I'd started to seed the idea with Alor going to Jin's work in his steed. Alor was bemused at first, but not interested in following another persons orders. The outside world had been inaccessible to him for the past millennium, and I was certain he wanted nothing more than to stretch his stolen legs. After reasonable consideration, he complied.
But Alor never simply complied. From the onset, I knew I would need eyes on him.
November brought a crisp breeze, I watched my breath fog up the morning air as I escorted Alor to the food market. He cringed at the air, unfamiliar with the discomfort of lacking body heat. I'd managed to shove a warm coat over his cooking attire before we headed out.
"Control yourself today," I said, knowing fully well he wouldn't. "I know you might have plans for world domination or something else catastrophic, but at least scope out your surroundings by cooking in the market. Nothing more."
The subject of danger had grown casual. I thought it was better to talk to him this way, as it wasn't an outright display of my worry. If Alor knew, he could easily take advantage of my fears. Hell, it was one of the first things he ever did to me! The damn horror movie. He needed to underestimate me. So, casual it was.
He gritted through his chattering teeth. "I have my ways."
A train ride and a walk away, I dropped him off at the market and told him I'd pick him up after uni. Disappearing behind the tarp like door, Alor was none the wiser. I made my way down the usual campus route, only to veer off down a side street, going behind the one of the buildings to end up on the opposite street.
Ethan had texted me an address to a cafe in one of the smaller buildings which had a great vantage point of the market and Jin's food stall. When I arrived, Ethan was staked out on the balcony, idly sipping his coffee and staring through his binoculars at the scene.
He flinched as I sat down beside him.
"Sorry," I chuckled, pointing to the binoculars. "Can I?"
Ethan handed them to me. "There's not much action yet."
It was too early still, the lens showed no person in the front of the stall. A good uneventful start was better than the entire market going up in flames. Relieved, I handed them back to Ethan.
"Hugh said he'd show." He added. "I don't know when. He's generally lax when it's the uni break."
"I'm not surprised. At least you're here." I said.
The bittersweet silence was almost deafening. Had I really faced my feelings with Ethan? We were bridging back together, but Alor's effect on us hadn't rubbed off since that night. Ethan might've claimed otherwise—working with a demonologist and all—but I couldn't believe it. I was uncomfortable with the possibility of something nice getting ruined again.
But more pressing matters were at stake. I needed to focus on Alor.
"I've not had any paranormal encounters since Alor." I said. I'd been blinded by Alor's presence so much so that I hadn't noticed my ability to connect to the Spirit Realm felt non-existant. Going undisturbed by spirits at night time wasn't normal for me. "It'sthe Spirit Realm has gone silent now that he's here."
"You have to remember," Ethan crossed his arms, expression stern. "As a demon he's a high ranking entity. Low levellers must make way for him."
The peasants must make themselves smaller for the King. Both our eyes turned to the market below. Office workers trudged up the street on their morning commute, school kids weaved their way through the crowds, and food market owners set up shop, voices casual and cheery despite the cold.
A waiter set down a cup on the table. I gave Ethan an odd look.
"I ordered it for you." He admitted.
Warm espresso on a breezy morning. He'd forgotten that I liked two sugar packets but, he thought of me. I cupped my hands around it, and smiled at the heat. "Thank you. I'll pay you back."
Ethan's eyes were downcast, his mind somewhere else. "You don't know how much I hate him." There was a slow tide of emotion rising in Ethan, amid the placid plane of his face a muscle twitched in his jaw. "You look at me like you don't want to see me. Like you want to forget."
Rip, and the sugar packet spilled over the edge of my espresso.
Fuck
. I could survive on half of one. I stirred the sugar with the little spoon.
Ethan grabbed both my hands. "Look at me Mina."
When I did, he was hurt and it pulled the words from me without a thought. "I don't want to ruin what we had."
He frowned. "It's not ruined, nothing could change my opinion of you. I missed you."