Author's note : A short story about blossoming romance and illicit lust between a guy and a married woman who falls for his wiles. This could be the start of a multi chapter story... let's see what you readers think of it. Precious little sex in this as I want to set up the mood. Of course, both characters are over 18.
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It has been a topsy-turvy year, and I guess it is now about time I shared my side of the story.
I knew that my colleague at work, Philip, enjoyed writing. I also knew that he enjoyed visiting a certain site that wasn't really a fixed position in my bookmarks. Let us say that the site in question is open to self-written stories of a.... a different style.
When I accidentally found out his screen name on this site, about twelve months back, I noted it down on my little black book. Back home, in the little apartment I shared with my husband, I logged on to the site, looked up his name, and started scrolling around on his stories. I found that Philip was the author of a number of stories, that strangely enough, had large references to my name.
I was shocked, to say the least, but mightily intrigued. I decided to open one of the stories and was thoroughly shocked to read what had been going on through his mind. I blushed as his story featured us in diverse positions, mostly indecent. But I read on, sometimes blushing furiously at his descriptions. He could write, my god, could he write. His words flowed easily, putting me in situations that had me pressing my legs together.
I could hardly believe he could do that to me just by writing. But what amazed me more than the situations, was the fact that he actually seemed to care for me a lot. I could tell that he genuinely had something for me. And I don't mean that it was only sexual, but it transpired that he had a heart that was simply bursting with love and admiration for me.
That set me thinking, of course. I realized that many might have had crushes on me, but only due to my body. And of course, I wasn't even that sexy anyway. I was way underweight. My jaw was strong, I had a Roman nose and ears that stuck out too much. Put together though, it wasn't a bad package, but I still had my doubts. Of course, Philip saw beyond all that.
He genuinely liked me for who I was, attractive or not. I could feel the yearning in his heart just by reading his words... how he wanted to just hold me, or hug me forever... words like never letting me out of his sight.
I have to admit that despite being slightly disturbed by his writing, I was also fascinated and actually proud that somebody could think of me that way. And I am saying this because frankly, after marriage, my life with my husband took a turn downwards.