Only once in the next few days did either of us get dressed, and that was just to go back to Johnnie Walker's office to sign the contract for Deidra's future bed and breakfast. Well, Deidra did put on an apron when she was cooking so she wouldn't spatter herself and get burned, but even that was so sexy, with her bare ass showing out the back.
We weren't sexually active all of that time. After all, I am older than her parents, and I couldn't keep it going, but we enjoyed the sight of each other's bodies, and a lot of touching went on. I held her hand whenever we walked someplace or put my arm about her, holding her body close to mine.
We also spent hours just sitting and talking, often with me sitting on one of the dining room chairs and Deidra on my lap, straddling my legs, with her breasts against my chest and her pussy pressed against my cock.
We talked about her plans for the bed and breakfast, her psychological counselling, and how best to incorporate it into the B&B scenario. The girl is really sharp! Once she grabbed hold of the idea she ran with it, and it wasn't but two days and she had the plan laid out in her notes in the manner in which she would make it work. She also did a lot of grief counselling for me. I had gone to a shrink shortly after Marja's death, but didn't get any real value from the visits. Deidra on the other hand, sitting on my lap and holding me close to her, was able to break through in ways the shrink couldn't. It wasn't because she was naked and sitting on my lap, either. She just has such a gentle way of talking, but mostly the way she listened, with a question thrown in here and there to guide my thinking, is what did it.
More than once I broke down and sobbed on her shoulder. Deidra held me close and let me cry myself dry, and then loved me back to feeling better. Not once was sex a part of this time together, but thinking back on it, I know this time is what cemented our relationship and made it what it became.
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Sunday rolled around, and was I ever sorry to see the week end! Deidra did a fruit bowl made up of all sorts of melons and tropical fruits, and we fed each other with toothpicks while she straddled my lap. Just as we were finishing, a piece of mango broke off of my toothpick and dropped between her breasts, leaving a moist trail across her taut belly before landing in her little bit of a landing strip.
"Oh, dear! I made a mess! I'd better clean that up before it stains, or something." I reached between us for the errant piece and squashed it into her short pubic hair with my thumb before pressing it downward into her slit. Then I lifted her up onto the table to remove the offending fruit with my tongue while looking up into Deidra's eyes. Seeing the smile on her face made my heart flutter, but I followed the trail of juice up across her belly and between her breasts until I reached the spot where the mango hit in the first place. I marked the spot with a kiss, and then began to kiss my way back down, covering the trail with gentle kisses that had her squirming before I even got to her belly button.
I will admit I got distracted there, and I stopped to thoroughly lick and tickle it with my tongue, driving her wild, but she couldn't get away from my grip holding her on the table. Finally, while she gasped for breath I continued south, kissing her all the while until I reached her landing strip, where I pinched the closely trimmed hairs between my lips and sucked off any remnants of the juice, taking little nibbles and continuing further down oh so slowly.
Deidra's legs were trembling and the musky smell of her arousal was growing stronger by the moment until I just bumped her love nubbin with my lip. Instantly, her legs snapped together, holding my head tightly in place and her hands flew to the back of my head and began pressing my face into her pussy as she had not done all week.
"Ohhh, Toomas. . . ." A gasp for breath, and a tighter squeeze, mashing my nose flat against her pubis. "Ohhh, please, don't tease me any more!" It was a moan, hardly intelligible, with a panting cry to go along with it.
I looked up her trembling body at her face, distorted by passion, eyes wide, and the tendons of her neck drawn tight. I placed a kiss on her nubbin and then sucked it in between my lips and stroked it lightly with my tongue. She jerked like I had connected a 220 wire and quivered and wailed my name before lying back across the table, eyes closed and still. Her chest heaved, drawing in breath after breath, but no response did I get from her.
Marja used to be prone to La Petite Mort, but never to the extent to which Deidra did this time. I sat there, gently stroking her hand while I waited for her to come back to consciousness and admired the beauty of the young woman who had become such a boon to me.
It took only a couple of minutes for Deidra's breath to settle down to a soft, slow pattern. To my amusement, she started a soft, whiffling, snore, and she slept there for about five minutes before awaking with a wide-eyed, unseeing, gaze that finally focused in on my face.
