"And the winner is....." Hoping to hear my name, but not really expecting to.... "Paul Feagans!" ...my heart stopped in mid-beat! Yes!! I had won!
Jumping up from my seat with what I'm sure was the goofiest smile, I stepped up to collect the tickets for the Carribean cruise.
This was going to be so great. I really felt that I needed a vacation from the hustle and hassles that are part of my work week at the upscale Mexican restaurant where I work, and what better way to sweeten the deal, than to have all my expenses paid in the process by my employer!
This has become a yearly tradition here, sort of a "Thank You", if you will from the owner to the faithful working men and women that have helped to have another successful year.
Making my way back to my seat with many pats on the back and congratulatory handshakes, my mind was abuzz with visions of warm tropical breezes, cool tropical beverages, and relaxation without a care in the world.
Drinks were on me that night.
Once I finally got home, I started perusing through the literature and schedules that accompanied the tickets, when it hit me! This was a vacation for TWO!
Okay, so what's the problem with that, you say? Well, I have been divorced for approximately six years now, and in that time I never really sought the need to start another relationship, instead I did one of the usual pitfalls that confront so many in this day and age, I buried myself in my work.
My mind started to work a bit overtime as I thought about who I could get to go with me. Of course, in situations such as this as well as big lottery wins, one discovers that one has many, many friends that you never knew existed. But I didn't want to waste this trip, I wanted it to be special.
I thought of numerous co-workers of mine that I would love to spend a week ensconsed in a ship's cabin with, but as things usually work out, most all of them had husbands or boyfriends, or were generally aloof.
The next day at work I was greeted with many proposals and flirtatious suggestions promising many a wild and erotic good time if I would just take them with me. Each one left us giggling at the outrageous promises, as it was pretty much our usual style of friendly banter.
Deep down in my heart, though, I knew exactly whom I wanted to go with.....Liz.
I guess at this point in my story I should backtrack a bit and try to explain just why I felt like I did.
Liz, Elizabeth in reality, started working with us about a year ago. I must admit that upon first sight I was captivated by her. A rather quiet, petite girl, standing about 5' 5" with short black hair, and weighing maybe all of a bit over one hundred pounds, she has the most deeply enchanting eyes. Almond shaped and hazel in color, and always made up in such a way that captured your attention and drew you somewhere deep within her soul. They provided her with an almost exotic look. If ever there were a pair of eyes to get lost in, hers were the ones. At 23 years of age, though I quickly had doubts that she would be interested in me, as you see I am at the ripe old age of 45. However, I should point out that I am still in great shape and more than young at heart and mind. Still, though, there are some that get a bit squeemish at dating someone old enough to be their father. A man can have his fantasies, though, eh? Besides, she had a boyfriend.
A few days after starting work she came in, her right eye severely blackened. A terrible, sickening feeling overcame me as I somehow had a hunch that her boyfriend had done this.
I stayed my usual upbeat self around her, figuring I would give her a chance to talk about it if she wanted, or not, if that be her wish. Later in the day as we were both in the breakroom having a smoke, she started relating the details to me. It seems that they had not been on good terms for some time, and were pretty much just together for conveniences sake. Needless to say my heart went out to her completely, and I wanted to tell her so many things. There was no reason for anyone to treat her in such a fashion, and I just wanted to take her in my arms right then and there and try to convince her that I could treat her the way she deserved to be treated. Figuring I wouldn't have much of a chance, though, I continued to stay upbeat around her constantly, always finding a way to make her lips twist in that coy little smile of hers, or eliciting that delightful giggle that is all hers.
As time went on, she finally was able to move out on her own, and I guess you could say that I breathed a sigh of relief. And maybe...somewhere down the road a bit, there would be a chance for me to become a greater part of her life.
Now up to this point, I have dwelled upon some of the lighter parts of her personality, yet there is just something about her that, well, exudes sensuality. Still to this moment in time it is hard to place my finger on it. Is it just some innate force that some women have inside? I really don't know. All I'm sure of is that my heart would always quicken at the sight of her coming through the door, my stomach would get those fluttery feelings when she would look at me and make a goofy face, and my passions would rise as I would watch her walking in the confident stride that she has.
So we have remained friends this whole time, getting to know a bit more about each others likes and dislikes, and finding we have quite a few things in common. Our taste in music, dance and food, for instance blend together so completely, but I have stayed reluctantly on the sidelines for fear of being shot down in flames. Maybe I'm the one who has a problem with this age difference thing and not the younger generation, huh? Anyway, I have basically admired her from afar, still making her smile and giggle from time to time, as well as having some of the most erotic fantasies about her and I. Which leads in a way to the next piece of the puzzle.
My best friend's wife, Racheal, had become good friends with Liz, and knowing that I had a bit of a "crush" on her (putting it mildly), had to share with me a secret of Liz's. After crossing my heart and hoping to die and sticking a needle in my eye that I would not tell anyone including Liz that I knew, I was let in on the details of what turned out to be an extra job that she was working nights at. She was working as a stripper for private parties!
Of course this made me love her all that much more, and reinforced my original thoughts of her added sensuality.
Let me tell you it has been sooo hard keeping her secret, but I have, and it has done real wonders for my fantasies of her.
So I guess you could say it was already deeply entrenched in my mind that I wanted to ask her, but now came the hard part - actually doing it.
I laid back in my bed trying to get a bit of rest before I had to go back into work in a few hours.Lying in the stillness of my darkened room, I tossed and turned, my head flooding with thoughts and images of her. I could so easily envision her and I together in a tropical paradise and it wasn't long before my thoughts turned to a carnal nature.
Feeling the initial electric tingle that starts deep within my ball sack, my cock steadily rose, thick and tumescent, aching to be stroked. My hand slid down my chest over my stiffening nipple sending a chill through my body. Reaching my cock, my fingers wrapped around the hot hardness. At the same time I pictured her delicate hand grasping my member, her breath hot and moist on the tip of my glans, her deep soulful eyes looking up at me with a combination of lust and love.
I awoke to the sound of my alarm clock buzzing incessantly, my hand still clutching my dick, sticky with my spent sperm.
A smile crossed my lips as I realized that today was the day I would finally face all my doubts and feelings and invite her to come along with me, and I was pumped up for the task.