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HELLO, STRANGER,
... it seems so good to see you back again.
How long has it been?
It seems like a mighty long time.
I'm so glad ...
you stopped by to say "hello" to me.
Remember that's the way it used to be.
Ooh, it seems like a mighty long time.
I'm so glad you're here again
If you're not gonna stay, ...
please don't treat me like you did before
because I still love you so. Ooh, ...
it seems like a mighty long time.
I'm so happy that you're here again.
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Barbara Lewis
Walton High School was tiny. In 1967, we had 500 students from seventh to twelfth grade, which was amazing. I could see the big city's City Hall from my bedroom. Our tiny town was just outside the city limits and we were an island amid urban sprawl. We had our own school district and the town had equal numbers of brown and white families. We all knew each other. In a town that small, it was unavoidable. The teachers who taught you taught your older brother, your cousin, would teach your little sister, your next-door neighbor, maybe even your parents. I knew almost everybody in everybody else's family, and they knew my people too. In school, we mingled back and forth as we wanted. In the cafeteria, the cheerleaders, football players, debaters, science nerds and art students sat with each other. In most things, race was not much of an issue although we all knew about it.
For as long as I can remember, my mother was sickly. Depressed, hobbled with arthritis, she spent most of her time in bed. Her medicines made it hard for her to pay much attention to me, but she made sure I knew how much she loved me.
Trying to cope, my father hired Della and later Ida as home-help ladies to get through my mother through her day. When I was about 15 years old, Jackie came to us. Younger than the ones before her, Jackie was taking classes to become a nurse. I suspect you already guessed; all of them were brown. When my mother was in pain, Jackie took me under her wing. Over time, my relationship with her grew until she became my "every day" mother. She taught me the kind of things that mothers teach their sons - how really to clean a room, iron a shirt, sew a button, wash clothes, go get groceries, cook a meal, get (and keep) a summer job, heed my father and tell the truth, even (and especially) in the small things. She explained how to ask a girl out in a way that might persuade her to say yes. We talked about how a young man acts on date and how to be respectful when it came to sex. And yes, we talked about how to have safe fun. When I "did it" for the first time, Jackie asked a few gentle questions and, with a proud smile, told me I had done good. All I can say is this. I loved my always mother and my every day mother dearly, equally and always.
Is it me or does my generation exist for Facebook? My high school class went years without ever holding a reunion. After Facebook, reunions became a constant thing. Our class was small, just 72 people, and we're at the point where you notice the loss more when the someone you counted on seeing won't be coming anymore. While I could, I wanted to connect with one special person. I had a reason that I'd been carrying for years; I had never told a soul. I would argue with myself. Was it a good idea? What would she think? After 50 years, what was the point? As much as it might matter to me, would it matter at all to her? Or would she think me a foolish old man? I still hadn't made up my mind when I got in the car to go.
Reunions are a little boring; at least, the one we have are. No one dances (the DJ read a book). No one gets seriously drunk. We all weigh too much. Our feet/ankles/knees/back hurt and we would rather sit and talk. I make it a point to move around. I get to every table and chat everyone up. There's no plan. I just keep moving and by the time the party ends, I've talked to everybody.
This time, I kept putting off one table. Mostly, women sat there. They'd come and go, the cast of characters constantly changing. I was waiting for a specific seat to open. Did you ever decide to do something without deciding to do it? When Mimi got up to freshen her drink, I slipped into her now-open seat and said hello to Nicole, who married Leroy 47 years ago. He's been gone now for almost three years.
Here's my dark secret. I was in senior year math class, in the back, standing by the windows. Nicole was standing in the front by the blackboards, wearing a pink oxford cloth, button down shirt over a plaid skirt. Her hair was pulled back into a ponytail. Her bangs reached her eyebrows. I thought she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. We were friendly but nothing more than that. I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what and I didn't have the nerve. What I wanted to do that day more than anything was to ask her to go to the Prom with me. Nicole is brown; I am not.