"Jane, have you gotten a look at the new ER doctor yet?" Maxine Sidel asked her friend.
"Yeah, Dr. Lovell right?" Jane St. John asked.
"Oh yeah, we call him Dr. Love. The guy is gorgeous and built like a brick shit house. I'm tellin' you, that man is built for speed and durability."
"You're bad, Max. He seems like a nice guy from what everyone has told me. He is quiet and mostly keeps to himself. Not exactly your type."
"Honey any man that looks like that, is definitely my type. I'm trying to get the scoop on him, but no one knows anything. The guy is a legit mystery. He isn't even on Facebook. I can't tell whether he has a girlfriend, a wife, or a sex slave in his basement."
"Well, maybe that's exactly what he wants? I can relate to not wanting to be bothered at work by a constant stream of people looking for hook-ups in the locker room or supply closet. Hospitals are divorce factories; with the crazy hours, stress, lack of sleep and hell, even folks looking to snag a Doctor and live the high life."
"You're too cynical, kiddo. We need to get you out and get you back into the human race. John's been out of your life for how long now? That ship sailed and sunk.
You should come out with us Friday for our girls night out. There ain't nothin' going on in your head that can't be fixed by vodka and hot guys to buy it."
"No, I'm not looking for love; been there done that. I'm perfectly fine concentrating on work right now."
"Who the hell is talking about love? I'm talking about getting drunk and getting laid. Jesus, your B.O.B. needs a break."
Laughing Jane said, "At least my battery operated boyfriend won't leave me when times get tough."
"Jane, get back out there. You're gorgeous, smart as a whip and you have a body that makes men melt. Hell, I'd do you."
"Shut up!" Jane said laughing and walked away.
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St. Alexander's is a large hospital in the suburbs of Chicago. It's the largest in the area and is renowned for it's Cancer treatment center and it's ER.
Dr. Colten Lovell, was hired on after completing his internship at St. Alex. He made a name for himself by saving a local newscaster who got stabbed by a stalker. His quick thinking and calm demeanor saved the barely alive beauty and as a result of the press attention could've gotten a job anywhere. He chose to stay at St. Alex because he grew up in the suburbs of Chicago and had family roots there.
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"Listen Bitch! Give me the money and you get the crank. I don't work on credit and I don't want your skanky diseased ass either. I didn't come out here to get stiffed by housewives." Manny said to the lady sitting in her car with her child in the car seat. They were in a secluded parking lot trying not to get noticed.
"Please, I need it. Look I'll have the money Friday. Please..."
Two cars sped through the lot and screeched to a stop next to the dealer's car. The policemen got out brandishing their guns and the leader told Manny, "Don't move. Put your hands up."
Manny panicked and took off running. The youngest of the policemen chased after him on foot. Out of nowhere Manny stopped and turned around with his own gun. He fired several shots until the police were able to stop him with lethal force.
When the smoke cleared, the mother's screams for help brought them running to the car. Manny did not hit the cops or the mother, but a bullet hit the two year old child in the chest.
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"C'mon little man, stay with us." Colt begged out loud as he performed the emergency surgery on the small boy, shot in the drug deal gone bad.
There were tears in the room as Colt had to give up his life saving efforts. The boy lost too much blood and they couldn't stop the bleeding in time. All Colt could do was call the time of death and break the news to the parents. He did not know the mother was in a jail cell, the father was nowhere to be found and the only ones waiting were police and child services.
Colt had dealt with death in his job many times before, but never that of a child. He walked out of the operating room and washed his hands. He wondered if he really had to or if he was merely delaying the inevitable.
He pushed open the doors to the waiting area he gave the news as professionally as he could. He couldn't do what he wanted to do and break down. He had to remain calm, cool and collected.
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"Jane, did you hear about what happened in the ER?" Max asked as they walked to their cars after their long shifts.
"Yeah, I heard the police broke up a drug deal and a little boy got shot. Dr. Lovell couldn't save him when they got the boy here."
"How horrible. A two year old kid at a drug deal. I can't imagine how the parents feel. Dr. Love took it fine but some of the operating room staff were pretty upset afterwards."
"Who wouldn't be? We aren't robots."
"I know. Well, goodnight."
"Goodnight."
As she walked to her own car Jane passed by a car with a man crying into his hands behind the wheel. She stopped and knocked on the window to make sure he was okay.
The window rolled down and Jane realized that it was Dr. Lovell. "Doctor, are you okay?" She said as her heart broke for him. She knew why he was crying and knew why he was doing it in his car, away from the hospital staff.
"Yeah, sorry. I'm taking one a little hard. I never lost a little kid before and I'm having a rough time with it."
"Why don't you come with me over to the pond. No one will be there now and you'll have some privacy."
As she said that Max drove by with a smile and waved at them.
"Uh, yeah. Let's do that."
There was a large pond behind the hospital that had benches around it and a paved walkway that ran all the way around. They got to the nearest bench and as Jane said, they were alone.
As they sat she took his hand and he said, "Thank you. You didn't have to check on me, uh, I'm sorry I don't know your name."
"It's Jane, and I couldn't leave you like that. Everyone needs someone, sometime. Even big, tough doctors."
He laughed and said, "Thanks. I guess you're right. I'm Colten Lovell. My friends call me Colt." He smiled at her and her heart melted.
"Damn, he's gorgeous," she thought and quickly shook that off. He was in pain and she was going to help him, not lust after him.
"You're a nurse right?" She nodded yes.
"What department?"
"Operating rooms."
"Oh, I'm surprised we haven't met then."
"Well, I guess I don't get down to the ER that often."
"How did you know I was in the ER?"
She blushed and said, "Word of what happened got around pretty quickly." Proud of how quickly she covered and couldn't tell him every nurse knew who Dr. Love was.
"Oh, yeah. I guess it would. There's more gossip in hospital halls than high schools. It's one of the reasons I try to keep to myself."
"I get it. Well I'm sure to see more of you soon."