Him
We sit in bed each night after our long day. Each of us doing our own thing. I'm browsing Reddit on my phone, and you're reading the latest romance novel on your Kindle. Our bedroom is cool and we lay on top of our fitted sheet, with the covers smashed down at the foot of the bed. We are propped up on our pillows. I'm in my boxer briefs and a t-shirt, you're in your panties and a t-shirt.
Every night after a long day of work or play we always lie this way. This has become the ritual for our evening: To sit in bed together after our long, daily separation. I enjoy these quiet moments as it gives us a time to reconnect and relax. Gone are the days of immediate sex as we get into bed. Those days were great, and I miss them, but it's unrealistic to expect the lust and newness to last forever.
I look over at you to see you have put your Kindle down on the nightstand. You turn off your light and roll onto your side facing away from me. It is now that I usually make my move to see if I get to cum tonight. I know that you probably don't need to cum like I need to. You have much more self control, and you don't think about sex the way I do.
I look at you lying there on your side, your panties barely covering your ass. It's that nice ass of yours that really attracts me. My eyes follow the curve to where your back squeezes in towards your waist. It's looking extra sexy tonight. I can feel my dick growing beneath my boxers and there lies my conundrum. Should I push forward to feel your ass in my hands or should I hold back and be happy with the pleasure I'm getting just by looking at you? I begin to wonder what you're thinking as you try to drift off to sleep. Is your mind wondering what I'm thinking right now?
I inch closer to you and brush my hand against the side of your ass. The contact is electric, as always. Your panties and my skin make an undeniable connection. I do not hear you move, but my dick tells me that you are getting into this. At least that's what I tell myself. I look to you on the bed, and you don't react to my touch. I was hoping you'd move your ass against my hand, giving me an invitation to move further.
I'm beginning to enjoy this and continue my slow trail up your back. My fingertips are barely grazing the surface, but I feel every curve, every contour. I'm afraid to push deep into your skin, because I don't want to startle or freak you out. The last thing I want to do is lose this moment, because you are too tired to enjoy it. You don't move, so I take this as an open invitation and move my hand to the base of your spine. I feel the small of your back and lean into your right ear.
"Are you awake?" I ask softly. Of course you are, but I ask anyway.
I feel you move your head to the side, and I can make out that you have opened your eyes. I'm never really sure until this moment. Will you tell me you're too tired, or will you roll over and face me? I smile slightly as you move a bit more.
Her
I feel your hand slide across my ass. It feels good...so good. I want to lie there and savor the moment, but I'm still in my head. I know you want sex.
You always wants sex, and I sometimes feel it's out of habit. You crave me and my body. I like that you crave my body and I like that I'm appreciated., but I don't want sex to be the reason why you're with me.
I don't want to be too much. I want to be what you need. I know that you crave me, and I need to believe that you actually feel some affection for me besides your need to get off. I always enjoy hearing and feeling your desire, but it takes me a bit more time to get going these days.
I don't want sex tonight, but you're my husband, so I'll help you come. You love it anyway.
Him
I continue to rub your back, hoping I'm not being too obvious in my efforts. I'm trying to make sure you know that I'm hard, and that I'm wanting more than just affection from you. I'm trying to get you turned on.
It's been a long time since you were the aggressor. I can't remember the last time I felt your hands on me while in bed, trying to wake me up. Sure, you give me hand jobs from time to time, but you were never the one initiating them. How should I read into this? Maybe I shouldn't. It's ok how it is.
I can feel your body relax, and I know you're finally giving into my touch. You push your ass out a bit so I can really feel your body.
"Mmm. That feels good." You say.
I continue to rub your back, gently sliding my hand down to the side of your ass and down your leg.
"I've missed touching you like this." I whisper before kissing your hair and ear.
Her
I'm surprised you're touching me this way. You are usually afraid to go deeper. I begin to relax into your touch. I don't think about the fact that I haven't touched you all day. No kisses either. I'm trying to remember the last time this happened. I need to let you know that I enjoy this. I need to provide some type of positive feedback. I need to let you know that I'm not just laying here, or you'll think it's not as good for me. I need to show you I'm happy to have this.
I move my hand to your boxers and run my palm over your growing penis. I hold it in my hand as you continue to rub the back of my right thigh. My hands have always been strong. My grip is tight, and I know you are turned on. You hear me sigh, yes, I like this. I like how you are stroking my leg. I move my hand on your dick, I run my hand down your balls and cup them in my hand. I begin to feel your dick growing slowly. It's been awhile since we've just felt each other. I wish I had the courage to look you in the eyes and tell you that I'm thinking about us. Tell you that I'm happy you are here. Tell you that I want to make love to you all night. I don't let myself move past that thought though.
I remove your boxer briefs. I play with your balls, lightly stroking them with my fingers. I think about the last time you ejaculated in me. This time, I'll be the one to show you I'm affectionate. I hear you moan softly as I stroke your dick. I run my thumb along the tip noticing the pre-cum that sits there. I take the drop of pre-cum on my finger and place it on my tongue. It tastes metallic and kind of bitter. I look down to your cock that's standing at full attention. I'm glad that I can still get you this hard.