I gulp Champagne to buy some time.
Stick with being famished...that's all I will give him. Why did I react that way?! I've heard the word marriage all my life, but once he says it, I turn to jelly? I can't do that again.
I place down the fork and relax my body. "I forgot to eat."
"And you felt lightheaded exactly when I said the word marriage?" He interrogates.
"Yeah."
"I don't buy that. The word either upset or shocked you. Which is it?"
"I'd like to skip."
"No skipping, answer me."
Oh, he's not a fool. Jace won't let this go. My lie isn't going to hold. I might as well be truthful.
"The word shocked me."
"Why?"
"That wasn't what I expected to hear."
"What did you think I would say?"
"Not that...I thought you'd say long term."
"Matrimony is long term."
"It is...but we're still strangers."
"Do you want me to stop using the M-word?"
"Yes."
Jace eyes my plate. "Eat something." I dig the fork into a potato stuffed with gravy. "And please start having breakfast."
"I don't know how to call the drone."
"I'll give you access through your phone."
"Alright."
"You can have anything you want."
"You said we're alone, but who's cooking the food?"
"My drones."
"How can they cook, though?" I wave my hand to the plate of food. "This looks top chef."
"China began the trend of eliminating living cooks. With bots, your food is never overcooked or undercooked nor at risk of making you sick. Everything is made to perfection; there's no human error."
"Of course, China started it." I giggle. "I can't wait for food delivery and driving apps to utilize them."
"All labor work will evolve to that in a decade or two." Jace studies me. "I don't think I ever said sorry about the accident."
"You don't need to say it. I know." I rush a smile.
"Have you told your therapist what happened?"
"Yes."
"Could you tell me?"
I chew, wondering if I should.
It's not that sensitive of a subject anymore. I can tell him.
"It still seems like it happened to someone else."
"I bet it does...the attack was random."
"Yeah." I eye the food. "Anyway, the guy was a creep. He locked the doors and went turbo on the gas. I texted Lil. I tried to get help from the app, but the guy took my phone. I couldn't move until my survival mode kicked in. It was so bizarre waking up and hearing about myself on the news. So...strange."
"It was too much for you to bear. I made sure no interviewers approached you in the hospital."
"And the cops?" I glance his way. "None came to question me...or to get a description."
"Them as well. My tech guy, Eric, delivered the photo to the authorities. I didn't want you re-living the trauma."
"Thank you."
"You're welcome." His gaze bounces between my eyes. "Were you happy when Frank was reported dead?"
"No...there are prisons for a reason. I'm not dead, so why should he be?"
"You were close!"
I'm caught off guard by how on edge he is.
Why?
"True...but I'm here."
"You trust the justice system enough to punish a sleezbag?!" His flustered voice confuses me.
"I do."
"Two meals a day, plus dessert. Bed, pillow, and blanket. Outdoors time. That isn't punishment!"
Jace's fuming words frighten me. I stumble from my chair.
No. No. No. It can't be!
"YOU HAD HIM KILLED?!" My skeleton rattles; my heart throbs up a storm.
"Rightfully so." He gestures to my chair. "Please sit back down."
"That was wrong!"
"So was his list of victims...from kids to young women. The man was a living demon. Tell me you didn't want to kill him? So, I know you're lying."
"I did...but only in a dream, not in real life!"
"The world won't miss him. Frank would have been another fat cat milking the justice system. No death row. No lethal injection. Just comfort until his final days."
"That doesn't mean you were right. Two wrongs don't make a right!" I catch my breath between my words.
"Madison, you're unwell; please sit back down." Jace stands.
"YOU CAN'T MURDER PEOPLE! I hope you haven't done this before. You said it yourself. All of your tech is weaponized. Why?"
"For my safety. I'm not a killer. I only gave the order."
I recall his group of hitmen. The leader comes to mind. "Was it Alonso?" I lose my balance. Jace hurries to support me. I share a petrified look with him. "No...no, get away from me!" I push him off and wobble away.
The path we took is stretched further.
Was it always this long? Or is my mind disoriented?? How could Jace do such a thing?! Call a hit on someone who was already in custody? How did he get away with it? The FBI isn't on his trail; they might be now that we've been sighted together. But who's to say the police aren't in his pocket. Paid to turn the other cheek? This is too much!
My vision goes blurry with hysteria. My feet double due to dizziness.
This can't be true. Can't be real. I'm dreaming. No way the man I'm staying with ordered a hit! I couldn't have heard that right! Jace is too professional and rational. He's also in the spotlight. How could he be so reckless?! Is the fame and glamor a blinding shield? Does it blind the world of his dark side? Is it blinding me?? He has weapons surrounding him, ready to fire off. Why?
I make it to my room and lock the door. I rest my head on it and heave in and out.
What do I do about this? Do I still stay after knowing Jace had someone killed? How do I deal with this?! I thought he was a good guy. A big-hearted man. Was I wrong to think that? My phone is in his office
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