Something wasn't right. Not wrong, per se. More unexpected. There was a weight pressed on top of me; something soft and warm. Moving, just a little. A person, breathing. No, snoring.
I opened my eyes slowly. Even the ceiling wasn't right. Where was... Oh. Oh yeah. A broad grin slowly spread across my face. London. Meeting Emma. Spending time together. Spending the night together.
My mistake. Everything was right. It's just that everything before the last twenty four hours had been wrong, and I hadn't realized it.
I didn't want to move. She was sleeping so soundly; I'd like to think that was a compliment, but it could also have been that the jet lag had so screwed up my internal clock that I was awake at two in the morning. I looked, from my mostly static position underneath my beautiful lover, for some sign of time. No clock. My phone was in my pants somewhere on the floor. Window? Curtained; dim light, but it could be an overcast morning or a bright streetlight.
Bacon. I smelled bacon being cooked. There were voices, quiet but not hushed, somewhere past Emma's bedroom door. I wasn't really paying attention to the layout of the place when I came in, so I had no idea exactly where.
I felt the petite form on top of me shift just a tiny bit. I tried to stay still, not wanting to wake her if she still needed to rest. Unfortunately, not all of me got that memo. I felt myself hardening against her, and she shifted once more. Em sleepily muttered, "Again, cowboy? Really?" I couldn't suppress a laugh.
Her head turned to look at me; not up, specifically, but up in relationship to where we lay together, toward my face. Those pretty dark eyes were half open, and her smile was warm. The affection on her face made me melt. Well, except for that one part. It did the exact opposite, drawing a chuckle. "God, Jay. Have to give a girl a little rest, you know?"
"Sorry, it's got a mind of its own." I leaned up to kiss her, and she sighed happily before resting her head back on my chest.
"Been awake long?"
"No, just a few minutes. Wasn't sure what time it was; jet lag and all." Another kiss, this one on the top of her head, spurred her to burrow her face into my chest.
We laid there quietly for a time, just enjoying each others' presence. I stroked her back and she giggled just a little, ticklish. Emma kissed my chest and pushed herself up a little bit. "That was wonderful, Jay. I..." A bashful little smile. "Thank you."
"Thank me? That was..." I shook my head. "That was the best night of my life. Best day, too, before that."
Emma smiled shyly and nodded. "Yeah. Yeah." She pulled herself up to sitting, straddling me. I remembered her straddling me the night before, and she saw the look on my face. "Oh no, mister. Don't get any ideas."
"Too late." I chuckled, but only rested my hands on her thighs. She stretched; whether intentional or not, she gave me a perfect view of her tight, athletic body, the muscles shifting under her flawless dark skin. "God, Em, you're so beautiful." Suddenly self conscious, she started to pull inward just a little bit. I stroked her cheek and said, "Hey, no. I... I don't think I've ever seen anything so lovely. You don't need to hide anything from me."
She chuckled nervously. "I know, I just..." That pretty smile suddenly looked so unsure. "I really like you, Jay. Like, really like you. I don't do this, ever. Not once. I don't... I don't want you to think that I just wanted to..." She fell silent, a small flicker of shame in her expression.
"No! No, Emma. I don't either. I-- I need to feel something with someone to be with them. And-- god, it hasn't even been a day, and I feel more connected with you than I think I ever have. With anyone. I'm sorry if that's scary, I'm not trying to spook you or make you feel like..."
I was at a loss for words. How do you tell someone that you've just met that you can tell, just from a day with them, that meeting them is going to change the course of your life? How do you say that without sounding like a lunatic? How do you feel that and know that you're not a lunatic?
I continued carefully. "I'm not trying to put any kind of pressure on you. But I want you to know that, if you're feeling shame because of how fast we're moving? I don't think we are moving too fast. I think that we're moving exactly as fast as feels right for us, even if that might seem... irrational to other folks. Does that make sense?"
She laughed. "So you don't think I'm a slut, just crazy?"
"If you're crazy, then sign us both up for some thorazine." I sat up and pulled her into my arms, kissing her again with a tender, quiet passion. Emma's fingers ran through my hair as our kiss deepened, as her tongue slid into my mouth. Then she broke away with a gasp. "Uh uh, cowboy." She put on her horrible attempt at my father's accent again. "I got rode hard and put away wet. This little lady's all tuckered out." She hopped up off me, but I got a quick kiss in on her belly as she did, making her giggle.
We found our scattered clothing and dressed; I took the opportunity to get an eyeful of her in the daylight. That did not make putting my pants on any easier. When we were both ready, and in my case less ready, we went out to face the day.
It was a small place, as she'd told me the day before; we walked straight from her bedroom into the tiny living room, which was flanked by a tiny kitchenette and a tiny dining area. The table there was occupied by two people, a man and a woman, presumably Emma's roommates.
If she hadn't told me they were engaged, I would have thought they were siblings; the first word that came to mind was "stocky." They both had brown hair, brown eyes, and broad, pale faces. The man (Liam, I think?) had a mouthful of food and was chewing, but that didn't prevent him from having a slightly smug smile on his face. The woman, Erin, looked at me with a tiny playful smirk and said, "Well, yeehaw."
I turned bright red. Santa could have used me to light his way. Emma immediately facepalmed. Liam almost choked on his food. Erin laughed loudly and stood up, saying "Come on. Sit down and I'll fix you a couple plates. I imagine you two need to get your strength back up." I went from red to crimson and Emma groaned quietly.
It was good, if basic: bacon, eggs, toast, and strong coffee. Emma murmured, "Sorry about the noise."
Liam spoke for the first time. "Noise? What noise? Did you hear any noise, E?"
"Oh, no, not a bit. Well, a lot of shouting. Some moans. A bit of banging around." She looked up at the ceiling. "Oh, and was that a lonesome ol' coyote I heard howling at one point, cowboy?"