I was pleasantly surprised how wonderful dinner was. I felt like a pig when I was done, as I ate more than I had in a long time. But then again, I hadn't eaten the day before except an apple. Cien made great company, and I found myself laughing and making jokes with him. I discovered much to my dismay, he had two wonderful dimples in his cheeks, so that whenever he smiled, he looked like a cherub.
It seemed as if he couldn't take his eyes off of me. I blushed throughout the entire meal as he made small jokes and comments about how wonderful I looked. I would look at Tilda every once and a while, and she would have the most smug look on her face. I wanted to laugh and shake my head, but didn't dare. I didn't want Cien to think I was crazy.
That thought brought me up short. I had been having such a good time, I had forgotten what Alex said. The memory of the way he'd pushed me to the ground and told me he would have me burned as a witch made me shudder. I looked up at Cien with renewed fear. This man was amazing, and the first person I had ever felt like I could really fall in love with, and my potential executioner.
"Are you all right, Lady Rose?" I glanced up at Cien. He had a look of concern and confusion on his face, and I knew that I had to lie. I looked away, down to my plate and lied through my teeth.
"I am fine, Laird Cien. Quite well, indeed." I glanced back up at him to see if he had taken my lie to heart. He sat back in his chair studying me cautiously. Oh God, had I made him think the worst of me?
"I think you must still be feeling ill. Your face paled considerably. Mayhap I could take you back upstairs to rest?" The idea was so appealing I nearly jumped out of my seat and danced.
"That would be wonderful, Larid Cien." He nodded as if he had known he was right all along, and stood. Helping me up, he took my hand in his. There it was again... That electricity I had felt when he helped me onto my stool earlier. I glanced up quickly to judge wether he felt it or not as well.
He had a look of pleasure on his face, and grinned like a loon when I looked into his eyes. Lord, but they sparkled. Keeping my hand in his, he turned to the those who were still eating. "The Lady Rose still feels slightly ill. I am taking her up to her chamber." There were a chorus of good nights and feel betters. I smiled and curtsied to them all. "Thank you all for your company. I am sure I will feel better on the morrow." I hoped I said that right. Tilda smiled brightly at me, and I knew I had.
We walked slowly up the stairs. "I am happy you will be joining me on the morrow for our outing."
Cien said as we climbed. I smiled up at him, genuinely.
"As am I. I truly wish to see your land, Cien. It is wonderfully beautiful here, I can only imagine how beautiful it is away from your castle." Cien smiled as if I had just given him the greatest compliment on Earth.
"That is a fine compliment, Rose." I blushed again, and looked away.
"So..." I said, feeling the strain on the conversation. "How did you become Laird?"
Cien spoke softly as we entered the upper stairway. "My father was larid, but unlike most clans, we doona just become laird if your the son. Nay, I had to fight for my right as larid." I was quiet, thinking on the cruelness of this place. It wasn't fair. In the future we had medicine, good hygiene and for the most part, peace.
So why was this such a war torn, dirty, disease ridden place?
I looked back up at Cien to find him smiling down at me. "And what has such a lovely lady thinking so hard?" I looked away, trying to fight a smile. How was it, that no matter how hard I tried to not let his flirting get to me, it always did? And I liked it?
"Nothing, Cien. I promise you. I was just thinking on our outing tomorrow."