"What did you do to me, Toomas? I have never had anyone do that to me before." She tried to sit, and I slipped an arm behind her to help her up. She wrapped her arms loosely around my neck and leaned against my chest for support while she tried to get her body functioning again.
Two drops of moisture trickled down my chest, and then I heard a sniffle.
"What's wrong, honey?"
"I don't want this week to end, but the girls are going to be coming in any time now, and we won't be able to do this anymore."
I gave her a gentle hug and bent down to kiss the top of her head. "I know, Sweetheart, but it was a wonderful week. I'm so glad you came back early."
Deidra scooted herself off of the edge of the table and tried to stand on wobbly legs and giggled. "I don't know what you did to me, you evil man, you, but you can try to do it again any time you want to!" She drew in a shaky breath and gave me a tremulous smile. "I had better go get some clothes on before we get caught this way. Kat would understand, but I don't think any of the other girls would."
"Kat?"
Deidra hugged me and giggled again. "You don't really think she had to find an apartment this weekend, did you? She knew." Deidra had that mischievous smile again and she winked at me, but then the smile disappeared and she sighed. "We'd better get dressed, and then we need to talk while we are still alone. Meet me here in the kitchen in ten minutes?"
I nodded. I didn't think I could trust my voice at the moment.
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When I walked back into the kitchen, just ten minutes later I found Deidra making coffee. She had on that lovely fuschia sweater again, and those little white shorts. After all, why not? She hadn't worn them long enough for them to be soiled, and she knew I liked them. I mean, what's not to like?
She waved me over to the table and poured two cups of coffee before she sat down around the corner from me. I had so much I wanted to say to her, but she forestalled me with a hand on mine.
"Thank you so much for such a wonderful week, Toomas." She placed a finger on my lips as I started to speak. "Let me finish before I can't." Her eyes were luminous from tears pooling in them. "I love you, Toomas, and not just for what you have done for me, but for who you are. I don't know that I am 'in love' with you, but I love you very much, and that is going to cause problems next semester for the team if we aren't careful."
Her head dropped and she studied her fingers as they played with the handle of her coffee cup. "I would love to share your bed with you, but I can't. It would cause problems with the team, and I won't do that. After the last several days I don't know how I'll live without your loving, but we have to do it."
I reached over for her hands and clasped them in mine.
"Sweetheart, I already knew that. I had it in mind to tell you that earlier today. After you graduate in May you will move into the house since you won't be on the team any more, but until then we'll have to go back to what it has been."
"I love you, too. You have brought back the capacity to love another person, and I'll be forever grateful to you for that. You are much too young for me to be building air castles over, anyhow. You'll be meeting some young man your age one day, and I would never want to be one to get in the way of your future happiness by trying to tie you down to an old man such as myself."
Deidra started to protest, but I in turn stopped her with a fingertip to her lips. I would have much rather stopped her with a kiss, but now was not the time, nor place.
"I don't think it would be wise for us to discuss our business arrangement with any of the others, either. I'll speak with Kat about it, of course, but let's leave the others out of the loop at least for the rest of the year. In fact, while you are still in school it doesn't matter to them. Afterward, you won't be on the team, and you will need a place to live. I have room, and I've offered it to you. That's all they need to know."
Deidra jumped up from her chair and wrapped her arms around my neck again. How I knew I would miss this after today! She pushed my chair back far enough to sit in my lap, crossways this time, and gave me a gentle kiss. "Thank you, Toomas. You have no idea how lonely my little bed will be now, but it has to be." She gave me her mischievous grin again. "You never know what may happen, anyway." With another peck on the lips, and then another embrace in which she managed to try to smother me by burying my face between her breasts, she stood and bent over, with her sweater gapping open enough for me to almost see her nipples, and she stroked Little Toomas. "Goodbye for now, Little Toomas. It was wonderful getting to know you." Then the little minx bent down and placed a kiss through my pants on his head.
I heard a car in the drive as she stood back up, and I stood to go see who it was arriving. Deidra stopped me for one more hug, though, and nestled her head on my shoulder and sighed. "I'm going to miss you, Toomas. We'll both be right here, but I'll miss you." She turned and ran out the door and down to her room as I with a suddenly heavy heart went to the door to greet Kat.
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