The things running through my head now are doubt, fear, shame, and sheer embarrassment. I wanted to tell you what I felt. I wanted you to know just what you did to me. I didn't know how else to say it. I couldn't just blurt it out. I am way too shy and awkward to do that. I know the next time I see you I am going to be flushed, red faced, and probably stutter and stammer. However, I will try and remain composed. I will try and remain calm and collected.
Believe me, if I thought this was going to put a strain on things I would have never done it. I would have kept my mouth shut and continued as before. I just felt so strongly about it. I suppose time will tell just like the story goes.
I surely don't want to cause any problems in your home life or mine for that matter. I guess I should let you know that. I hope I made that clear when I tossed out everything else on the line. I am not saying I want a relationship. I just wanted to let you know that you have been the hot topic of my fantasies lately. I know it is probably due to the fact that we joke, flirt and tease like we do when we are around each other. Whatever the reason it is there and it isn't going away any time soon. I thought maybe you would like to hear some of those thoughts. So I told you about them. Never meaning any harm.
Sometimes people act before they think. I had been carrying that information in my pocket every day for the past week. I finally had the nerve to give it to you. What you do with it now is totally up to you. But if for one fleeting moment in time, I can believe there is a chance for the fantasy to be a reality...I am going to jump on it.
Don't hesitate to think that for one moment my fantasies are just going to go away. They will probably be even more stronger now. I can pretend that you to have those thoughts to touch, feel, caress, taste, kiss...and be tangled up in a web of passion. I can imagine that you want it as much as me and that your passion burns deep in your belly as mine does me. I can dream that we will live out a night of passion so intense neither of us can bare the thought of it ending. I can fathom the thoughts that may rush through your head...they are of an unbridled lust that is to much to tame. I can only hope that in my minds eye these things will happen. I so do desire you. I can't make that any more plain. I can tell you a thousand fantasies that I have had of us. I can lead you into the world of eroticism and allow you to unleash your feverish overflow of undeniable tension. BUT this is only if you are willing to go there with me.
I see us together in a bed of melted passion. We are so enthralled in one another the whole world has disappeared into thin air. There is no one else. There is nothing else. Just our two bodies intertwined together. I fell your heart pound as you come near me and kiss me. Your lips touch mine and I go limp in your arms. I return the kiss with such fervor and passion. You can tell by the way that I kiss that I want you. My hands cup your face as my lips continue to feed off of yours. My touch is so electrifying to you. I feel your hands moving across my body searching for a way to unmask the body beneath the clothing. We do not want to part from holding and kissing. I break free but just to unveil my body to your gazing eyes. I can only hope that you are pleased with the picture you see. You take me in your arms and touch my silky flesh with your finger tips. Sending bolts of energy through me. I begin to remove your clothing and you stop me....you take them off for me. Once you are out of them you move to me and hold me close to your naked skin. The feeling is exhilarating.
