The next day, she and Kristen rode with Chris to grab some lunch off campus. When they arrived, Kristen immediately noticed Dallas getting out of his car to go inside.
"Hey, Heather, heads up," she said and motioned towards the glass door entrance to the restaurant.
"Should we go somewhere else?" Chris asked, having seen her leave prom that night and knowing about their former relationship.
"No, no, it's okay," she assured them. "Besides I'm starving and we only have 40 minutes until we have to be back."
Kristen looked at her, a little shocked. "If you're sure...".
Heather laughed and unbuckled, popping the door open. "Of course I'm sure! C'mon."
Chris and Kristen exchanged glances but followed her out of the car.
When they got inside, Dallas was sitting at a table with a number card, waiting on his order. Feeling a little guilty at seeing him all alone, she gave Kristen her card and asked her to order her food so she could go talk to him.
Dallas' eyes got wide as he saw her approach.
"Hey," she started, "Is it okay if we sit with you?"
He did a double take, not sure if he had heard her correctly. "Uh, yeah," he said and gestured to the chair in front of him.
Her phone buzzed and she pulled it from her back pocket. Kristen had texted her, "WTF?!".
She chose to ignore it and took the offered seat with a smile, genuinely relieved that she wasn't feeling anxious about talking to him again. "You working tonight?"
"Yeah, from 4 'til close. You?"
"Yep, same. Busy season, and I need all the shifts I can get before August."
He nodded his understanding. "Yeah, it'll be hard to work when your golf team starts training and classes begin."
"Definitely." She looked down at her hands again, not knowing where to start with what she had wanted to tell him since that night when she left. She took a deep breath and looked straight into his eyes. "I wanted to tell you I'm sorry."
"Heather, look—" he was interrupted by one of the workers who brought his food. Once she laid it on the table, he thanked her and returned his attention to Heather. "You don't have to apologize. People break up."
"True, but I've just been feeling guilty..."
He had the burger halfway to his mouth when he froze. "Guilty? For what?"
"Uhh...". She put her hand to her neck to hide the flush that was spreading there under his scrutiny. She saw Kristen out of the corner of her eye and was reminded of the real reason she had broken up with him. She had to refocus.
"The way it ended between us, you know? I just feel really bad that I've avoided talking to you or returning your calls."
He paused and then took a bite from his burger. Just then Kristen and Chris finally joined them and they spent the rest of the meal making small talk.
When they finished, they all got up and cleared off the table. Kristen and Chris went to take their stuff to the trash, but Dallas and Heather were still cleaning up. With their audience gone, he took the opportunity to ask her if she wouldn't mind riding back with him so they could finish their talk.
She thought it was a strange request but she didn't feel any awkwardness about it so she let Kristen know.
"Don't you think that's weird, Hay?" her friend asked.
"I think he just wants closure. This is the first time we have had a chance to really talk since that night."
Kristen looked at her with uncertainty. "If you're okay with it, then I guess maybe it will be a good thing. Just promise you will text me if you need me, okay?"
Heather nodded. "I'll see you in sixth."
She returned to where Dallas was waiting, holding her door. "Thank you," she said.
He smiled shyly. "You're welcome," he replied, gently shutting the door of his Mustang behind her.
Starting the car, he looked over his shoulder before putting it into drive and pulling out onto the road.
"So, what did you wanna talk—"
"I miss you."
Her stomach dropped. This was not the direction she thought this was going to go. "Dallas, please—"
"I don't understand what happened. I thought you felt the same way I did and that at Prom it just went too far and you got scared. And then you broke up with me! In a text message!"
She stared at him in shock at the tone of his voice as he accelerated through the yellow light. He had never raised his voice with her, but she knew his anger was justified. It had been crappy of her.
"I know, you're right. And that's why I told you I felt guilty. I owed you an apology—"
"I don't want your apology, Heather!" He glanced at her for a second before returning his gaze to the road. "I see you at school and at work and I expected you to look..."
She furrowed her brows in confusion. "To look like what?"
"I don't know. Everyone keeps asking if I'm okay because I guess I look depressed or something. But you...you seem almost, I don't know. Happier?"
She felt an uneasiness in her chest and the car suddenly seemed extremely small.
"Anyway, something just seemed off and so I wanted to see you in person, but I could never manage a way to do so."
"Oh," was all she could think to say.
He turned onto the street that went back to their school as she tried to think of what might possibly explain her mood...apart from the obvious.
"Is there someone else?"
"W-what?"
Dalla stopped at the stop sign and looked straight at her. "Another guy, Heather. Are you dating another guy?"
"No!" She said as forcefully as she could. "No, there's no one else."
He smiled and let out a sigh as he continued driving. "Okay, I just thought maybe that's why you were acting so...not sad."
"Dallas," she said, putting her hand on his arm. "I was sad when we broke up. You were a great boyfriend. But it just wasn't working."
He quickly made a left and turned down a different street.
Confused she looked around and asked, "Where are we going?"
"If I was a great boyfriend, then what was it?"
""Where are we going, Dallas?"
"What wasn't working?" he asked again, this time pressing his foot down on the accelerator while he continued ignoring her question as he made another turn.
Her heart began to race as she suddenly felt fearful about having no control over the situation. Instead of answering him, she pulled out her phone to call for help. Dallas had already guessed her move though and snatched the phone away, the car swerving slightly as he did. He buried the phone in the tiny space beneath his seat and the floorboard so she couldn't get to it.
"What the hell are you doing?" she screamed as she looked around her again and realized they were now nearing his house. "We're going to be late to class!"
He pulled into the alley behind his house and parked in the garage, closing it behind them and cloaking them in darkness, hidden away from prying eyes. Heather was terrified.
"Turn around and take me to school, Dallas!"
She could barely make out the whites of his eyes and teeth as he all but seethed at her. "Tell me why it wasn't working! I did everything I could to show you how much I cared about you, Heather!"
"Dallas, I don't know. I just don't see a future and don't want to hurt you by delaying the inevitable."
"You never even gave me a chance, though, Heather. I mean, what happened at Prom...You were enjoying it and we were so close—"