The problem was I already was missing Monica something fierce so I didn't need my sister pushing my buttons. Gloria was right Monica and I were great together, she was always making me laugh and she even laughed at my corny jokes. The sex was always fantastic, with those big tits of hers and that round bubble butt I would just get lost in her body. I'd never been with a woman who was so enjoyable to sleep with after we'd had sex. No matter how we lay together, either face to face with my head on her breast or spooning with my cock between the cheeks of her rear within just a matter of minutes I would be aroused and ready to go again. As for Monica, she's a sex machine and she seems always ready for another round.
I started having second thoughts after the company picnic at the lake. The next Monday some of the guys were teasing me about my big momma. Up until then I'd never thought of her as fat, if anything maybe Rubenesque but after that day, the seed had been planted. It's not that I even cared what my buddies said but after hearing it I began to notice how much she was overweight. A short time later, I asked her what she thought about dieting and when I saw the hurt look on her face, I turned it around making it into a joke. I never brought it up again but it still festered in me until I thought I couldn't live with it anymore, so I split.
As the days passed, I realized that instead of missing Monica less, I was missing her more. Ever so slowly, I become conscious of the fact that the only thing that would make me happy was to have her back in my life. Once the decision was made, I thought the rest would be easy, that she'd just fall back into my arms. However, when I called and asked to see her she said she wasn't interested. She said she was through with boys who were embarrassed by her and who couldn't make a commitment, she asked me not to call her back. I called Gloria to ask for help but she was still pissed at me and said she wouldn't help me hurt her friend another time.
"Glo, I just want to know if I still have a shot with her. Do you think she still has feelings for me, or is she already seeing someone else?"
"Jerry I don't know why I bother, yeah, she won't admit it but she still loves you, I can tell. You know you really hurt her, she actually thought you loved her and she was shocked when you just broke it off like that. I know she's dating this guy but it's not going anywhere. If you can get her to believe you, I think you still have chance. To tell you the truth, no matter what kind of a jerk I think you are, I still say you two make a great couple."
I started to build a plain in my mind but I still needed one more favor from Gloria.
"Sis, just one more favor, do whatever you can to keep her from going out with the new guy on Valentine's Day."
She said she would try and really that's all I could ask.
The fourteenth was less than a week away and I had a lot to do to get ready. Number one on my list was to call Monica, if she wouldn't talk to me then all else was useless. At least she didn't slam the phone down when she heard it was me.
"Monica, I know I'm an insensitive ass, but I really miss you and I was wondering if we could just go for coffee or something."
"Jerry I know Gloria told you I was seeing someone else..."
"Yeah, she told me but listen to me, I now realize we had something great and I want just a chance to see if we can get it back."
"Oh all right, if you want you can come over right now, but I don't want any bull shit Jerry. Just bring the truth with you and we'll see where it goes from there."
So I got in the door but that's where I hit the wall. I brought flowers but she hardly looked at them, she just laid them on the kitchen counter. She poured us coffee and we sat at her table with all that wood between us.
