Chapter 1: I Don't Even Know Your Name
I'm not thinking about sex when I first walk into the movie theatre.
My friends are out of town, on vacation for the long weekend. I had been planning on going to the beach with them, but my boss needed me to come in tomorrow, Saturday. I decided to indulge in a silly film to relieve my stress, but regret that decision each step I take down the street towards the cinema. A thin film of sweat clings against my neck, and my long, thick hair begs to be pulled up. By the time I sit down in front of the screen, my feet ache so much, I kick my patent leather pumps off immediately. My toes wiggle, thankful to be freed.
The good thing about this theatre, I soon realize, is that these soft, red leather seats recline. I feel like I'm sitting in a La-Z-Boy. I lean my head back, close my eyes, and feel the AC cooling my hot skin. I hike my dress a little above my knee caps, stretch my legs out. I raise my arms up, crane my neck back, and sigh. Everyone having left to vacation for the long weekend, I have the whole theatre to myself. I stretch harder, feeling the muscles in my arms and legs lengthen. It hurts in the good kind of way. I groan and stretch deeper. I have been on my feet all week, giving presentations, running from meeting to meeting. I need this. Finally, I lay back down peacefully, and open my eyes. A man is now sitting next to me.
Oh God! How much has he seen? I feel immediate embarrassment. It's unsettling to know that a stranger has seen you at your most vulnerable, at your most
you.
I think we are only really ourselves when we are alone. And this man saw all of that, all of me. The shame turns to anger quickly though, when I see that the rest of the theatre is still empty. Yes, I'm sitting in the perfect row, in the middle seat, but he had no need to sit
right next to me.
I shoot him a glance. He isn't watching me. He's playing on his phone.