Dramatic Amateurs - Part III - Waiting in the Wings
Faith and Tony play their parts...
Faith:
My parents were not too interested in the theatre but knowing that it fascinated me they took me as soon as I was old enough. Money was tight in our household so it was only the local amateur dramatics group they could afford, but I loved every minute of it!
I could never imagine myself up there on the stage, but rather the mechanics of what it took to produce a play is what was my interest. I studied drama at school but never acted, I wrote and directed, I worked backstage everything but act. I got my Drama 'A' Level with a good grade.
After school I got a job in a local dress shop, it was there I had a chance meeting with Victoria, she had brought her daughter in for her 'Prom' dress. I was serving her and as we waited outside the dressing room there was a poster for the next play displayed there. To make conversation more than anything I asked when the Prom was, she gave me the date, and I added, "She'll miss the closing performance of the play then."
Victoria asked if I was going and from there she learned of my interest, well obsession I suppose, she invited me along to a meeting, suggesting I attended the first meeting of the next season. I gave her my address and she said she would pick me up on her way. I didn't think she'd remember so hadn't dressed up. She didn't forget, and I was soon on my way there.
During our journey Victoria asked if I had a favourite play. There were a few that I'd seen I mentioned the best of the recent ones to her, and the five I most enjoyed in particular. I saw Victoria smile, then she said that she knew just the person to mentor me. You'll like James, he wrote and directed three of your top five, you'll like him. Not long after that we arrived.
As the current 'Chair' of the society, Victoria walked me past a number of people in the rehearsal room with a cursory greeting until finally she found who she was looking for and I was introduced to James, he was an interesting looking man. She explained to him that I didn't want to act but that I was keen to get involved in direction and stage management.
"Hello Faith," the man offered his hand to me as he smiled, his voice was deep, like a rumble really, he was good-looking and seemed self-assured, but not brash, whereas I felt shy and couldn't initially meet his gaze as he welcomed me to the group.
"Hello James," I said softly as I took his hand. I felt something like a bolt of static electricity pass between us, it was such a strong feeling I immediately lifted my eyes to his. I held his hand, and his gaze, for a long moment as I tried to figure out what this feeling was, I needed to speak, "I'm very pleased to meet you," then after a pause added, "at last."
Victoria interrupted the moment, "It seems that Faith never misses our little shows and very much enjoys the previous ones you have written in particular." Seemingly unaware of the effect James was having on me and me on him, she continued to explain, "I thought you could take her under your wing, show her the ropes, you know as 'Assistant Director', how does that sound?"
James managed to turn his attention from me for a moment, "Yes, great, I could do with some help, I'm not sure this script is quite knitting together, fresh eyes might help." He seemed a touch distracted, but tried to sound enthusiastic, although I got the impression that he wasn't sure what a young inexperienced girl such as me was going to be able to offer him.
Victoria went on her way. Left alone we sat down to talk, he asked if I had any experience, "Other than at school, none," I told him honestly, "That's why I am here, I thought I'd get hands-on experience, I might even be able to help in some way, hope you don't mind?" I feared he would be upset at my naivety and that I wouldn't be much use to him.
The opposite was the case, he said he was quite flattered that I thought so highly of the group and looked forward to involving me in his work. There was something about him, I warmed to him immediately, he seemed genuinely interested in me, I told him a bit about myself, that I'd loved drama at school but found acting impossible, didn't like the limelight. I'd written a few short sketches and enjoyed that part of theatre.
"We are about to do a read through of my next play, although I think it needs polishing, it's not quite right," he explained, "however the editorial committee have decided it's good enough, so shall we get started?"
As everyone began to take their seats, I was introduced to Ella, James' wife, she looked really sexy, her figure, the way she dressed, how she moved, everything. I said 'hello' as warmly as I could and we air-kissed each other's cheek, she seemed nice. She told me that she wanted a part in the play and so was really keen to get into it.
