My eyes are radiant with your spirit;
my nostrils fill with your fragrance.
My ears delight in your music,
and my face is covered with your dew
-----Songs of Solomon
I was sitting on my patio early this morning, the air was crisp with the impending approach of winter. I watched as the sun stretched its colorful array of arms across a sleepy sky. In one fleeting moment a memory was triggered.
Its funny how a sound, a smell, a taste, the slightest brush of a breeze can feel like a long ago caress, or how the rising of the sun can awaken and warm a forgotten memory. I remember on early mornings like this we use to talk till it was time for you to start your day. I miss those times, it felt like you and I were the only ones in the universe that were awake.
As I sit back and close my eyes, our time together is played out against the back of my eyes like a movie. My desire for you overwhelms me at times and it is those times that my body becomes possessed by the thought of you, demanding that I release the passion.
I am a prisoner of my own fantasies and I have no choice but to satisfy that familiar throbbing ache. I easily surrender my reality for an hour of my imagination, and for the time being my orgasm can be my only release.
I am alone with my thoughts as I go back into the house and up to my room. I pull out the purple silk chemise from the hiding place at the back of my dresser and slip it on, as it reminds me of our time together.
I slip back into bed, my skin heats up with arousal as I am consumed by this burning desire for you. My fingers trace the path of passion that you have engraved upon my flesh. My hands move over my curves as my conscious self leaves and I feel my hands being replaced with yours.
Hands caress my soft, warm skin, coming up to cover my breasts. With a gentle touch, fingers lightly brush against the tender tips and I moan against the emptiness around me.