'No! There is absolutely no way I am agreeing to this!'
The vehemence of her refusal shocked her parents into momentary silence. It was obvious to Jessica that this wasn't the reaction they had expected to get from her. But how could they? They had no clue as to what it would do to her to actually see him again. The very thought was enough to overwhelm her with panic.
Pacing in the carpeted floor of her parents' living room, she was determined to make them understand why she couldn't see him. Her father looked haggard and worn out, an utterly defeated look shone in his pale blue eyes and it broke her heart to see her once proud father in this condition. Sitting beside him with her back ramrod straight; lined with age, Eleanor Ashworth's beautiful aristocratic face was expressionless but her eyes were shooting daggers at Jessica. Her mother did know how to look dignified even when she was fuming.
Jessica sighed deeply, the words she uttered next spilling out of her mouth unbidden.
'Do you have any idea what you're asking me to do?'
'And do you have any idea what the consequences will be if you don't?' her father counted, bounding off from the sofa and looking her squarely in the face.
'Surely, there are other avenues we could explore,' she reasoned. 'I'm sure there are some investors or banks that could be convinced to grant you a loan until the company is back on its feet.'
Her father's eyes darkened with despair. 'You don't get how bad it is, do you? The company isn't mine anymore. I have sold all my shares to maintain the upkeep of this family and our expensive lifestyle. All my savings have been used to settle my gambling debts. I have asked my so-called friends and business associates to help out and they have all slammed their doors in my face. There is nothing left, Jess. We are completely broke.'
Jess looked on in dismay as her father staggered back on the sofa, running his hands through his hair in a gesture she recognized as frustration. How could he have allowed this? She was very well aware that he hadn't been in a stable state of mine since the tragedy that shattered their family into pieces but she hadn't known that his gambling habits had skyrocketed. She tried to think of someone who could help them without demanding a pound of flesh.
Her mind flew to her grandparents but she hastily dismissed the thought. Her father would never agree to it. Her mothers' parents had always believed that their daughter had married beneath her station and that her father wasn't good enough for her. Jess knew without an iota of doubt that her father would rather sleep on the streets than ask them for help.
'Antoine is willing to buy back my shares of the company,' her father fudged on. 'He even promised to bring in new clients and help me get new deals. He only demands one thing in return but he'll only discuss this with you.'
Her mother's eyes met hers in a deadpan stare. 'Kate would have agreed without hesitation.'
Jess's heart cracked open at her mother's words. 'Mother, how could you say that to me?' she whispered the question.
Eleanor flinched when she heard the pain in her daughter's voice. 'It is the truth. We've never asked anything of you. Are you going to turn your back on us the one time we need you?'
She spun around and closed her eyes to stop herself from shedding the tears that were perilously close. Her mother was right. Her parents had never asked anything of her. They had pampered and spoilt her rotten when she was younger.
There wasn't anything she would want and her parents wouldn't give. Whether it was expensive clothes or trips to exotic foreign countries all over the globe, all Jess ever had to do was just ask.
It didn't matter what it will cost her, she had to do this for her family. Her parents didn't know any other life except that of luxury. Her younger brothers were attending one of the most expensive schools in London and unlike her; the sixteen year old twins were very serious with their education. She couldn't be thinking about herself right now. That would be petty and selfish and she had laid rest that side of her a long time ago.
Taking a deep breath, she turned around and faced her parents who were anxiously waiting for her decision. 'When does he want us to meet?'
The relief she saw on their faces told her she had made the right decision. 'Tomorrow morning,' her father replied, scratching his head distractedly. 'I'll give you the address of his London offices.'
She nodded her head and managed a strained smile. Just what had she gotten herself into?
As soon as Jess stepped out of her parents' mansion, she recalled the dinner date she had with Russell. She wished she could cancel. The bombshell her parents dropped on her had completely ruined her mood. Knowing Russell, however, he probably had her favourite dish cooking on the stove. Besides, she could use someone to talk to. As she drove to his apartment, her mind kept replaying the conversation she had had with her parents.
She kept wondering why Antoine would ask for her. Arriving at Russell's complex, she alighted out of her car and tightly secured the belt of her coat around her midriff. The December chill was hostile and forbidding. Her teeth were clattering as she hurried inside the complex; the warmth of the building chasing out the cold. She rode up to his floor and rang his doorbell. He opened the door with a big smile on his face, his emerald eyes twinkling with pleasure. She rushed into his arms, deriving momentary comfort in his embrace.
He rubbed the small of her back lovingly. 'What is up with you?'
She pulled away from his arms with a nervous laugh. 'I need a drink first.' She walked passed him and headed straight for the bar. Pouring herself a full glass of scotch, she slumped on the sofa and took a hefty sip. 'Is that roast lamb I smell?' she instantly brightened, her stomach rumbling in anticipation.
'Yes it is. Just placed it in the oven.' He sat beside her, a worried expression on his handsome face. The wild look in her eyes frightened him. 'What's going on?'
Jess wasn't quite sure where to begin. It has been three months since they began dating and Russell had proved himself as someone she could trust. He was a strong, reliable man with a good heart and she was beginning to develop deep feelings for him.
'My father gambled away his company.'
He looked suitably shocked. 'How did that happen?'