Everything was going to shit. Gabriel sat at the back of the tour bus staring like an idiot at his phone's screen.
The band was in Florida...somewhere. He wasn't sure. He didn't give a fuck. Abby had chosen to stay back in California because her sister had had a mysterious accident a few days before the tour started. Come to think of it, it was just a day after that lamp almost crushed the life out of his wife. The only reason he was somewhat calm was because Diamond had left her goons looking after her.
Despite Diamond's past track record, he was sure she only wanted what was best for him and the band. She was even being much nicer to Abby, which he greatly appreciated. Diamond had been around long enough to see them through some tough times and if it weren't for her, they might not have gotten as far as they had. She was the one with all the important contacts. Shit was happening and it was happening fast now because of her.
Still...
He hated being far from Abby, especially now. Something happened that night when she spoke to her sister. Abby just wasn't the same anymore. She felt distant. That love he'd seen shining in her eyes had somehow dimmed.
"Fuck," he hissed running his hand through his hair.
"Hey, leave your hair alone," Diamond protested. "It took me a long time to get it perfectly undone."
Gabriel looked up at her.
Her smile wavered and she got up and sat across from him. "What's with you? You've been broodier than Ariel. That's not like you."
Gabriel thought a moment, staring at her look of concern. "I think...Abby might be having second thoughts about having married me."
Diamond blinked and sat back in her seat, hands folded over each other. "She was going to be a nun, Gabe. What'd you expect?"
Frustration gripped him hard. That's not exactly what he'd wanted to hear, but maybe she had a point.
"Most people in this business have to sacrifice a lot. Having a normal family life is sometimes one of those things, Gabe." Diamond said sympathetically.
His heart was breaking in a million pieces right about now, but he swallowed down the hurt and continued to listen to her.
"We all have to make choices. You offered her the life of a rock star's wife, that includes accepting that you're a public figure and most times belong to your fans. Unless you want to give all that up..."
Diamond trailed off, her eyes piercing, studying him intently.
Leave it all? His life-long dream? He didn't need to worry about money anymore with his inheritance, but being on stage and making music...it was who he was, since forever.
He leaned back and let out a heavy sigh.
Diamond came forward, knelt between his knees, and gripped his hands.
"It'll all work out, Gabe. It's all so new to her. Just give it time. Trust me, baby."
He frowned, thinking hard. Would Abby get used to it all? Was he asking for too much?
Diamond laid her forehead against his abdomen and he absentmindedly stroked her long platinum blond hair.
"Anyone who's your wife needs to know and understand all that, Gabe. You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are to make someone else happy. You'll only end up being miserable in the end and that'll poison the relationship regardless."
Gabriel looked down at her.
Could he give it all up for Abby and still be happy? Would he become bitter like Diamond said?
She looked up at him and smiled. He touched the tip of her pert nose, grateful for the pep talk. She rose up against him, her arms going around his neck. He circled his arms around her waist, grateful for the hug, but then she turned her face and found his mouth and he froze.
He gripped her arms to pull her away, but she climbed into his lap, straddling him, tongue almost down his throat.
Finally, he managed to turn his head away. "Diamond, what the hell?"
"I love you Gabriel. I don't care how long I need to wait. If things don't work out between you and Abby, pleaseβ"
"Diamond, stop." He rose out of his seat, dumping her on her ass at his feet.
She clutched his hips and ran one hand under his leather vest. He hadn't finished buttoning up his jeans so the kiss she planted on his abs left red lipstick marks on his skin. He could just imagine the mess she'd made of his mouth.
He sank his fingers into her hair to push her away from him and opened his mouth to demand she stop mauling him, but...
The sound of metallic snicking caught his attention and he looked up in horror to see some girl snapping away pictures from the front of the tour bus.
"Shit," Gabriel yelled moving away from Diamond to shut the door between the front and rear of the bus.
Diamond rose from the floor.
"What the hell is going on?" he shouted at her. "Why is there a pap in here?"
Diamond frowned and stalked forward, reaching for the door. "I don't know. I'll get rid of her."
Gabriel stared, incensed as she walked out, and ordered the girl to leave.
He grabbed a beer bottle, Ariel had left behind and threw it at the window in fury.
*******
Abigail had had just about enough of Mikayla. She'd abandoned her husband to stay with her sister. And for the past week it had been the same.
"You're a murderer," Mikayla sobbed.
"Stop it," Abby demanded. "I told you. I left here, went back home and then I headed to where Gabe and the band were practicing. I did not push you down the front steps."
"You did it on purpose," Mikayla wailed.
Abby's head throbbed. She wanted to leave, but Mikayla was so unstable she was afraid she'd do something stupid.
"I did no such thing, Mikayla. I think we should call the police if you're so sure someone pushed you."
Mikayla snorted. "With all the scandal surrounding our family thanks to you, that's the last thing I need right now."
Abby frowned. Her aunt and mother had been gone over a month now, as well as Daniel. She looked at her little sister who'd laid back amongst the pillows, dabbing at her redden nose, staring out the wide windows by the bed.
Mikayla led a solitary life now that she was married. Suddenly Abby felt sorry for her. Had she always been this alone?
Abby drew closer and sat on the bed as Mikayla glared at her, eyes accusing and a bit fearful.
"Mikayla, I would never hurt you, " Abby said in a soft tone. "No matter everything that's happened, you're still my baby sister. We've let too many things come between us. Please. Can't we just be sisters again?"
Mikayla's lip quivered. "You were always the one they were so proud of. The smart one. No one ever gave a shit about me."
Abby shook her head, but she still remembering all the recitals held at the house for her piano playing and how the few times she came home from abroad, her aunt would hold large parties to welcome her back.
Had Mikayla acted out because she wanted attention? Had she become wild seeking affection?
"Oh, Mickey," she choked out, trying her best to smile through her tears. "You have so much talent yourself. You always were the life of the party. Everyone always gravitates to you."
Mikayla turned away. "That's because I'm prettier than you. At least I have that."
Abby bit her lip and nodded. "Yeah. You are prettier." It was true. "Mickey, can't we be close again?"
Mikayla scoffed and chewed on the corner of her lip. "How? How can I get close to the woman that has the man I love?"
Abby stood abruptly. She loved her sister, but Gabriel was off the negotiation table. "Mikayla, I love him. He's my husband." Her sister sneered at her, but Abby pressed on. "I thought I loved Daniel. He's a good man, but his heart wasn't mine. I don't blame you for anything. No one steals anyone away from a person. If you love no one can steal you away from your intended. That's why I can't be angry at you for Daniel. And you shouldn't be angry at me for Gabriel."
Mikayla covered her ears. "No. I don't want to listen anymore."