Writer's Note: This is the first in a series of stories I wrote for a certain Litster; a wonderful lady who never fails me as my muse.
A Bearskin Rug
I'm sitting in the waiting area of the Knoxville Airport, waiting, and I can't remember the last time I felt this nervous. Doubts race through my mind like a Grand Prix racetrack.
What if she's turned off by me? What if she's disappointed? You've been honest with her, and you insisted on providing pictures, but what on earth makes you think this woman will want you? How do I greet her? Do I shake her hand? That seems kind of odd, considering the thoughts and words we've shared over the last several months. Do I kiss her? Hold her hand?
I've been battling these thoughts ever since we confirmed the date. A fluke of fate had brought an opportunity for you to come to the States, and then some careful planning had squeezed out this window of opportunity for us to finally be together in the flesh. We agreed there was no pressure; either of us could put the brakes on this if we felt uncomfortable. I was very, very sure that I did not want to put a stop to it; I had already come to have a deep connection with this beautiful English soul with whom I had shared some of my deepest thoughts, fears and dreams. But really, now: Did I really expect such a woman to feel the same towards me?
Well, I guess we're about to find out, because I see now on the board that your plane has landed, and in 15 of the longest minutes known to mankind, passengers come ambling out through the gate. I'm grateful you're not going through Customs; you already did that in New York.
I wondered if I'd be able to pick you out. I had a picture of you, and you said you'd be wearing a blue dress, but in a crowd of moving people, it can be hard to-
There you are. Oh.My.God. In the blink of an eye (not that I blinked; I don't think so, anyway) I knew I was right to trust my heart on this. You're beautiful, simply beautiful. I've spotted you before you spot me; you probably thought, "Who's this big gorilla smiling at me, oh, it must be him..." Navigating your way across the stream, rolling a suitcase behind you, you make your way to stand before me.
No, I'm not going to shake your hand. That question gets resolved immediately in my head.
We stand in front of each other, just smiling at each other for a moment, like two people who share a funny secret. I step closer, raise my hand, and palm your left cheek softly, then pull you towards me.
"Welcome to Tennessee, Helena," I say softly, just before I kiss you. You're quickly kissing me back, your hand raising and resting on the hand holding you.
"Thank you, John," you reply when I finally release your mouth from captivity. Somehow, my other arm has found its way around you, and I hold you to me, enjoying thoroughly the feel of your body against me. For maybe a minute longer, we stand, looking into each other's eyes, until finally I realize this is NOT where I want to spend our time together.
I reach down and take the suitcase handle from you. "Do you have any other bags or anything?"
"No, I travel light." I'm glad we don't have to spend time in baggage claim, so taking your hand in my other one, I walk us towards the exit and towards the garage. I put your bag in the back of my big SUV, and then open your door and help you up and into the passenger seat. I love my old Suburban; it eats gas like a fat kid eats cookies, but it will get me in and out of pretty much anywhere I want to go. Today, though, I'm not loving my plush bucket seats, because it means I can't have you slide over beside me. Oh, well.
We stop for a bite to eat in Maryville, which is the last real civilization before we head towards Townsend and the Smoky Mountains. We flirt through the meal like we're teenagers on a date, and I think we're both anxious to get going to our destination.
It's evening time here; the sun has a couple of hours of light left before it takes the night off. As we leave Maryville and approach Townsend, you begin to see the mountains.
"Wow, it really is beautiful, isn't it? I can see why you love it here."
I smile to myself. 'You ain't seen nothin' yet...,' I think. "Yes, I love it up here. But just wait, it gets better."
To the left, now running parallel to the road we are on, runs the Little River. There are places up and down this river where people can rent tubes and float down the river. A few small restaurants, one grocery store/gas station, cabin rental offices, and a smattering of small businesses comprise most of Townsend's commercial area, but it only takes two minutes to get from one end of town to the next. At the far end, Highway 321 turns off to the left to take you to Pigeon Forge; if you go straight instead, you're in the Smoky Mountains National Park in about 30 seconds.
Instead of either of these, we turn right onto Tom Henry Road, a barely-two-lane road which heads up into the hills. This is a dead-end road, and there is very little traffic. Our destination is almost at the end, at the top of a mountain.
While small by Townsend standards, this log cabin is a beautiful example of local craftsmanship. Built at the top of and also down into the mountain, it offers amazing views. You can't see all of that from the little driveway, of course, but what you can see is still very beautiful. Down below, a small stream, bearing water from higher up in the hills, flows by and joins the Little River back in town. I stop the Suburban, hop out, and come open your door, helping you down. I have to smile at the sight of my short English girlfriend, with her purple hair, climbing down from the Beast. Then you smile back at me, and all I can do is...be happy. I pull your suitcase out and, holding your hand, walk you towards the deck and the door.
"Wow, somebody likes bears, I see," you remark. Here in the Smokies, black bears are the main icon of the region; well, them and Dolly Parton. On the porch are carvings of black bears, including little cubs, and inside there are bears in paintings, bear figurines, blankets with bears, and, of course, in front of the fireplace...well, you'll see that later.