TWO
I sat in the service manager's office, my hands shaking so hard I was afraid to pick up the coffee mug someone had left for me. I felt like my world was spinning out of control, but at least my tears had stopped. So much for being the badass biker bitch. She was dead and buried, and this frightened little girl was what was left in her place.
"Reagan, is there someone for us to call? Someone who can come get you? Want me to have one the guys take you home?"
"What?" I asked looking up, the voice finally penetrating the static that was roaring in my brain.
"Is there someone we can call?" John Burnette, my boss, asked again.
I hadn't noticed that he'd returned to his office. "No, but thank you. I just need a minute."
"The cops are sending someone out. I got a call last night about a break-in. Someone broke out a window in the shop, setting off the alarm. I came out, but couldn't find anything disturbed, so I thought it was just kids breaking windows. I'm really sorry, Reagan. I'm sorry I didn't catch that."
"How would you know? You can't go around and open every desk drawer and locker. I should have locked it when I left yesterday. I never do because the locker is empty and there's nothing to steal. I just leave the lock hanging." My lips tightened and thinned as I tried to tamp down the revulsion again. "I won't be making that mistake again."
He nodded. "After you talk to the cops, if you want to go home, I understand. Take the rest of the day off. Tomorrow and Saturday too if you need to. Come back on Tuesday."
John was a good guy. "I don't have a way home. I rode in with a friend this morning. I'll be okay once I get that... mess... cleaned out of my locker."
"I already have one of the guys taking care of the locker, and I can have someone take you home if you want to go. Whoever did that is one sick bastard. Any idea who did it?"
"Yeah. I have a pretty good idea," I said, my voice soft but full of venom.
He grunted. I could tell he was dying to ask, but he didn't. "We'll assign you a new locker. Don't put your name on it this time. In fact, I think we'll take all the names off the lockers so nothing like this happen again. Hang tough, Reagan," he said, his gaze leaving me to look through the glass walls of his office. I followed his gaze to see a young uniformed cop step into the service area. "Hang on. I'll be right back."
He walked out and greeted the officer before motioning him to the back where lockers were located. I swallowed hard, the image of the dead and gutted animal still bright in my mind making my stomach flip over in disgust. A long moment later John reappear with the officer in tow as they walked across the parts department to his office. John paused at the door, gestured the officer into his office, and then closed the door.
"Ms. McKenna, I'm Officer Charles Blayton. I'd like to get a statement from you if you don't mind." I nodded. "Ms. McKenna, do you have any idea who would do something like this? Anyone upset with you for some reason?"
"Hayden Rogan," I snapped without hesitation.
"You believe Mr. Rogan did this? Why?"
"I broke up with him a couple of weeks ago. I guess about a week and a half ago now. He's been following me around. Someone slashed the tires on my car and broke into my house Friday. Nothing was stolen. Later he, Hayden, showed up at my door and said he noticed my house had been broken into. I told him to go away, but then he and his goons were parked in front of my house." I paused, but then decided to give him the full story. "I left last night and stayed in a motel because they were making me nervous."
"Did you call the police?"
I shook my head. "No. They weren't doing anything, but I didn't like them parked in front of my house."
"Did they threaten you in any way?"
"No," I replied as I shook my head.
"Did you recognize the animal? Was it your cat?"
"No. I've never seen it before today." I shuddered. I could still see that poor creature, sliced open with a knife stuck in its body. I ground my teeth as I fought back the tears and the nausea.
"One more question, Ms. McKenna. Do you have any evidence that Mr. Rogan was the individual that cut your tires, broke into your house, or is responsible for this? Anything at all?"
"He was hanging around outside my friend's apartment before my tires were cut."
"But you didn't see him cut your tires? Didn't hear him make any comments alluding to committing either offense?"
"No. I haven't talked to him in several days. I'm trying to ignore him, hoping he will give up and go away."
Officer Blayton snapped his notebook closed. "Ms. McKenna, I'm sorry to tell you this, but there's very little I can do to help you at this time. If Mr. Rogan ever communicates a threat, call us, but until then, without some form of evidence, there's little we can do. You might consider seeing the magistrate and having a no contact order placed on Mr. Rogan."
"I understand."
"I wish I could help you more, I really do. Here's my card. Call me if something like this happens again. If nothing else, I'll try to bust him for animal cruelty. I'll mention this to my captain and see if we can get a patrol car to cruise by your house every now and then. Maybe Mr. Rogan will take the hint."
I took the officer's card and forced a small smile. "Thank you, Officer Blayton. I appreciate whatever you can do."
-oOo-
Going about the mundane task of procuring parts for my customers and the service techs had a calming effect on me, and by lunch time I was nearly back to normal... as long as I avoided the breakroom and seeing the line of lockers in the alcove that adjoined it.
I was walking out of the back with an oil filter for one of my regulars when I saw Hayden waiting at the counter. I plastered a smile on my face, printed the ticket, and handed the filter to the customer.