In the house of Colonel Sophia Origlieri, USMC...
The force of the explosion woke me and then I remembered that I was at home, finally at home, the nightmare dreams leaving me behind. I slowly moved in the bed, my back screaming in pain as my left arm pushed against the mattress, leveraging my tired body upright. My right arm reached for the walker next to the wall, giving support as my legs slowly moved down to the floor.
I wrapped my robe around and stood up in the darkness, the coldness of the wooden floor moving through my legs as I held my cane to my side.
I looked at the bedside clock. It was three in the morning, another lost night. My mind traveled back in time to the last day before I had been hurt, the roadside bomb destroying what had been my normal, leaving me with a new normal.
The next room over had my computer and I used the quiet of the night to keep me company as I powered up the machine to check my emails, hoping and then not hoping for an email from him. He hadn't been able to accept what had happened, leaving me alone to face the future by myself.
There was nothing, the inbox as empty as I thought my days were. A solitary tear moved down my cheek as I sniffled.
"Enough of this!" I said out loud. I was a colonel in the Corps, after all, difficulties notwithstanding.
I heard a shuffling behind me and turned. "Lieutenant, what are you doing up? It's too early to be awake. Go back to bed."
"Is that an order, Colonel?" The lieutenant moved closer, adjusting her own robe in the dimness of the room lit by the computer screen. "Would you like some cookies? I can bake some in no time. I can get the Aspercreme."
I thought about it for a few moments before shaking my head "no". "No," I said, "I'll just get up now for the day, thank you." I knew it was time to stop feeling sorry for myself, not so much for my injuries but for my personal loss of someone I thought loved me without limitations.
An hour later, I was showered and dressed, the lieutenant helping me, ready to face the coming day for the first time in months since the incident just outside Ghazni where the Taliban had stepped up attacks.
Together, the two of us drove to the Pentagon where I had an office I shared with two others in Military Intelligence. The lieutenant pulled the wheelchair out of the rented van and set it up for me; I slowly sat down in it and was quickly pushed through the early morning chill into the huge building.
I looked at my desk, one that I hadn't seen for three months since my deployment to Afghanistan. I idly brushed my Purple Heart, newly hanging from my uniform along with my other medals, mute testimony to the loss of my friends who died that day, the armored vehicle bearing the brunt of the explosion but not enough to save those with me.
"I'll get some coffee," said the lieutenant as she left me to myself in the room. I had become dependant on my aide since returning to the States, unable to do what should have been routine tasks but too stubborn to accept a medical discharge.
I powered up my computer and entered the seven passwords necessary to access the Pentagon intelligence network. A rustling near the door made me look up. Standing in the doorway were two Marine guards. "Colonel," said the sergeant, "nice to see you back."
"Thank you," I replied, embarrassed that my tour of duty in the Middle East had been cut short by the explosion.
"Is there anything we can do for you?" he asked, wondering how hurt I had been. There still were two angry scars running by my eyes and up through my hairline marring what I thought had been a pretty face.
"No, I'm fine, thank you. Do you think it will snow?"
"Yes, it's going to snow like crazy later this week. You decided to come in early today, it seems." He smiled, always seeming to having a soft spot for the woman sitting before him.
"No sense staying home, might as well get something done. I need to get caught up."
"Well, Merry Christmas, Colonel." With that, the two Marines left just in time for the lieutenant to arrive with a large coffee, three sugars and a plate of cookies.
"Look who I ran into... General Max Stanbery."
The introduced man quietly walked into the office, smiling. He was a legend in aviation circles, considered to be one of the best test pilots to ever fly out of Edwards.
"Good morning, Colonel. How are you feeling?" The general waved me back into my chair. "Please, don't get up."
"I'm doing OK," I answered, lying as a twinge of pain arced through my right leg.
"There's going to be holiday dinner tonight. Would you care to go with me? I know it's short notice and all but..."
I thought about it and was going to say "no", wondering if it would break all kinds of military regulations to go out with a superior officer... and glanced at my cane leaning against the wall. "All right, thank you."
"I'll pick you up around 1800 hours, how's that?"
"Thank you. Are you sure?..." I asked, wondering why he was so interested in me.
"Sophia, I'll be the luckiest man there. See you tonight." He turned at walked out into the hallway and quickly disappeared from sight.
"Well, that went well," said my aide, sipping from her own coffee cup. "What do you want to do?"
"That was unexpected. I don't have anything to wear; I guess I'll just wear my dress uniform. What about you?"
"I don't think I've been invited."
"I'm not going without you, that's for sure. Maybe this isn't such a good idea after all."
"No, no... I'll be glad to go, I just thought..."
"What? I hardly know the general, aside from what I've read about him. One of the first to fly the Nighthawk and the Spirit and others no one will admit exist. He's a legend."
"See... you'll have a great time. I'm sure he's full of stories that will make your hair stand on end. Maybe we should go back home and get some sleep so that you're ready for tonight."
"All right, you're the boss." I shut down my computer and slowly stood up, reaching for the wheelchair.