*You are the man of my dreams. Thank you for your confidence in me, this is for you.
Amber was a newly divorced Housewife of a twenty-year marriage. She was getting ready to celebrate her 43rd birthday, and was not going to have another year of just being content. She wanted to be desired, to feel sexy, and most of all wanted to experience the life she knew was out there. She was tired of just sitting around the house waiting for something to happen and was going to do something about it.
One day while sitting on the front porch surfing the Internet, she saw an advertisement for a chat room. Curios, she clicked on the link and her screen flashed to life. She read a little about the chat site and decided to give it a try.
She joined the chat site, chose her screen name "AmberEyes" and signed on. She wanted to find someone to talk to, get to know them, maybe flirt a little. What she did not expect was all of the immediate "invites" from other members for private chats. She accepted invitation after invitation, only to find this was way out of her league. There were all kinds of "Sexual Request" that freaked her out. This totally ruined the experience for Amber. A little shocked and embarrassed, she logged off of the site and closed her computer.
Later that evening while sitting in bed, Amber decided to give the site another try. This time when she logged on, she chose to be invisible, and to do the "invite's" herself. She thought back and decided that she wanted just a plain guy, none of the wild names that popped up earlier; like "BigDaddy," "Whipsforyou," or "BeMyDaughter" (that one was really wild, he wanted to role play; he wanted to be her daddy while Amber was the naughty Daughter) she thought, "I think not!"
Amber scrolled down the list of members currently online and saw a user named "Jim Guest." "Hmmm," she thought to herself, "can't get more normal than that." So she clicked and invited "Jim Guest" to a private chat. Within seconds he appeared in her private chat room. They exchanged pleasantries, asked basic questions, age, location, marital status, etc. They were both divorced, he 46, she 42, both missing a little something from life. She lived in California, he in Florida. She thought, "Ok, no threat; I can chat with this guy, have a little fun."
They talked for a long time in the chat room. When they got ready to sign off, neither wanted to say goodbye. They agreed they would find each other the next night.
The next day Amber could not wait until it was time to get on the Internet to meet "Jim Guest". She had thought about him all day, there was just something about him that stuck in her mind; he just made her feel good about herself. Just talking to him that one night, he seemed so sweet. As 8pm rolled around, she took out a bottle of wine, poured her a glass and sat down with her laptop.
She signed on and sure enough "Jim Guest" was online. She went invisible so she would not be disturbed and invited "Jim Guest" to her chat room. Again within seconds he was there.
His first response was "Hello Sweetheart," she thought to herself, "He does not even know me and he is calling me Sweetheart." Just to be fun, she responded with, "Hi sexy." He went on to tell her that he was glad that she was able to be online that evening and that he had thought a lot about their conversation from the night before. She was hoping, going by their conversation tonight, that he was feeling a little like she was. They begin more of a flirtatious conversation. He was telling her about how he would like to be holding her at that time and that he felt like there was a connection between them.
Amber did not understand how she could in real life, like and have feelings for this guy. This was only the second time she had spoken/chatted with him and she felt as if she had known him forever. She laughed at herself because she actually had butterflies in her stomach just thinking about him. They spent hours on the Internet that night, chatting, flirting, and even describing how it would be to make love to one another. By the time they were ready to say good night "Jim Guest" asked for her real name. She told him it was Amber, and he replied that his was Jim. He asked her if he gave her his email address if she would be comfortable emailing him and chatting outside the chat room. She agreed, so they exchanged email addresses and after testing the addresses they said their goodbyes and signed off for the night.
From that day on, Amber and Jim exchanged daily emails. When they would each have the time, they would chat, there were erotic chats as well as common every day-to-day goings on. They spoke on the phone every other day. Amber started to feel as if she were falling in love.
Three weeks later, as Amber was checking her emails, like usual she had an email from Jim. He had just been assigned to a job for three weeks in California that would have him less than forty miles from her. She was in shock. They had discussed meeting, but deep down she never really thought they would be have the chance to meet. Now in less in than seven days, he was going to be within driving distance of her. Everything they had discussed ran through her head; the long talks about walking hand in hand, her lying in his arms. The sex chats they had had. "Oh God," she thought. "I can't do this." She closed her laptop and dug out her phone to call Jim.
Jim was sitting at his desk when is cell phone rang, checking his caller ID he knew it was Amber, he answered "Hey Sweetheart."
"Hi," then all was quiet for a while.
"What's wrong, did you get my email?"
"Yes, I got it... Jim...I-I don't know if I can do this, I'm not that person. You know I have never really done all that stuff we talked about. You can't come here expecting that in person. We have both talked...well, um; you know about sex stuff, but I'm not like that in real life," she said anxiously.
"Whoa, whoa, Sweetheart, calm down, I'm not expecting anything from you. We can meet and talk, just take it from there. I know we have both said things; I've never done half the things I said either, most of it was just talk. We will work it out, Ok? Just calm down and talk to me."
Amber sat down on the sofa and took a deep breath, "I'm just scared Jim. We live different lives, miles apart from one another. We don't really know one another."
Sitting back in his chair resting his head on his headrest "I feel as if I know you. I want to meet you. You are all I think about. I look at this as fate giving us a chance. We can take it step by step. No promises, no guarantees. Ok?"
Taking a deep relaxing breath she answers, "Ok."
"Sweetheart I've got a meeting I'm going to be late for, I will call you later and we can finish this. Are you Ok?"
"Yes, I'm fine now, bye Jim."
"Bye Sweetheart." Each time he called her Sweetheart it made her heart flutter. She loved it. She had never had anyone call her that.
The seven days went by really fast. They talked each night on the phone and made plans to meet in the lobby of the hotel the evening he came in to town.
Amber had never been so nervous in her life. She was almost in love with this man and she was getting ready to meet him for the first time. Jim had told her to take a taxi to the hotel and that he would call for her a taxi when she was ready to leave.
