Section One: The Discussion
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Alison spread a bed sheet over her couch. She grabbed the laptop from off the end table and sat down. The screen on the TV matched her laptop. Alison was a white twenty-four year old single woman. She had a longer diamond shaped face, long blond straight hair, wing tipped eye brows, green eyes, a medium sized nose with a hook at the end, cupid lips, dimples, straight teeth (she endured the pain of braces to get them straight), and a cleft chin. She: was five four, her torso was longer than her legs, had tiny round breasts with small perky nipples, was in shape, above her woman hood was a patch of blond pubic hair (hair she'd shave before her wedding night), she had very tight outer lips, noticeable inner lips, her clit was underneath, a noticeable backside, inside of her anus was a small butt plug with a beaded end, short but strong legs, and feet she felt were ugly.
She connected to a porn tube site dedicated to a female audience. She signed into her account. She went to the category page and clicked on "erotic." She clicked on a video with a woman who had a similar shape to hers. She watched a few minutes of the video. She clicked out when the male actor took out a nine inch cock. She paged through more videos. She clicked onto a video where it promised erotic anal sex. After watching a few minutes of the video she felt the actress was actually in pain. There was no way Alison would ever let a guy as big as the actor enter her backside. The only way she would fulfill her fantasy of anal sex was if a future husband had a small cock.
After paging through four complete pages of videos she clicked onto one. It was of an amateur married couple mutually masturbating. They were lying in bed, wearing sleep clothes, and were gently kissing one another. She was attracted to the husband. She liked how the wife had small breasts like her. Alison gently set the laptop down onto the floor and made herself comfortable.
She was turned on by their kissing and sensual touching. She imagined herself as the wife and Cameron the husband. She imaged Cameron kissing her the same way the husband in the video was kissing the wife. She could almost feel Cameron touching her clit the same way the husband was touching the wife. She imagined grabbing onto Cameron's cock the same way the wife was. She imagined stroking Cameron's seven inch cock like the wife in the video. Alison touched herself the same way the husband touched his wife. It turned her on when the husband started to kiss the wife's small breast. This gave her hope a future husband would like her breasts too. She imagined Cameron kissing her perky nipples. Alison increased her speed as the couple aggressively masturbated one another. Alison's chest was flush, her nipples were erect, and she was being verbal. Seeing the guy cum all over the wife's hand was a turn on for Alison. She wondered what would happen next. It was obvious the wife never reached her zenith. The wife grabbed a couple tissues off of a nightstand and cleaned up the mess. To Alison's delight the husband focused on the wife.
She imagined Cameron being a lover who cared if she she had an orgasm. Alison aggressively rubbed herself as the husband rubbed his wife to an orgasm. Alison closed her eyes. Her head went back. She suddenly became silent. Her body became rigid. She held her breath. Alison's feet pointed straight. She held onto her left breast. Her small pussy gripped her fingers and she felt her cheeks tighten around her butt plug. She let out a gasp. Wave after wave pulsated through her body. Her body twitched a few more times. This is when she opened her eyes. She laid there for a while. She imagined cuddling with a future husband. She noticed the couple making love in a sideways position. She considered going another round.
She glanced at the clock above the TV. Within the next couple hours she needed: to shower, eat breakfast, and attend her writers group. A group her friend Madison convinced her to attend many years prior. She sat up and picked up her laptop. She marked the video as a favorite. She closed the laptop and set it on an end table. She turned off the TV. She stepped into the bathroom where she would remove the butt plug and clean it. After she would take a shower and get ready for her writers group.
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She felt guilty for fantasizing about Madison's boyfriend. Madison and Alison had been friends since they were freshmen in college. The previous night Alison met Cameron for the first time at a semi-formal dinner party held at Madison's house. Two things caused Alison to be smitten. The first was observing Cameron refuse the advances of a casual friend of theirs. The second was a delightful forty-five minute conversation with Cameron. It had been a long time since she felt so intrigued by a guy. She never met a guy with his combination of character traits. He was: all guy, loved horses, loved the outdoors, and was creative. A huge bonus was the fact he had manners and was loyal. Alison felt Madison would be foolish to break it off with Cameron. During the time they had been friends Madison had a dozen serious boyfriends, a couple flings, and a friend with benefits.
Over this same time period Alison became engaged to Dale. She met him when she was a Sophomore in college. Six months after graduating college she ended the engagement and moved out of their apartment. She wanted a full commitment and a family. Obviously; these were things Dale had no interest in. Six months after the breakup she started to date again. In her lifetime: she fooled around with a guy just after graduating high school, made love to Dale believing he'd marry her, and had sex with Scott.