"What the hell are you doing here," Annie O'Reilly said to herself in the mirror as she tried to pin that stupid nurses hat on her head for the third time. After sticking herself with the bobby pins, Annie finally got the starched, old-fashioned cap to sit straight over her bun of scarlet hair.
She was in the bathroom, or as the German's called it,
der badezimmer,
stalling before she had to go out and start her shift at the U.S. Army hospital in Landstuhl. She had only been working there two months, and wasn't sure how much longer she'd last. She missed her friends back home in Chicago, missed deep-dish pizza, and even the windy days that would chill her to the core. She especially longed for her colorful scrubs, which were so much more casual and comfortable than the itchy white dress, ugly shoes, and stupid pointed cap they made her wear here. Just a formality, Annie was told, when she arrived on her first day of work. Since she didn't have a uniform, she had to borrow one from another nurse, who only managed to grunt at her after shoving it in her hands. Annie discovered that most of the German nurses were more businesslike than American nurses, which to her meant they were meaner. After two weeks of trying to get to know them, Annie gave up and kept to herself. The doctors, on the other hand, smiled at her, but Annie knew it was probably because the uniform she borrowed was extremely tight across her chest and occasionally would pop a snap, much to Annie's embarrassment, but the doctors' delight.
Annie had a feeling that the older German nurses didn't care for her much. Part of Annie's charm was not realizing how attractive she was, but to the German nurses, she was young, pretty, and thin; everything they weren't. Annie's fiery Irish roots were evident in her wavy, naturally red hair, her brilliant green eyes, and the slight Irish lilt to her voice. Plus the fact that she didn't speak the language fluently gave the native nurses a reason to make jokes about her in German. Annie knew they were talking about her, but didn't understand what they were saying. She
did
know that if one of them ever came to Chicago to help at
her
hospital, she and her American co-workers would have been much nicer. That's just one of the differences, Annie thought, as she smoothed her dress over her backside and headed into the hallway.
Since she was still the new staffer, and couldn't communicate well, the staff didn't allow her to assist with full nursing duties, so she was relegated to handing out medication, giving sponge baths, and generally comforting the injured. Luckily, the soldiers all spoke English, and Annie felt closer to most of them than the people she worked with. A few solders were her favorites. One, Tony, had been in an ambush in Afghanistan, and had probably lost his sight, although Annie didn't meet him until after his eyes were already bandaged, and the doctors wanted to keep them covered for another month. Annie loved reading to Tony and listening to him talk about his beautiful wife Theresa and his twin boys Andrew and Rico. Tony had the most amazing spirit, Annie thought, since he never wavered from believing he would see again. It always buoyed her spirits after spending time with him, and she kept reminding herself that if Tony felt it was going to get better, she had to think the same way.
The mundane duties in Ward 4 where Annie was assigned were divided between herself and one other German nurse who was young and homely, but like the others didn't seem to like Annie. In truth, she stuck out her tongue at Annie every time she walked by. Annie knew she spoke English because she overheard her talking to her patients, but she couldn't get this girl—Ulla—to even say hello to her.
Even though she'd been nursing for two years, Annie wasn't sure this was the correct profession for her. She felt too much of the pain; her nurse friends back home said she would harden over time, but Annie just couldn't see that happening. Whenever she heard that a soldier in the hospital didn't make it, she would go to the chapel, light a candle, and say a prayer for his soul; a byproduct of her Irish Catholic upbringing.
Annie and Ulla worked the graveyard shift, mostly because they were the youngest and could be pushed around the most, but also because little happened in the middle of the night, Annie actually preferred it because the other nurses weren't around to bug her, and even Ulla stayed away from the nurses station, doing who knows what, but Annie didn't care. She did her job, and by the time 7 a.m. rolled around, she was ready to head back to her small apartment—
Wohnung
—and go to sleep.
There were 10 men in Ward 4. Most of them slept odd hours because they were on various stages of medication, so Annie sometimes would give night baths or muscle massages to help the men relax and go to sleep. She had promised Gerry, one of the more seriously wounded patients, she would give him a scalp massage, since he occasionally got bad headaches, and her massages helped keep them at bay.
It was midnight; Annie's shift had started two hours ago. She was a little hungry, and decided to eat the salad she'd brought from home before going into the ward. She had only seen Ulla once that night, about an hour ago, and didn't give it a second thought because there wasn't a thing she could do about it anyway. As far as she knew, Ulla was sleeping in a broom closet somewhere.
Annie popped open the top of her salad container and realized she'd forgotten to bring a fork. That meant she had to run over to the cafeteria and grab a plastic one. It was only a five-minute walk past Wards 2 and 3, so she walked quickly yet quietly in her crepe-soled shoes so she wouldn't disturb any of the patients who might be sleeping.
As she was walking between 3 and 4, she heard a moaning noise. She didn't see anyone at the nurse's station there, and wasn't sure if she should check on the sound, since this wasn't her assigned area. But being the conscientious nurse she was, Annie peeked inside the ward and barely stopped herself from screaming out loud. She discovered where the noise was coming from, and was shocked at what she saw. It was Ulla, on her knees, giving one of the soldiers a blow job. That slut! Annie was stunned, disbelieving what she was seeing. Now I know what she does all night, Annie thought, shaking her head back in forth in disapproval. She looked around to see if the other patients were seeing this, but the rest of the ward was asleep. Probably drugged by Ulla, thought Annie.
At this point she didn't know what to do. Break it up? Tell on Ulla? Mostly what she did was watch, frozen in her steps. Ulla had the sheet pulled down on the bed, and the soldier, who had both arms in casts and in traction, was arching his back and licking his lips. His cock was huge; even in the shadows Annie could see he was bigger than any man she had ever been with. Ulla was licking him up and down like an excited kid enjoying a lollipop. It reminded Annie of summers when she was younger. She and her girlfriends would buy those multi-flavored big stick popsicles, licking and sucking the juices, pretending they were cocks. Sometimes they'd let the sweet, sticky concoction melt just enough to get runny and drippy, which they'd then lick off their faces slowly with their tongues. The teenage boys would watch them, their mouths hanging open, and the obvious bulge (although little ones) in their pants.