I sat next to James, he smelled lovely. He handed me a copy of the script and I found the pencil I always carried. As the cast ran through their lines, I took notes in the margin as I used to do at school, saying nothing I fully focussed on what was going on around me.
After the first reading and during a comfort break James asked, "I saw you taking notes, do you want to make any comments or observations?"
"Not really, I don't know enough yet," I told him.
He seemed a little distracted while I spoke as if he was deep in thought. I liked talking to him, he stirred something deep inside me, I'd never felt anything like it before. I realised that I really liked him, I'd have to get to know him better.
He explained how he saw each character. Then we swapped the readers around to give everyone a chance. The second and third attempts went well, everyone was getting into it now, it felt great to get to grips with this new project.
After thanking everyone for their efforts James made me blush when he added, "Faith and I now need to go away, compare notes and we'll see you all next week for final casting, 7:30 prompt please." Just that one comment made me feel part of it, like I'd been accepted, I felt a warm glow of gratitude towards the man I sat next to.
No one seemed to be in a rush to leave and formed little groups around the hall to chat. I noticed Ella and another woman had backed Tony, the man I thought should be the male lead, up against the wall and appeared to be flirting outrageously with him, how could she do that to a lovely man like James!
I didn't move from my chair and was still making notes, I was aware that James was looking at me, I turned to him, "nearly finished, I won't be a moment."
I smiled then finished my notes, slipped the pencil away and swung round to face him, my knees brushed the side of his thigh and the tingling feeling was back.
We needed to meet, I got the feeling he was a bit taken aback when I suggested it, so I placed my hand on his thigh as a soothing gesture. His body reacted to me, I felt it too, and something stirred in his trousers I noticed. I'd had boyfriends of course, my virginity lost in my mid-teens, so I knew what I was doing, my actions, although intended to seem innocent, were definitely deliberate.
Before he could brush me off I jumped in, "it's OK if you're busy, it's just that I have loads of ideas, most will be rubbish but I need you to tell me what you think of them, I 'm not sure I'm ready to share them with the whole group yet." I left my hand where it was, he went quiet and glanced down at it, I patted him then withdrew my hand to put him out of his quandary.
I saw him glance over at his wife, she was still with Tony and now another man, they were laughing about something, Tony's arm was wrapped around her waist, she had her hand on the other man's bare arm. Seeing her like that seemed to relax him rather than upset him, I made a mental note before he turned to me with a smile.
"Where do you work?" He asked.
"In the little dress shop in the High Street, just down from the Bank." He nodded, "I work every Saturday, I get Friday off."
"Well, I work from home every Friday; shall I meet you somewhere at lunchtime and we can get a coffee and work through your ideas?" My heart rate quickened at the thought of being alone with him, it was a strange sensation, I hardly knew him, but I was positive that I wanted to, no, needed to, get to know him better.
I was desperately thinking of somewhere I could use to my advantage, instinct told me it was too soon to invite him to my flat, he was married after all. The pub where my parents frequented seemed appropriate. "Friday suits me. What about the Rose & Crown, it's usually quiet in there at lunchtime, I'll see you at 12:00, OK?"
He seemed a touch taken aback and queried if I was old enough to drink! I straightened up, pushed my chest out to demonstrate that under my baggy top I was a grown woman with a body to match. Then while looking at him steadily, maybe with a stern expression, "I'm twenty-one, almost twenty-two, so don't worry, you are not going to get into any trouble," then with a smile, I thanked him for the compliment. As I said that my hand was back on his thigh, I chose to place it a little higher his time. I needed to send him a message, by the look on his face, he got it!
***
Whilst it was nice to be thought of as younger than I am I was feeling what any red-blooded young woman feels when confronted with a man she thought of as special, because that is what he was to me now, we had a connection and I wanted to get to know him better, much better.
For our meeting on Friday, it would just be the two of us, so I decided to dress for him. I'd show myself off for him, let him know what I looked like and see how he reacted. Unless I was mistaken, he was interested in me too and not just as his assistant director, only time would tell.