Author's note: This is #9 in the Helena series; written originally for my friend and muse here on Lit for the last few years, and my inspiration for this and other tales. I hope you enjoy it as much as she and I have in the creation of this story. This chapter is particularly special because Helena contributes to it as well.
I wake up before you in the morning. You're snuggled in beside me, and all I can see is your head on the pillow, the blankets pulled up around your neck. I smile; I DO keep it a little cool in the house, and I know you prefer warmth. Beneath the covers, your hand lays upon my right arm, but that is the only point of contact.
I shift a little, rolling more onto my side, facing you. All I can see is your face and your hair, but it is enough to capture my heart. I can't help but smile as I watch you. Your lips, your nose, the smooth skin of your cheek, the purple hair, laying in sleepy curls by your ear. I could spend an hour just kissing and teasing that ear, I think. For more than a minute, I think hard about waking you up with a kiss, just so I can look into your eyes again. Such sweet temptation!
I know if I did, I wouldn't stop there. I'd kiss you...but then my hands would come over under these covers. I'd caress your side, your hip, and then I can hardly be expected NOT to reach around and gently stroke and squeeze your butt. You KNOW what that butt does to me!
And then I'd probably slide my hand back up, and around, over your belly, then up, to palm and cup your breast, to slide gently over it until I feel the nipple begin to respond. Then I'd be "forced" to pay close attention to that, gently tweaking, teasing, pulling a little bit. (Hey, a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do, you know? :) ) And an erect nipple...one like yours...well, that needs to be teased with the tongue, of course. And a fully erect, wet nipple...well, that's just naturally going to need to be gently sucked.
So, I'd have to give up on nibbling at your ear, and kiss my way down your jawline, then down your neck, across your collar bone, then down...until I follow the gentle slope to that rosy peak. And from that point....
Well, anyway...
I look past you (No easy feat!) to the nightstand on your side, and I realize it is only 7:30 in the morning. I'm a lot of things, but a sadist I'm not (well, unless YOU want a sadist, in which case, I will struggle into that role! LOL). Waking you up that early, after the moonlight loving on the porch, the ice cream, then licking the ice cream off of your breast, then from your navel, then somehow that all melting (see what I did there? Ice cream...melting...?) into me breaking out the chocolate syrup and drawing on you with it, only to clean it up with my tongue... And then YOU get the creative urge, and suddenly you seem to want a chocolate candy cane. And then the table got all smeared with....
Yeah, I'll let you sleep a little. But me...I need a shower, before a diabetic mouse finds me and overdoses on sugar. So, slowly, I slide backwards off of the bed, and walk naked to the bathroom.
I take care of the necessities of waking up in the morning, then go to the shower. I step into the mist and steam and just let the water work on me. My hand on the wall, I just close my eyes and drift away into my thoughts.
How did I ever get this lucky? In the other room, in MY bed, lays one of the most exquisite human beings I have ever met. Under the covers, she lays naked, sleeping off a night of lovemaking with me. With ME. ME! That.Doesn't.Happen. I'm not the man who has a night of hot, imaginative sex with a gorgeous woman. This is like hitting the lottery: I dream about it, but I don't even have the confidence to buy a ticket. Yet here I am...deliciously sore and quite...sticky.
And it isn't just the sexual side; that's really not it. It's the connection, the spark, the sharing of the mental bandwidth. And yet, even with that almost supernatural channel open...you're still a mystery in some ways. A wonderful, "I can't wait to find out more" mystery.
What are your favorite memories? What are your love languages? What do I need to avoid doing (like the plague!) that would make you unhappy with me? How many ways can I find to get you to bless me with that smile? What was your childhood like? Who are your heroes? What do you like to eat? (Besides ice cream and barbecue) What is our-
I'm interrupted by a set of small hands touching me on the hips. I'm so relaxed by the shower that I don't even respond to my instincts; which is good, considering... I feel you step in closer behind me, your breasts against my back, your hands sliding up, arms coming around (well, part way around) my chest. For a few moments, we both just stand there, relishing the feeling of the mist, the heat of the water, and the closeness. Finally, though, I have to turn and look at you. I can never resist the opportunity to look at you, especially a NAKED you.