I knew I was dreaming. Cien stood by my pallet and watched me with those beautiful eyes, his hair falling slightly forward, and I knew I was dreaming. To the future? He didn't know I was from the future, so this HAD to be a dream. Right?
"The future." I said.
"Aye, 2008." That made me sit up quickly.
"How do you know about 2008?" Cien shifted uncomfortably, glancing around him. It was like I'd asked him what was in the secret sauce, and he was going to tell me, he just didn't feel right about it. I almost opened my mouth to take the question back when he finally answered me.
"Maggie told me of yer travels." I sat back on my elbows and watched him. Maggie told him? I thought she said he would think I was a witch if we told him I was from the future. My head was beginning to spend and
I felt nauseous. Too much information. I looked at Cien, and shook my head.
"This is my home now. You are my home now, Cien."
He knelt down beside me and touched my face gently. "We canna be here any longer than necessary. I will speak to Alex and persuade him that I am his ally, and I want ye burned. Believe me Regan, this is a ruse, and nothing more."
I started to nod and stopped. Regan? He called me Regan? Tears welled in my eyes and I wanted to just lay down and cry my heart out. He did know. He knew that I was from the future. And he didn't want to kill me. More than that, he still wanted to be with me. "This is my home, Cien. This time. I am not going back to 2008. I won't."
He touched me gently again, my face, my hair. "Ye canna see what they've done to ye, Regan. If ye could, ye would run screaming to yer own time." Cien shook his head and stood. "I'll go with ye to yer 2008, if ye will still have me as yer husband." He bowed his head and looked up again. "Will ye have me?"
I started crying in earnest now. I put my hands over my eyes and cried into them. My heart had been broken, from nothing of his doing, and now if was whole and full again. That was his doing. I'd been so broken after Tilda's death. So broken inside. And Cien was there to fix me. I felt whole, renewed, and alive for the first time in so long.
"Yes, I'll have you." I said, my face buried in my hands.
I sobbed loudly, and suddenly heard the door swing open.