To my faithful followers and new readers: This is the third chapter of a twelve-chapter love story. The entire book is already written, and I will do my best to get each chapter published as quickly as Lit allows.
This chapter introduces a new voice. Dr. Martha Spencer is a headstrong woman with a unique outlook on life. Enjoy her quirks as you get to know her.
All characters participating in or observing sexual activity are at least eighteen years old. The author is well over the age of consent.
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Facets of Love
Chapter 3
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Dr. Martha Spencer
January 2020
This is not my fault.
Before that boy came into our lives, I was living the American dream. My husband was an extremely successful businessman. My daughter was a straight A, eighteen-year-old virgin starting her first year of college. And my therapy practice was doing so well, I was turning away more clients than I accepted.
Now, my entire family is physically, socially, emotionally, and financially fucked. Admittedly, an extremely small portion of the blame for our collective burden might fall on my shoulders. Perhaps a single ounce of the ton of shit we are buried under is due to my negligence. But the preponderance of responsibility falls on all the other participants in a chain of events which will assuredly lead to our ruin.
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August 2017
Let's lay the first layer of blame on the Ford Motor company. If the water hose in my minivan hadn't sprung a leak on that hot August day, Mary and I would have never met Robert Ryan Jones.
I knew that boy was trouble as soon as he pulled his ancient pickup-truck up to my disabled vehicle. Robert, like all men, gave me an appreciative look when I first climbed out of the van, but when he saw Mary, I no longer existed. She was the bright shiny object that caught everybody's eye and I was just another mom, the movie star's chauffeur.
I was used to being the center of attention in most situations and, while I realized someone younger and prettier would eventually take my place, I didn't expect it to be my daughter and certainly not so soon. Remember, I was only thirty-six at the time, at my sexual and social peak.
But it wasn't jealousy that immediately turned me against Robert. It was love. An instinctual maternal desire to keep my daughter out of harm's way. Although Mary didn't see it, it was obvious to me that Robert was a wolf on the prowl, and I did everything in my power to keep them apart.
My first line of defense was simply telling Mary to stay away from him. "He's way too old for you," was the last thing I told her before leaving Auburn. "Make friends with people your age. Enjoy your college years."
Attacking the problem from the other side, I literally gave Robert a bribe to stay away from her. "Here's $500. Free money if you don't call Mary and ignore her if she tries to contact you."
And, as a last resort, I gave Mary a six-month supply of birth control pills, enough to last the entire fall semester.
I realized I was losing control of the situation when Mary surprised us by bringing Robert home with her for Christmas break. She didn't ask permission, she didn't call ahead to warn us, she just showed up at our front door with the man I expressly forbade her to date. She was obviously head over heels in love with him and, to make matters even worse, Frank, my husband, also succumbed to his charm.
Not the way Mary did. Frank didn't want to sleep with him. He wanted to hire him. I spent the entire week of Christmas doing everything I could to dissuade my daughter from dating the redneck from hell and my husband offers him a job.
"He's exactly who we need to grow our company," Frank told me.
"You realize he's probably fucking our daughter," I countered.
"Yeah, he probably is," he conceded. "But if he wasn't, then somebody else surely would be. She is your daughter after all."
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
"You know exactly what I'm talking about. Let's just hope they don't make the same mistake we made, and if they do, we need to promise ourselves we'll handle it better than our parents did."
And there it was. After almost nineteen years of marriage, he brings up a dark secret from our past. A secret only the two of us knew, except only I knew all of it.
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