Fuck, fuck, fuck. I had fucked up again. I had promised her I would be there for her opening at the art gallery. She is an artist and this was her big moment. Her parents and all her friends were there. Everyone except for me. I knew I wouldn't be able to talk my way out of this one but I had to try. She was the love of my life and I didn't want to live if living meant being without her.
I had forgot that it was Valentines Day. I had forgot that it was her birthday. In the last month I had to work overtime twice when we had a date and I forgot to call her. Tonight I showed up when her showing was closing for the night. She was already walking to her car when I rushed up to her.
"Baby, I'm sorry. I wanted to be here, but..."
She cut me off before I could finish.
"Go to hell, Brady. Stay the fuck out of my life. I don't need you. I hope you fucking die," she screamed at me.
I helplessly watched her get into the car with her parents and drive away. I sat on the curb and sobbed. I really had fucked up this time.
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Audrey had been smitten with Brady the first time she had seen him. He had come to a party given by one of her girlfriends. Brady had mingled with other guests, his natural charm made him instantly welcome. He had only been there ten minutes when he spotted her. She was over in the corner of the room looking around as is she was seeking to escape the unwanted attention she was getting from the guy in front of her. He wanted to meet her.
"Dave, over my right shoulder in the corner. Who's the girl that looks like Audrey Hepburn?" Brady asked his friend who he had come to the party with.
"That would be Audrey," Dave chuckled.
"No, man. Really, what's her name?"
"I'm not joking. Her name really is Audrey. But don't waste your time. She doesn't let guys pick her up."
Brady didn't care, he just had to meet her. As he crossed the room she looked at him with pleading eyes.
Audrey wanted to get away from the guy who had her trapped in the corner. His inane banter was driving her up the wall. She looked around seeking any excuse to break away. That was the first time she saw Brady. He reminded her of a big cat stalking it's prey in the way he eased across the room. She thought he was strikingly handsome, his raven black hair and light blue eyes. She looked at him hoping he would come to her rescue.
"Audrey, I've been looking for you everywhere. We really need to discuss that matter we were talking about," Brady said stepping up beside her. Then to the guy who was bothering her, "Excuse us, fellow. We really have important business."
Brady took Audrey by the arm and escorted her out onto the back deck leaving her tormentor standing slack jawed watching their departing backs.
"Thank you for getting me out of there. By the way, do I know you?"
"Not yet. Name's Brady, Brady Ryan."
"Well, Brady Ryan, thanks again. He was about to drive me up the wall."
"Glad to be of service to such a fair maiden. I guess I will leave now so that I don't become the next guy you want to be rescued from."
"Wait, Brady. I usually know everyone at these parties but I've never seen you before. Where are you from."
"Texas. I came to the party with a buddy of mine, Dave. I reckon you know him."
"Dave, the ex-marine Dave. The Dave who served in the special forces." Suddenly her eyes went wide. "Oh my God, you're Brady. You're the guy he's always talking about, the one who saved all their lives."
Brady didn't like to talk about his time in the military. He had done what he had to do while in combat but he preferred not to relive those days.
"Yeah, well, I think Dave is prone to exaggeration. I wouldn't believe everything he says."
"A hero and modest, too."
Brady wanted to change the subject. "You know you look a lot like..."
"Yeah, I know Audrey Hepburn, right?"
"Actually I was going to say you look like a girl I knew in high school but now that you mention it, I can see a slight resemblance to the movie star."
Audrey looked sharply at Brady and saw a twinkle in his eyes and a little twitch at the corners of his mouth and realized he was teasing. She laughed out loud, the sound reminded Brady of silver bells and sent shivers up his spine.
They talked on into the night. Brady learned that Audrey was and artist who was hoping to become successful. Audrey learned that Brady had just moved to town and was working for a security agency. Audrey looked at her watch and saw that all too soon it was two in the morning.
"Brady, it was very nice to meet you and I've really enjoyed the conversation but it's late and I have to go."
Brady looked at his watch. "Wow, I can't believe it's already this late. Can I walk you out to your car."
"Sure, if you like."
Brady saw Dave sitting on the couch as they went through the house and he held up one finger to let him know he would be right back. Once at her car, Brady held her door open as she slid in behind the wheel.
"Audrey, I know we just met but I was wondering if you would have dinner with me?"
"That's very kind of you to ask but I'm really trying to concentrate on my career right now." Audrey watch the look of hope in Brady's face turn to one of dejection.
"Okay, sure. I understand. Good night Audrey," Brady said nodding sadly. He gently closed her door and turned to head back into the house. Audrey watched him walking away and came to a quick decision and rolled down her window.
"Brady," she called out. "I'll meet you at the Olive Garden Friday night at seven thirty."
Brady's face lit up with a big grin. "Sounds great. I'll be there."
That was their first date. Brady's charm and easy going nature touched Audrey in ways no man had ever done. When she spoke, he listened intently to everything she had to say. He preferred to talk about her and the things she was interested instead of about himself like most men she knew. Going against her rule of not dating, she accepted his invitation to go to the state fair the next weekend, too.
They both had a great time at the fair. They went on many of the rides, she held tight to his arm on the roller coaster. Brady won her a big stuffed panda at one of the shooting arcades. This date led to more dates and Audrey finally had to admit to herself, she had fallen for this man. As for Brady, he knew he wanted a relationship with her at the end of their second date. Brady had learned patience in the Marine Corp, know your objective but don't rush in taking it. He never pressured Audrey, instead he let nature take it's course. They had been dating for almost five months before they made love for the first time. That was the night they openly professed their love for each other.
Brady's first big faux pas came on Valentines Day. He had never really told Audrey exactly what he did, just that he was a security consultant. While the agency he ran did do security audits and make recommendations, they also provided security personnel to high profile clients who needed body guards for special events. As a result he often had to travel. Audrey didn't really mind, as this gave her time to concentrate on her paintings. As it happened, on Valentines Day he was wrapped up in making sure the security teams he had been asked to provide for a big party were all in place. He didn't realize until he had picked up Audrey for dinner and she gave him a card that he had forgotten. Brady was totally embarrassed and Audrey was a little hurt. He made up for it by sending her a dozen red roses the next day.