Hi Diary! This was an incredible Monday!
The man, Chris, whom I met last night at the bar, called earlier this afternoon to set up a date this Friday. I mean, he’s what you would call tall-dark-and-handsome, my dream guy. I can’t believe he had already called me. I wasn’t even anticipating his call, although we had clicked immediately… we chatted a bit until my friend dragged me out to drive her over to her place so she can go to sleep. I was so upset with her but its okay now since I have a date!
Hey Diary! It is Sunday… skipped a few entries, but WOW, do I have a steamy entry today!
Chris was right on time on Friday – picked me up, looking awesome, at seven pm. I was wearing my skimpy black dress, ready to win this man’s heart, or little something. We ate at an Italian restaurant and had amazing conversation. He was a successful business man, 30, and married…married! I didn’t know what to say, except, what? I wasn’t going to win him over, I guessed, and I lost interest. Not only was he married, but I was only 21. I think 9 years is a bit much at this point, plus, he’s married… Anyway, he told me that his wife is a control freak and she was finally out of town on business trip for a week – that was why he’d called so soon to hook up with me. I let him know I wasn’t interested in a married man, but he swore his only intentions were to have a good time out of the house for a change. I should have told him to take me home, but he really wanted to go to a club. I guess I felt bad, since he told me how he felt such a strong connection with me, and just wanted to have a night out on a town.
So we went to a buzzing club, and yeah, he’s a great dancer. As we hit the floor, after few drinks, I had this strong sexual urges, and I couldn’t stop anything that had happened. We made our way to the corner and made out hard. He was an amazing kisser! It was hard to pull away, but I had to. He was married, I kept telling myself. We got out of there, and made it safely back to my door. I swear I tried to make him leave.