Cien didn't see Rose the rest of the day, but looked forward to it at sup. He found himself down at the lake, shaving his scruff off, and bathing in the cold water. As he walked up the hill to the holding, he stopped completely in his tracks when he realized he was whistling. Frowning, he continued on, careful not to whistle or smile anymore.
He sat in the lairds chair for Sup and stared up at the steps leading to the great hall. She didn't appear. He kept staring until he saw Tilda rushing down the steps, her newly washed and cut hair bouncing a long as she came toward him. She stopped close to him and leaned down to his ear.
"The lady does not feel well, Cien. I fear she has caught a fever." Cien stood quickly.
"A fever? I should send Maggie to tend to her." But Tilda just shook her head.
"She insists she is fine, Cien, but wishes to rest tonight and not sup in the hall." Cien stared at Tilda as he weighed her words. She had never lied to him before, and he had no reason to believe she had lied to him now. He gave a stiff nod, and sat back down at the table. When Tilda was gone back up to Lady Rose's chamber, Cien began to eat.
"And where is the Lady Rose, Laird?" Alex asked politely as he ate a fresh apple.
"She does not feel well. Tilda fears she may have the fever. But we shall see how the lady feels on the morrow." Alex nearly dropped his apple in his lap.
"The fever? And you plan to let her stay here? Cien, what if it gets passed around? Last winter ten younglings caught fever and died. You can't be serious to let her stay here-" Cien raised a brow and Alex closed his mouth.
"I am the Laird Alex. I fought for that right and title. If you would like the title, I would be happy to fight you for it?"
Alex and Cien both knew that Cien was the better soldier, the better fighter. Straightening his shoulders, Alex shook his head. "I did not mean it as a challenge, cousin. I truly did not." Cien didn't look at him again as he continued to eat his food.
When the rest of the clan had bedded down for the night, and were snoring contentedly in the great hall, Cien was still awake and sitting in the Laird's chair. Something didn't sound right about what Tilda said, he thought. Something was... off. He didn't know how to explain what he knew was true, only that he knew that it was.
Standing, he walked to the stairs and climbed them effortlessly. Crossing quickly to her chamber, he raised his hand to knock, and stopped. What the hell had gotten into him? It was late, and she was likely asleep, especially if she were truly ill. Feeling like a cad, he turned away and strode to his chamber down the hall.
He opened the door and closed it quietly, not wanting to wake up the Lady Rose down the hall. Stripping down, he crawled into bed and prepared himself for a night of restlessness.
~~~~~~~~~
I sat in a the chair I pulled to the window, wrapped in a blanket pulled from the bed. The sky was becoming a light blue as the sun lightened the horizon in the East. The fire in the room had gone out long ago, and not wanting to stoke it or rekindle it, I let it die. I could hear the first stirrings of chickens sqwaking. The Frasers would be waking soon.
I looked to the bed where Tilda slept, covered to her chin in thick blankets. She looked so young and so peaceful. I wonder what will happen to her when I'm gone.... I stopped the thoughts before they could continue. Stop thinking like that, I scolded myself.