"Last night has been on my mind all day and I'm about ready to attack someone." Laurie was unloading supplies into the refrigerator. "I mean that whole bit where he was behind me and you were on the bed. Mmmm, Christ. That was unbelievable."
Natalie came into the kitchen to help. "So it's all about you is what you're saying."
Laurie grinned. "Of course not, but that was the best part."
"Ah, I see." Natalie said. She handed the package of chicken thighs Laurie and started folding the paper sack. "What'd you ask Adam to get?"
"He's in charge of wine and dessert."
Natalie stuffed the bag into the little pantry closet and grabbed the Costco mega-bucket of cashew nuts. She took a handful and then slid the jug across the counter to Laurie. Natalie said, "Probably safer than having him shop for dinner."
Laurie had decided to be a bit more civil and had pulled down a small bowl for the cashews. She said, "No kidding. I don't think a sautรฉ of bike chain and spandex would be quite our speed. That man has some very nice qualities, but I think he's a little short on domestication in the kitchen."
Natalie nodded in agreement. "But he did make coffee and toast this morning. That's got to count for something."
"Agreed. The coffee scored points." Laurie popped a few more nuggets in her mouth. "So are we going to talk about fluff all afternoon or are you going to let me know what happened today before he arrives?"
Natalie had been delaying. She was no less confused at the end of the day than at the start. Adam had occupied every spare moment of her thoughts during the previous few hours. She'd recursively examined the morning's conversation and was no better off for all of that effort.
Natalie said, "Things are complicated."
Laurie shook her head, "They don't have to be."
"And how do you figure that? I love you. I love him. But you and he don't have that same relationship. So if I spend more time with you, he loses. If I spend more time with him, you lose. In the end, the only thing I see coming like a freight train is me losing both of you." Natalie threw up her hands in exasperation. "I keep thinking, 'This will be great.' But then I'll think of some scenario like if one part of the triangle gets into an argument...or worse breaks up...and I say to myself, 'This is a really, really bad idea.'"
Laurie was pushing a cashew around on the counter top. The sharp points of her hair dangled in front of her, hiding her eyes from Natalie. She said, "Yes. That could happen. And you could get hit by a bus tomorrow, or an asteroid could land on our building, or someone from the British Royal Family could ask me to marry them. Seems like a pretty risky world out there."
Natalie grimaced, "Come on, L. This is serious. How is this going to work? This isn't like a little fling, I really have feelings for Adam. And the shit he told me about his family this morning โ GOD! What a mess. He's done everything he can to stay out of a relationship, but this thing with me has him all twisted around the axle. And somewhere in all of this is the fact that you may not even like him all that much. What if he starts spending even more time here and..."
"Stop. Just stop, Natalie. Did you know you're a champion worrier? That adorable little line in between your eyebrows is all scrunched up and you're working toward a genuine fit." Laurie approached Natalie and put her arms around her. "I want this for you, I really do. ShitโI want it for me too. I don't know what life is going to bring, but I do know we should take advantage of something like this if we have the chance." She kissed Natalie on the forehead. "I think he's a great guy and I want him to be with us. He's thoughtful, funny, smart, dependable, and holy shit, sexy. He and I haven't spent as much time together so we don't have the relationship you do. But I don't think either of us will find it a burden to be in this thing together. Truth is, I spent all day giddy like kid in a candy shop just thinking about how great this is going to be with him."
Natalie couldn't relent so easily. "JesusโI'm asking you to get into a relationship you didn't want to be in, with a guy you weren't interested in, so that I can..."
Laurie planted a kiss full on Natalie's mouth which cut off the stream of worry. Natalie tried to pull back to keep talking, but Laurie was having none of that. Slowly Natalie relented and began to return the kiss. When they finally parted lips, Laurie said, "I'm not shy, Nat. If I don't like what's going on, I'll tell you and I'll tell him. He's a good one and I'm sincere when I say that I want this; so now you need to trust me. But there is one thing that you need to figure out right nowโbefore he gets here. And that is whether you're comfortable with me and him getting together when you're not around."
The thought hadn't even occurred to Natalie. Would she be jealous? Would it even be reasonable for her to consider that?
Natalie said, "I can't possibly ask you not to do that."
"Why not?"
"Because I'm not willing to give up being alone with you when I want. Or you want. And if he has to deal with that, and you have to deal with the fact that I'll be with him, how could I possibly expect you guys to do anything different?" It felt good to Natalie to at least have one piece of the puzzle seem clear to her. Of course, the whole line of logic was built on a foundation of crazy.
Laurie gave a wicked leer and said, "Good. The man has skills." She gave a wicked, lopsided grin.
Natalie laughed. "I hope he has some stamina. Between the two of us, he might make a run for the hills before long."
"But not before we get to play some more. Jee-zus, I don't know how I'm going to make it through dinner."
Natalie let her hand drop to Laurie's ass. "That bad, huh? Maybe I should give you a helping hand before he gets here? Of course, I'm just thinking of his health here. The poor slob should be allowed to eat dinner before you take advantage of him."