Charlene Must Be Crazy, an OnlyFans Weekend
Charlene
I must be crazy. I have never done anything like this. This goes against every amount of common sense and advice about things to NEVER to do on OnlyFans. And I have been doing this for two years! I have never done this once! Meeting a fan? For a weekend of sex?
These thought's trembled through Charlene's head as she walked towards the Coffee Shop where Ashton was supposed to be waiting. She was confident on the outside, but scared to death on the inside. No one thought this was a good idea. She had showed her friends the messages. The way Ash spoke to her. How he was open and genuine. How he was straight forward. How he was considerate. And his way with words and language. But they all advised her that he was just another fan. It's stupid. Don't do it.
But here she was anyways. She couldn't resist. The feelings she had were not love, she knew that, more like an excitement. A sense of danger. Curiosity. Fear. She loved feelings like these. These were the moments that made life worth living.
After all, she told herself, if he was a creep or a predator, he certainly went out of his way to make her feel safe. He had carefully selected a spot to meet. A Coffee Shop right across the street from a big police station. In the open surrounded by vehicles and people. Where they could talk and see each other in as much safety as possible.
As she crossed the street, she sees him. He is the only customer on foot today. Dressed exactly as he said he would be. An unbuttoned black shift with small white lines, a tucked in black t-shirt, black belt, blue jeans. Normal. Safe. Sexy. He doesn't see her yet. He is checking his phone.
Her feet propel her closer. Her heart races. She must be crazy.
Ashton
I must be crazy.
This is so stupid. I'm probably going to be arrested for wanting to get together with a stranger. She's probably not even real, probably some FBI sting to catch predators. This is fucking stupid. I should just walk away. Someone like her would never be interested in me.
My hands tremble in my pockets. I'm terrified. Why did I suggest a coffee shop across the street from the police station? I try not to look around. I check my phone, no messages. Nothing. Keep calm. Keep cool.
Hope keeps me here. Char has been so good to me. So real and authentic. I'm terrified she will never turn up and the whole thing will be an illusion. That I was duped, fooled, taken advantage of. Again.
No, Char wouldn't do that. She probably just changed her mind. I can't blame her. This is everything you are never supposed to do. You never see strangers from the internet. But for some reason she offered to meet with me. I made all the arrangements. All on a hope. A hope that she will show. That we will like each other. That we will have great sex.
Then I see her. She is crossing the street. She is in her every day clothes. Tank top. Jeans. Beach blonde hair loose in the wind, down to the top of her shoulders. She looks small. She looks amazing. She is looking at me. She is smiling.
Oh. My. God.
My heart skips a beat. Her smile is genuine. I can always tell if they are faked. Hers is real. But she is scared. Nervous.
Well, I am too.
Ok. I take a deep breath. We look at each other for the first time. She looks amazing. She is here. And she is smiling at me. I reach out, instinct. She flinches when I reach for her. She pauses and seems to collect herself. She takes my hand and we shake. Friends greeting each other.
We need coffee. Coffee makes everything better. I ask her what she wants and order. We sit at the little blue table and chat while sipping on our coffee. At first it is awkward, but one of us makes a joke. And suddenly a door opens. This is Char. I know her. I've spoken with her dozens of times. She knows me. We have shared secrets with each other. I gently reach out. Lightly touch her fingertips. She looks down, and with a dazzling smile, she entwines her fingers in mine.
My breath stops.
She is with me.
Charlene
His hand is so warm. Mens hands were supposed to be rough and hard. And he has a hard job! His hands should be rough. But they are not. They are big, I can feel the strong muscles in his fingers. They are soft and warm. My fingers tingle where we are touching.
He is real. He is exactly what he said he was. A crooked smile. An easy laugh, glasses, kind eyes. He is so different. He looks younger than his age, but the circles under his eyes, small wrinkles forming on them, a slight sprinkling of grey hairs shows he has lived a hard life. And for some reason, he wants me to be apart of it. Even if its only for a weekend.
As we talk, I realize he is genuine. He is exactly as I dreamed. A soft voice.
God, this isn't what is supposed to happen. He is supposed to be a creep. I should be running for the hills. I check my phone. My friends are blowing it up. I message them back the password phrase we agreed on earlier. It means I'm fine and he is nice. It means all is well. This way he couldn't take my phone and pretend to be me.
As we talk and get to know one another, I can feel the barriers come tumbling down. I realize he is as terrified as I am. Oh, my poor Ash. He is so sensitive, so caring. He is trying so hard to be confident, but I see right through him. He is scared, but also excited. His eyes give him away.
He is not lying.
He wants me for me. Me as I am. Not dolled up. Just me as I am.
I want him. He is real. I remember his words. I want him so bad. This man is real. I don't care if he is older. He is genuine.
He asks if I want to visit the nearby zoo to keep getting to know each other.
No. I want one thing. Its why I came here. Its why I pushed through all the nerves, all the fear, all the doubt. He is here, he is real. And I want him.
I lean in, look him straight in the eyes. I know he is a gentle soul, so I try to be as gentle as my throbbing body allows.
"No, zoo later. Right now, I want you to take me to bed."
Ashton