke the dreaded words, "Honey, we need to talk."
After the children were put to bed. She sat me down at the kitchen table with a beer, while she sat with a glass of wine and we had our talk.
She smiled her endearing smile with the little tilt of her head, and broadsided me with, "I would like to have a date Friday night."
I replied, "Sure, where would you like to go."
She straightened me out quickly with, "No, honey! I want to have a date with someone else!"
I managed to splutter out a "What?"
She enlightened me, "It's just one night! I thought it would liven things up for us. It will spice things up for us."
I was stunned, "Our love life hasn't been good enough?"
She said, "It's not that. This will just be to add a little spark. Something that we can share Saturday when we're back together."
I responded, "I'm all for sharing, but this is beyond anything I've ever thought about."
She explained, "I know this is a big surprise for you, but think of it as a good surprise. I'll love you just as much, but I'll be a more exciting woman for you when I come back to you."
I inquired, "I thought you were happy with our love making."
She continued, "We're already having steak, darling. This will be just to add a little spice. It's to make me a more exciting partner for you."
I suggested, "Marla, I have absolutely no complaints about you being my partner. I'm a little concerned about what seems to me to be a big change in our relationship."
She answered, "Manny, I have no complaints, either. This is not a big deal. It's just one night and it's just to add a little spice to the good relationship we already have. It's more of a nudge than a change."
I replied, "This is all new to me. I'm assuming that your date will continue well into Saturday morning."
She said, "That certainly is a possibility."
I responded, "I suspect probability might be a more accurate description."
She admitted, "I guess so."
I continued, "I don't know who your date is with. If it goes into Saturday morning, I hope you will be using a condom."
She stated, "I will keep myself safe."
I summed up, "I know what you want, but I haven't agreed to anything yet."
She concluded, "We can talk again tomorrow."
I didn't know what to say or do. Marla was my life, or at least a major part of her. I didn't like her spending an evening away from me, much less an evening that will probably end up with her fucking some pussy hound. We didn't have the type of relationship where we gave each other ultimatums, although her asking permission to step out on me, came pretty close. Our relationship was undoubtedly going to change, and I was very much afraid I wouldn't like the change. Was I being a fool to accept her saying that it was a one-time thing. I decided that the best I could do was put my expectations and unhappiness out there but go along for this one time. Was I being foolish with the assumption that it was one and done? I wouldn't know until afterwards. Then it might be too late for us. I thought of the little three innocents that were totally dependent on us.
Again, we sat at the table with our drinks of choice.
I started, "I assume you've already planned this thoroughly."
She replied, "Yes, Rod is picking me up at 7:30."
I explained, "We might avoid explaining this to the children if he picked you up a little later."
She conceded, "I'll tell Rod to pick me up at 9 so that I can kiss my children good night."
I continued, "Do you understand how unhappy this is making me?"
She responded, "Why? It's just one night. I love you now. I'll still love you after Friday night. You have nothing to be concerned about."
I answered, "I don't know this Rod. I don't know if you'll be safe. I don't know if you'll really come back to me. Maybe you'll like him better. You've already put his happiness ahead of mine, at least for this one night. I have a bad feeling about this."
She explained, "You have nothing to worry about. This is a one-off with a friend. He's safe. Your love is safe. You'll see. Saturday things will be back to normal, with just a little extra spice. I'll be happy, and I will do my best to make you happy. You'll see. Everything will turn out even better than before."
I told her, "I wish I had your confidence."
She replied, "Sweetheart, I love you. Everything will turn out okay. I know you're not completely happy with this, but it's just one time, and our relationship will be even stronger afterward. You'll see!"
She kissed me and that was the last we talked about it until Friday evening. She informed me, "Rod will be here at 9. I want you to help me pick an outfit. I want it to be a little sexy but not slutty. Will you be a dear and help me out. A head tilt with smile was all it took to get my cooperation even though I felt like a hand was squeezing my stomach. I knew my discomfort would not be less until I was sure she was back home, emotionally and physically. The minutes seemed like hours. We worked together to put the children to bed around 8:30. It was actually a little later than usual, but we hoped that would mean they went to sleep quicky.
She already had the matching garter belt, stockings and panties on. I helped her with the matching bra. I then zipped up her little black dress that showed plenty of cleavage and leg, hitting her mid-thigh when she didn't bend over or twirl around. I helped her into her four-inch heels. She touched up her makeup and lipstick. and then served herself a glass of wine in the living room. I sat with her on the sofa, for the last ten minutes before Rod's planned arrival.
She reassured me, "Honey, it's going to be all right. You'll see. I'll come home happy, and I'll make you happy, too. This is just a one time thing. It's nothing for you to worry about. I'll be home and be your happy wife in almost no time. Now give me a smile."
I said, "Smiling on the outside, crying on the inside."
She replied, "Don't be grumpy. I love you. Even more because you agreed to this. I know you didn't want it, but I guarantee I'll make you happy that we did this. Just remember, it's for us, not just for me, even though it doesn't seem that way now."
I pointed out, "I didn't agree to this; I feel like I'm holding on for dear life to a runaway freight train!"
She replied, "Don't be silly. You'll see in the morning. Everything will be even better than it already is.
The doorbell rang. Rod was a little taller than me, not as handsome as I thought he would be. He did seem to have the expected smirk, as we shook hands. Neither of us was very enthusiastic about it. She kissed me on the cheek, whispered, "I love you, " and they were gone. It was 9:03 and the beginning of one of the longest nights of my life. I finally found a soccer game that was a little distracting from what was happening wherever the love of my life was.
Around 10:30, I got a bulletin by text, "Dinner was great! Going dancing now. XOXOXOX. Marla."