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I was drifting in a sea of darkness, aware enough to realize that something was wrong, but not enough to pinpoint what it was. I tried to move, even to open my eyes, but no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't get my body to cooperate. It was like being buried in the sand. Oh God! What was wrong with me?
I felt the panic rising in me, and heard the distant sound of voices murmuring, one of them was incredibly soothing. I didn't understand it, but it seemed so familiar. I just knew, from that voice, that everything would be alright. I calmed and slid back into the abyss.
I had a few more experiences like that until finally, I dragged my eyes open. The task exhausted me and I let out a low moan.
There was a scraping sound beside me and the face of an angel loomed over me. He was smiling.
"Hi sweetheart."
His soft, sweet voice was full of relief.
I tried to moisten my parched lips.
"Cale."
I was surprised when my voice squeaked out, sounding like rusty nails. It was weak and I was so very tired, just from the effort of staying awake.
I blinked up at Cale. He raised a hand to brush the hair away from my eyes.
"Tired."
He nodded and leaned down to place a kiss on my forehead.
"Just rest baby, I'll be right here."
I smiled and let go, exhaustion pulling me back under.
I opened my eyes to the sound of humming. The nurse, a round little redhead, was busily changing the bag on my IV.
"Where's Cale?"
I managed to croak the question out.
She looked up at me and an enormous smile spread over her face.
"Well now, look who's awake."
Her voice was every bit as bubbly as the rest of her. I decided right then that I liked her. She poured a cup of water and brought it over to me, letting me sip from a straw. As the cool water flowed through my mouth and down my aching throat, I let out a grateful sigh.
"Oh, thank you."
She grinned and patted my hand.
"Don't you worry dear. We sent your fiancΓ©` to get something to eat."
I raised my eyebrows. She didn't even seem to notice.
"That poor boy hasn't left your side since you got here, unless we made him."
I felt a flush of pleasure that he had been so devoted, so concerned for me.
"You're a lucky one."
She winked.
"My name's Katie, by the way. I'll be looking after you during the days when you're here. If you need anything, this is the call button."
She turned and bounced out the door. Just seeing her with her obviously endless supply of energy was enough to send me back into a deep, vicariously exhausted sleep.
Over the next few days, I woke up more frequently, and for longer periods of time. Cale was always there. My heart lurched when I noticed the dark circles under his eyes. I was willing to bet he hadn't slept more than a couple of hours a day, the entire time I'd been here.
I was also willing to bet I looked better than he did right now, and I was the one with the punctured lung, ruptured spleen and broken ribs.
"Cale."
He rushed to my side at the softly spoken summons.
"I'm here sweetheart."
I smiled at him.
"I need you to do something for me."
He nodded, his brow creasing.
"Of course Gracie, anything."
I couldn't resist teasing him a little.
"Hmm, now that's the type of fiancΓ©` a girl needs, maybe after they let me out of here."
I cocked an eyebrow.
"You don't suppose they have conjugal visits here?"
Warmth lit his eyes, and he chuckled. I was still needling him over pretending to be engaged so they would let him in to see me. Since he wasn't family, a fiancΓ©` was the only other person they would let in.
"Even if they did Grace, I don't think you're in good enough shape for that yet."
I made a production of looking over the IV lines and monitor attachments. Pursing my lips, I looked back up at him. I let out a dramatic sigh.
"I suppose you're right."
He laughed.