Copyright Oggbashan May 2021
The author asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work.
This is a work of fiction. The events described here are imaginary; the settings and characters are fictitious and are not intended to represent specific places or living persons.
Today we had taken our final examination for our work qualifications. It was the cumulation of three years of study and we hoped we would pass and that would be the end. Yesterday evening Amanda and I had been in my flat revising for today's examination. I had taken her home about 11 pm.
Amanda had invited me to come to her house for a celebratory meal cooked by her mother. It was a celebration of the end of the examinations which had finished this Friday afternoon, not of the results which we wouldn't know for two weeks.
Amanda's mother, Janet, is a charge nurse at a local old people's house, working nights Monday to Thursday. She is still a very attractive woman. If Amanda grew up to be like her mother, I would be very happy. But her father, Gerald? I wasn't sure about him. He always seemed grumpy and distracted. Amanda and Janet tried to avoid interaction with him if they could - not difficult for Janet because when she wasn't working on Friday, Saturday and Sunday evenings, Gerald was out drinking with his mates. If I was still around when he returned, it was obvious that he was very drunk.
Gerald seemed to resent me. Why? I didn't know. It was not as if Amanda and I were boyfriend and girlfriend. For the past three years of evening class study at our local college, I had been collecting her. It was a sensible arrangement. The college is seven miles away, served by an infrequent bus route, and I had to pass Amanda's house on the way there and back.
Amanda and I work for the same company, the only two from that office on the course. Janet had a small car that she used to go to work and two evenings of our studies she would be using it. Gerald didn't have a car because he was on his second ban for drink-driving. My car was old, basic, but reliable. Amanda warned me not to upset Gerald.
"He can lose his temper easily, Andrew," she said.
"But why should he with me, Amanda? I am just a colleague who drives you to the college."
"I know. But he has a very short fuse."
We tried to make sure I avoided him. When I collected Amanda she was standing outside her front door. When we returned, I didn't get out of the car. Amanda leaned across, gave me a brush kiss on the cheek and I drove off.
We had had partners during the three years, none of whom had objected to the arrangement for going to and from college. But the last three months had seen the end of our relationships, mutually agreed because both of us were studying and revising too much to have time for much else. Our former partners were still friends but we were no longer significant to them, nor were they to us. I was beginning to think that Amanda and I might, perhaps, become an item but we had been too distracted to do much else than work.
As we left the examination hall, I thought things might have changed. Instead of the brief touch of her lips on my cheek, Amanda had pulled me into a fierce hug and kissed me full on the lips, long and hard.
When we arrived at her house, Amanda took my hand as we walked up the front path. I raised our linked hands.
"Why?" I asked.
"Just because," Amanda replied. "Actually, more than that. You've been there for me for the last three years and for nothing in return. That seems like love to me."
"It does?"
"Yes, Andrew. You've been ferrying me, supporting me in my studies, helping whenever I've felt down or that the course is interminable. You've been more than a friend."
"And you've done the same for me, Amanda."
"So? Why not? We've been collaborating and we hope the results will be worth it. Today's examination? I felt confident. What about you?"
"I was happy with my performance. It seemed easy. Whether it was? We won't know until the results, but I'm reasonably pleased."
"And I'm pleased with you, Andrew."
Amanda stopped to kiss me. She looked into my face.
"I want you, Andrew, to be my boyfriend, please?"
She looked worried as if she was afraid I would reject her. I couldn't. Amanda had been a significant part of my life for the last few years and we had never had an argument or even a cross word. My answer was to kiss her back. Our good mood lasted until Janet opened the front door. Janet had obviously been crying and looked very sad. I just opened my arms and gave her a hug. She snuggled against my shoulder and sobbed.
"What's wrong, Mum?" Amanda asked.
"Gerald's left me. He's gone. And what's worse? He left a list of all the payments he used to make for the mortgage and the utilities. He's stopped paying the lot. And I can't afford them, not on my pay alone."
"But it won't be your pay alone, Mum. I earn a living too, and up to now you have never charged me a penny for rent..."
"That was so you could save up for a place of your own, Amanda."
"That doesn't matter. We need the family home. Where's the list?"
Janet followed us through to the kitchen and picked up the note Gerald had left.
"When I got back from work this morning, he had gone and just left this note and the list of bills. He says we are separated and he will be seeking a divorce when he can."
"Why, Mum?"
Janet started crying against my shoulder again.
"I don't know. There isn't anyone else. I have been faithful. As far as I know, so was Gerald. The only moan I had about him was his drinking but I haven't even criticised him for it - although I should have done. It has been a complete surprise, and the list of payments is cruel. He says he isn't going to pay anything... But why? What have I done?"
"Sod Dad!. We need to sort our finances out first before we can worry about him."
"I'll have to go to the bank on Monday, but that's in the next town."