It has been a long day at work. A summer job as a cashier at the local grocery store for minimum wage is not the idea of the amazing summer I had in mind when I came back home. I missed all my friends from my time away. I missed the freedom of being able to go with whoever I wanted and whenever I wanted. I'm feeling worn out. I miss him more than anything or anyone else.
I walk upstairs grudgingly to take my shower. I couldn't stop thinking of his sweet gestures. He clouded my thoughts today instead of sitting at the back of my mind. I miss the feel of his arms around me; the feeling of having someone to kiss and hug; the feeling of his hand on mine giving it a tight squeeze; his hot breath on my neck; the moment before a kiss with him; being stupid with him; acting like a complete idiot; I miss my lover.
It feels like there was a heavy weight sitting on my shoulders. The pains of my world never budged. I feel so gross and dirty. All those germs from scanning all those products that people had touched were on me. The juice from bags of meat that had spilled on my hands had dried up along with the dust from arranging things. It was gross. I strip myself of my uniform and take my hair out of its ponytail. I shake my hair out and it lays over my naked shoulders and back.
I step into the shower and turn the water on. The little drops hitting me feel so refreshing and clean. My hands rub the fruity shampoo into my hair creating a lather. I begin to imagine his hands on my waist circling my hips. A pleasurable surprised feeling runs through me.