Bonnie falls into love part 4
Sometimes in June on the Kitsap Peninsula, when you're wanting warmth after nine months of gray and drizzle June mornings have a hint of warmth but here's the prevailing breeze laced with a salt air off of Puget Sound. I was running through Illahee state park. The grass was green, the Doug firs were a darker green, the water of Rich's Passage was gray green. It was like a fusion Japanese painting mixing charcoal and watercolors.
I was still running my ten thousand meter intervals. I'd received a letter from the US track and field organization to participate in a series of pre-Olympic events leading up to the 2004 Olympics for the 10,000 meter event. Technically these were amateur events. There was participation money and if it looked like you had a chance, then sponsorships would appear. Not like getting wealthy, but I could pay my bills for gas and contribute towards food.
My time at 31.35 was in the top ten in the world over last year and half of this year. I thought I could do better too. I was listening to NSYNC I want you back, but Leann Rimes singing Blue, touched my heart. She's such a cute little bug, I told moms that I wished we could meet, I was such a huge fan. That she looked just like Tina was a positive too.
I had started please myself again and she was riding my face when I'd cum. I ran up on our porch and came in and Jenny and Rose were climbing all over Bart, their daddy. He seemed like he was a great dad. I can't imagine fucking him, what was wrong with me. Jim and Tim too, my half brother and his friend. Fuck, I was such a slut then.
Then? I was going to a lesbian bar in about downtown Bremerton tonight, Sirens. I had talked with Sylvia about it yesterday and she knew the owners (former lover) and said it was a safe place. She said that Hannah wanted to me find a nice woman, settle down and be a mom. She said that Hannah wanted to introduce me to a teacher in the district. "Really, " my heart was pounding, "Uhh huh, do you want to see a picture?"
I nodded, biting my lip, which caused Sylvia to roll her eyes and say, "Down girl."
She was voluptuous with blond hair. Soft face with a little double chin and she had monstrously big tits. I actually got wet and I knew that Sylvia knew. I needed to wear a stronger perfume. I looked at her and nodded.
"I would love to meet her. She is gorgeous. I just don't want to be hurt again. I'm afraid."
"How about dinner here Sunday afternoon?"
Bart was saying something to me and I wasn't paying attention.
"I'm sorry, I was thinking about my running this fall," seems I could lie.
He said, "We have a job at our Gig Harbor branch working for Joann Weir, the branch manager," he leaned over and handed me his business card, "her number is on the back Monday would be fine to call her. Pretty impressive job running. Your mom would be proud."
I said, "They are, I've never felt more safe and cared for. Neither have ever given me a STD. I changed my name for God's sake. I have not received a letter ever."
"Umm, sorry."
"It's okay, thanks for opportunity, I need something like this because I am getting ready for the indoor season. I'm going to try to make the 2004 Olympics."
It was ten in the morning, all I could think about was clubbing tonight. I was worried about getting hurt, but it had so long since my face was buried in a woman's cunt, having my head pushed into a woman's cunt. I got off and my gunny was so wet it sounded like a plunger in a toilet as I had four fingers in me getting me off. I set my phone alarm for five thirty tonight and pulled my coverlet over me. I forgot my shorts were around my ankles.
Somebody was shaking my shoulder and saying, "Bonnie wake up it's dinner time."
I opened my eyes and it was Sylvia. She was covering her eyes. I was on my back and the coverlet was off. Fully exposed was my never shaved red bush (covers matched the drapes) and I pulled the cover over my cunt.
Sylvia laughed and said, "Thanks, have you ever shaved that forest?"
"Nope, queer women athletes absolutely love my bush," I winked.
"Mom, I'm going to Sirens tonight at nine tonight. Can you distract mom at nine tonight. Text me when the coast is clear?"
She nodded. Dinner was roasted broccoli with almonds, grilled tuna and basmati rice. I was rehydrating with water and tea. I was so hungry and had seconds.
I wanted to be a woman's wife so much. I'm excited to be a slut tonight. I always got so insecure about what to wear. How do I show off my nipples, but not make it patently obvious I was flat as a board. I WAS pretty, and had great wheels (legs) and a world class ass (when Aoki and I went to lesbian swingers meeting and she made me fuck other women, she would show my ass off. My cunt loved being dominated in those settings, but my heart broke) so I was going to wear a super tight pink min-skirt and I was going commando. Six inch opened toed pink pumps (from Aoki, I was so in love with her still) with white thigh high stockings and a sleeveless white blouse with a high collar, backless showing off my alabaster skin.
