We were lying on his narrow bed, brilliant afternoon sunshine a streak across our naked bodies. Weeks of nonstop sex had disposed of my modesty. Another castoff from high school days.
He sat next to me the first day of class. A big lecture hall with two hundred of us crammed in for the mandatory introduction to history class. Afterwards, I couldn't remember a thing from the famous professor's talk. Eric said hello, his warm, husky voice catching me by surprise. We did the usual trade of backgrounds. He was tall and wiry, so I wasn't surprised when he said he was from Wyoming. A cowboy, I thought. After I said I was from Santa Monica, he turned his head and gave me a long look, confirming he had an opinion about girls from LA.
We continued exchanging whispers after the lecture began, until the guy in front of me gave us a dirty look and we stopped. Eric picked up my hand and massaged it. I tried to pay attention, but little shocks were rippling through my body. I nudged his knee with mine, and smiled at him.
As we filed out with others, he announced, "Coffee." I followed him silently, asking myself how on earth I was letting a guy hit on me with no resistance. None at all.
Lying in his bed, I was sweaty and smelly. So was he. I turned and put my leg over his anyway. It seemed necessary for us to be touching. At least most of the time. His bare penis was lying along his thigh. Since the first time, there had never been a condom. I couldn't understand how I let that happen. My mom pounded protection into me. The woman who gave us the first talk about life on campus emphasized that safe sex required condoms. His roommate had a fistful in the drawer only a few feet away.
I giggled into his ear. "I am such an easy lay, Eric Anderson. Here we are, three weeks into the first semester of college and I feel like your mistress. If we keep having bareback sex, you are probably going to knock me up. IUD's aren't perfect."
I didn't dare mention what the student guide said about ruining our lives with a child we couldn't handle.
Talk like that got him hard. I'd had sex in high school a few times after I was eighteen, but nothing like the intimacy of lying in Eric's bed, already fucked twice, and watching him lengthen and thicken. Knowing his male brain was kicking around the idea of a mistress, and what mistresses mostly did.
"You are bad for me." He fisted himself and pointed the eye in my direction. "I had girls in high school, but I never went around hard for them."
My hand turned his face and my lips mashed his. "I never went around wet for a guy."
His mouth moved south and captured my breast. Eric got off on my tits. I'm not quite 34C, so having a guy fixated on my boobs does good things for my female ego. not to mention what his tongue does for my libido. At that first coffee, he sat across and shamelessly looked down my blouse at the lacy pale green bra I wore. The one that matched the blouse. I screwed up my courage and said, "It's not nice to spend all morning looking at my chest."
"It's an impressive chest. You should be proud of it."
"That's a pretty bold pickup line. Are you going to ask me out?"
"They have a part time job lined up for me, but right now I'm broke and can't afford an expensive date with an expensive girl like you."
I thought about the three one hundred dollar bills Mom had folded into my wallet. "Emergency reserve," she called it.
"Maybe something quiet and relaxed? We'll get carded if we go out. Beer is bad for me, but a gin and tonic would taste good."
He was blond and fair skinned. Killer handsome. Unusual dark blue eyes. Any of the girls around me would date him in a second. More than date him, I guessed. But he was giving me the treatment. Olive skinned, Eurasian Olivia. My mom's parents were from Laos. Karen and her parents were on a steep assimilation track. My dad met her at UCLA. He was Italian, with dark eyes and black hair. She wouldn't go out with him until the third time he asked. They were smart and talented and had good jobs in the film industry.
"In Wyoming, my dad says gin is a sin."
"I suppose he runs horses, wrestles bulls, and sticks to bourbon?"
The two of us drilled each other with our dark eyes. "You've been reading cowboy novels. You need to spend time with a real cowboy and learn some facts."
His smile suggested that more than my fine mind would learn something about a real cowboy.
I stood. "The offer stands. You find the gin and I'll show up."
His hand found mine. "You are as bold as I am. I think we have something going."
Two nights later, I was in his dorm bed, bare as a baby, his hand across my mouth as I screamed an orgasm on his big cock. His roommate was at a rush party and would be back late. I had his gin in me. It was classic college seduction. Get booze into the girl and watch her inhibitions disappear.
From the first kiss that night, I knew what was going to happen. I hoped my freshly inserted IUD did what it was supposed to do. I made him suffer, insisting on only one item of clothing leaving at a time. Long sips of the G & T before another kiss, and another loss of clothing. After twenty minutes, I fell into his arms with a giggle. "Eric, I hope you don't mind my being silly. I'm not going to say no. I'm saying yes. But let's make it fun. Are you patient around silly girls?"
He didn't respond, but took me quickly over his knees, sweeping the skirt up and the panties down. "I had a girl try the prick tease on me one time. She went home with a red ass, crying."
I flipped over, surprising him with some muscle. My mouth covered his with a long, wet hot kiss. "I am not a tease."
"I can see that." His fingers probed into the muscles in my butt. "How come you are such a hard ass?"
"I ran track in school. Cowboys can't run at all can they?"
"Cowboys have a horse and a lasso." We laughed and wiggled on each other. The snake in his jeans was struggling to get out. I ground my bare mound on the scratchy denim. A nasty thought crossed my mind. I'd never given a blowjob in high school, but there was a first time for everything.
I popped buttons and a second later his hard cock was in my hand. Big and throbbing and needing my inexperienced lips. I didn't ask, just plunged as much of it as I could into my mouth and throat. And quickly drew back before I choked.
He pulled me down, "Are you trying that for the first time?"
"Is it that obvious?" His big Scandinavian hands were all over my naked body. Pinching, tickling, rubbing, massaging. The heat between my legs was making me frantic. "Eric, we don't need to wait. Shove that in me."
He was enough of a gentleman to take his time. I loved the feeling and bucked up at him for the last couple of inches. I was feeling hot and feisty and wild. Maybe it was the gin, but something about Eric just got to me. Like an electric charge. All the tension built up quicker than ever before and I was coming with a scream that his hand cut off.
He rolled us over. "You'll have the RA in here with all that noise." He was still hard as a rock and hadn't come. I laughed and sat up, sliding off and taking the slimy shaft in my mouth, licking. He pinched my nipples, "Like the taste of yourself, hot stuff? We're not done, you know."
I hoovered him once more, and leaned down to hiss in his ear, "I hope not, cowboy!"
His wild responded to mine. Suddenly, we were out of the bed, dancing around the room. He threw me up against a wall and drove back in. This time it was all about him. I pounded on his back and whispered, "Harder, good for nothing."
It was only when the hot lava fountained into my secret place that I realized there was no condom to catch it. All of that sticky white stuff was headed straight into my baby making machinery. Oh shit. I was shaking with more little climaxes and not thinking. Not thinking, just overcome by lust and something else. I hugged him tighter. God, this was mating. The real thing.
I was shaking and twitching as he lowered us back to the bed. I lay there, eyes closed, wondering when I would go back to normal, if ever.
"Hey." His fingers brushed the hair from my forehead, his lips kissing here and there. "That wasn't a cheap college fuck."
"No," I mumbled and found his hand to squeeze. I lay my head on his chest and cried. Quietly sobbing and still shaking. His arms linked behind me and held tight.
"Talk to me," he said softly, "I'm not used to girls crying."
"Just hold on. I'll get better. Eventually." I giggled in his ear.
With his warm body at my back, I could have spent the night there with no trouble at all. I was half asleep when reason returned. I turned over and kissed him. "Beast, you have made a total mess of me. Where is the private shower I am owed?"