I met a guy, ok an officer, in the Navy through a chat room while surfing the net. We seemed to have a lot of interests in common; we liked to read the same types of books, common interests in movies, liked long walks just to see the beauty of nature, and so on.
He would email when he had down time as he called it and I would let him know what was happening here while he was there at sea. I knew that someday we might eventually meet because we really seemed to "click". Sometimes guys feed you a line just to get what they all really wanted; sex. He seemed to be genuinely interested in a relationship.
I had to leave suddenly for about a week to take care of some personal situations. Upon return home and finally downloading all my mail (mostly spam); I came across some of his emails to me.
LonelySailor: ==> I've missed hearing from you and have wondered why my emails haven't been answered?
LonelySailor: ==> Why aren't you returning my emails? Is something wrong? Talk to me?
LonelySailor: ==> What are you anyway; some kind of cock tease? Leading men on and then dumping them like this?
Okay. Decided that this last one went just a bit too far and I was pissed. Sure he was upset, but thought he was above the childish act of name calling.
GrecianGoddess: ==> I had to go away for a few days to take care of family emergency. Don't like the name you called me. It was childish and mean. If that's the way you feel, then let's just end this right now.
There I decided. Let him contend with my own anger. I went out to buy some much need groceries to restock my place. Cleaned the apartment up and then had a soothing bath before logging back onto the computer. Yup, another email awaited me.
LonelySailor: ==> I'm sorry; didn't really mean name. Was just so mad that you hadn't returned any emails. Sorry also about family emergency, is there anything I can do to help? Please forgive and talk to me.
Okay, I know I shouldn't have, but my heart kind of melted. After the stress of the previously week, his offer to help caused my tears to start to flow. Getting myself under control took another half an hour before I could sit at the keyboard to type.
GrecianGoddess: ==> Hi again Lonely. Your offer to help has been the kindest thing that has happened to me within this last week. Thanks for the cyber hug; it really meant a lot to me. Sorry also that I couldn't communicate during my absence. Hope you have been well and doing fine.
LonelySailor: ==> I've missed our talks, but I've missed you more. Your emails have been the highlight of each day; knowing I would be getting messages from you. When everything stopped; first I was worried about you and when I didn't get any response I thought maybe you were one of those manipulative women who stalk the net for lonely guys; sorry.
GrecianGoddess: ==> I've missed our talks too; it's nice to have someone that I can relate to without having to buffer the conversation. Stress has pretty much left me on edge and haven't found outlet to unwind yet.
His next email somewhat floored me as I hadn't really expected our relationship to progress yet beyond the safe environment of cyber space.
LonelySailor: ==> Goddess if I were there, I would help you relax as we would make passionate love until our bodies could no longer cooperate. Then we would just cuddle together while we waited for them to recharge so we could do it all over again. Truly, I would like to meet you.
When I read his email, my heart skipped a beat and I felt an all consuming passion to let this man, site unseen, have his way with me and my body. Then I came to my senses, you know, guy out to sea and no women meant guy extremely hard up and will hit anything in site.
GrecianGoddess: ==> Your last email shocked me a bit. I'm not sure if you really just want to meet me or just need a woman for sex. I would like to meet you too, but as to whether or not we have sex depends on how our relationship progresses. Basically I'm telling you I'm not a whore or slut that can be picked and used by men.
Decided that pretty well said what I had intended. I did really want to meet Lonely, but I was not about to just have sex with someone I had only spoken to on the internet. Another day went by before I received a response to my email.
LonelySailor: ==> Thought about what you said and then could see how my intentions could be misconstrued. I just felt that we seem to pretty well go together in all that we have said to each other. Yes, I want to meet you. Yes, I want to get to know you physically instead of on the internet. But I'm still a man, so yes I would like to have sex with you but only as a willing partner. I've never thought of you as a whore or slut, but can understand your reasoning over it. Sorry to have offended you.
I kept rereading his email and I can't explain it, but I was getting turned on for a man I'd never met in person. I decided, well okay my body decided for me, that I would go ahead and meet Lonely face to face.
GrecianGoddess: ==> Hi Lonely. Have really thought about what you have said. Yes, I would like to meet you face to face. When will you be coming in?
As I clicked the "Send" button my heart skipped a beat and warmth coursed through my body. I knew that I was emotionally and sexually excited about meeting this man. We had already exchanged appearance statistics (the basics) during the beginnings of our cyber relationship so I knew that I should be able to recognize him.
LonelySailor: ==> Thrilled you would like to meet me. Coming into port next week and it would be a great turn on for me to see you on the pier waiting for me. I think that even with all the other women and children there to meet us, that I would be able to spot you instantly. Let me know if it's a 'yes' and I'll let you know how to get a pass in to get there.
The moment I read his email, giant butterflies attacked my stomach. I was both excited and scared at the same time. Sexually I knew he would be attracted to me as I have downplayed my attributes wanting someone to know that I have a brain and could think instead of someone just trying to find a sex partner.
I was turned off to dating because men would take a look at my large breasts (C cup) and slim curvy body and forget that I had a mind at all. All they wanted was sex, but I wanted someone I could talk to afterwards. I didn't want to be an object.
GrecianGoddess: ==> Yes Lonely, would like to be on the pier waiting for you. Maybe we could have dinner and talk in person and then see how the night progresses. If that is acceptable for you, then I will tell you how you will be able to recognize me.
He must have been online because I received his email no longer than an hour later.
LonelySailor: ==> Extremely excited. Go to guard station when first coming on base and tell them you need a pass for pier 21. They will direct you to Visitors Center to get pass for yourself and car. Might be easier to leave car and walk to pier. How will you be dressed for me to recognize you?
GrecianGoddess: ==> LOL β I'm a goddess and you should be able to recognize one. Seriously, I will be the woman in the white silk dress that loops around the neck and goes about mid thigh. The opening in front goes all the way down to the navel with strategically placed gold chains connecting the pieces of material together. I'll have on three inch while heels (to match the dress) and I'll wear my auburn hair up with a few curled tendrils. Like my name, I'll wear a "Crystal" teardrop in my naval piercing. Now how will I recognize you? and don't say because I'll be the one who comes up to you because I think you can figure out by now that a lot of men will be coming up to me.
It was a day before I heard from Lonely again.
LonelySailor: ==> Hi again Goddess. Your description left me so hot and bothered that I had to take matters in hand. Knew I could tell you that since I feel we can talk about anything. Understandably, I think every single man, and maybe some of the married ones as well, will want to hit on you. My name is Richard Jackson so look for my name on the front of my uniform and I'll be running over to you as soon as I get down.