Tracy woke up alone in William's bed. After a brief panic, she saw him on the floor and relaxed. He was kneeling on the rug near the couch, perfectly still with his eyes closed. She was not sure what to make of it in her sleepy state, but then it registered that he was meditating. Tracy rose quietly and tip-toed to the bathroom, and when she returned, he was back in bed.
"Good morning, Kitten."
"Hi," she answered, standing halfway between the bathroom and bed wearing William's t-shirt. "You were meditating."
"Yes. Come here please? I need to kiss you."
Self-consciously, with a hand over her mouth she answered, "I didn't bring a tooth brush."
"There are some new toothbrushes under the sink."
"Really? I'm going to use one, okay?"
"Hurry back!"
She turned and went back to the bathroom and opened the cabinet under the sink. Sure enough, there were four identical toothbrushes, four unopened toothpastes, four cans of shaving cream, and four bottles of body wash all lined up in neat rows. She smiled in recognition of the first visible signs of his OCD and felt a strange tug in her heart for him. She brushed quickly and jumped back in to bed.
William took her in his arms and covered her face with kisses. Then he brushed her bangs back to kiss her forehead and said, "Notice anything weird in my bathroom?"
Tracy paused before answering, "Yes I did. You have shaving cream, but a very sexy beard. Care to explain?"
"I shave my neck, smarty."
"And around your cock," Tracy added.
"That too," he laughed. Then William's face turned solemn and he said, "The last woman I dated called me Howard Hughes."
Tracy responded by stroking William's beard, allowing him to go on, "So I called her a cab and never spoke to her again."
"Wow." Tracy was a bit taken aback; it sounded like a pretty harsh reaction.
"I wasn't angry. But I knew it would never work between us, and I didn't want to waste my time. It was a cheap shot, neither witty nor insightful. She became unattractive after that."
Tracy was quiet for a moment before asking, "Will you give me a second chance William? If I ever say anything stupid or thoughtless like that? I mean I wouldn't do it intentionally, but what if I am just not thinking and...well, it makes me nervous that you could change your feelings so quickly."
"I didn't mean to put you on edge, Tracy, I'm sorry. I should have explained that my feelings for that woman were never very deep. Besides, you have enough sexiness to override a thousand blunders, at least."
"Oh good," Tracy laughed, "Because I can be a petulant brat at times. I guess I'm really lucky you like my ass so much," she joked, as William caressed her butt cheeks.
"Yes I do. And if I ever catch you being a petulant brat towards me, I will assume you are craving a spanking."
"Uh-oh, be careful Mr. More! You may have just sparked a fire in my sassy side!"
William laughed and grabbed both of Tracy's wrists, pinned them above her head and rolled on top of her. "I can torture you in many ways that would be worse than spanking. Do you know what I would like to do to you?" Tracy waited with anticipation. "I would like to tie you up and lick you until you almost cum. Then stop. Then start again. Then-"
"William?"
"Yes?"
"I have not been a brat at all. Can you please reward me with a nice, lazy, Sunday-morning, proper fucking?"
"Actually, I plan to do just that," he said, as he nuzzled into her neck, as he held her wrists, and pressed into her leg with his hardness.
"And William? You really don't need a condom. I have an IUD and I have not been promiscuous either."
William paused and looked into Tracy's eyes. His gaze turned serious as he said, "I would love nothing more than to cum inside you. But this is binding. If I do, we agree not to sleep with anyone else. If not, I will just grab a condom right now."
"No condom," Tracy answered without hesitating.
William grinned, for he was hoping she would say just that. He knew things had progressed much quicker than he had anticipated, but after last night he knew he only wanted Tracy, and the thought of her with someone else filled him with angst.
* * * * *
At a sidewalk table outside a bagel shop near William's place, they sat in the sunshine eating bagels and sipping tea and coffee. Tracy's ability to enjoy William's company was restricted by her busy mind; she didn't know when or how to end the date. She didn't want to say goodbye, but she didn't want to seem clingy either. Both had already joked about their extremely long first date, so when William asked what her plans were for the day, she answered that she would be having lunch with her grandmother and casually asked if he would he like to join her. William surprised her by saying 'yes', he was not ready to let her go.
They agreed to take a cab back to Tracy's place so she could shower and change, but first William wanted to loan Tracy a book they had discussed. He showed her his book collection that was kept inside of his closet. It was large and organized, as she expected, but she observed how his OCD manifested in an obsession with numbers, not just neatness. He was very open about the fact that he had a cap of one hundred books, and before he could add one to the collection, he would need to pull one out and donate it. The same went for his clothing. If he bought a new shirt, he picked one to get rid of. He said it partially due to his abjuration of excess, but Tracy noticed all of his limits were even numbers.
Tracy found the revelation of his OCD interesting, not creepy. It helped that he was very open with her about it, even revealing that not all women responded with compassion to what he referred to as 'his quirks.' Tracy laughed to herself thinking how mild it was, especially compared to Kevin keeping his alcohol consumption a secret. She mentioned that she thought it showed a great deal of self-discipline, but William corrected her and said it was the opposite. For him, discipline is not trying to control his surroundings, but that he allowed himself a few indulgences in his own home.
"It's really a good thing you work in a library," she said.
"It is. I am very comfortable among stacks of books, but challenged by social interactions."
"That surprises me. You seem extremely socially skilled, yet I'll admit, I didn't know what to make of you at first."
William laughed and pulled her in closer, as they were now sitting in the back of a cab. "I was intimidated by your intelligence and beauty. And very distracted by your gorgeous legs."
Tracy laughed into his neck, "Hey, speaking of how we met, how do you know Ray? Just from the library?"
"Yes. I watched him all winter. He was one of the indigent people looking for warmth, but I took notice of him because he was especially young and I thought, mentally ill. I tried to engage him a few times, but he would not make eye contact and I had given up on ever getting through to him."
"Wait a minute, are we talking about the same Ray? Ray and Alicia?"
"Yes of course. But that was before."
"Before what?"