She was beautiful. Her eyes, big and blue, were a distracting feature of her face. If you could manage to take your eyes away from hers, you would see a beautiful smile -- somehow alluring, naughty and sweet all at the same time. Her nose was perfect, complimented by a subtle piece of jewellery in her pierced right nostril. Her hair was always long, thick and full, sometimes put up neatly, at other times loose and wild.
If you had managed to steal your eyes from her gaze and you allow yours to wander further south, you would enjoy a body that is perfect by anyone's judgement. Her neck needed to be kissed. Kissing downwards, you would be met by beautifully shaped, pert tits, usually free from the restraint of a bra. Her stomach was flat and bejewelled by a navel piercing. Her legs were long and shapely, powerful and feminine. These led down to pretty feet with always pedicured toes.
Turn her over and working back up her legs, you would be greeted by the most perfect arse. Perfectly sized, perfectly shaped... just perfect. Look up and over her arse, her back in this position is incredible. Her curves are to die for. Everything you could imagine -- wide hips and tiny waist. Opening up her arse cheeks, she has a tight arsehole that would twitch and wink before it was licked. Further to her front was a bare pussy, often glistening with wetness, always inviting.
She had many tattoos, and many of these were hidden from the public in places usually covered by clothes -- upper thighs, across her back, back of her neck, foot and ankle.
She was perfect. She was mine. She is Bethan.
I say she was mine because she no longer is. We went through a very difficult time and she said some very hurtful things. It got to a point when I said that we should call it a day. I didn't mean it. Of course I didn't mean it. It just all got too much. I was constantly making mistakes, doing the wrong thing, saying the wrong thing. My intentions were always good. The application always fell short. I could never show her how I felt about her. I loved her like I hadn't loved anyone before. I still do. For all her cruel words, I still loved her. I loved her smile, her laugh and, of course, her naughtiness.
See, this was a relationship grounded in lust. That is not to say it was entirely lust. I loved her and it was the first time I have ever felt as though I was in love with anyone. I have had a few girlfriends before and loved a few, but never in love. I never believed in "the one" until I fell for Bethan. She was, and is, the one. I want no one else.
But lusty it was. When we started to get to know each other more, perhaps, intimately, I could not believe my luck of having found her. She was perfect. As described above, physically, she was something else. Way out of my league. She had lads after her -- she knew that, and I knew that. Sexually though, we were so compatible. She was open and experimental. She loved submitting but could also offer faux-dominance. I say "faux-dominance" as we both knew I was in charge.
At 32, I was five years older than her. We met at work -- she a trainee and me taking up somewhat of an unofficial mentor role. I used to watch her, openly leering at her arse and trying to work out where her tattoos were. She told me she had them but wouldn't tell me where. I would often take myself off to the toilet to relieve my urges, either after watching her or beforehand, knowing that I would need to suppress the inappropriate bulge in my trousers somehow.
Although she was tall, I was slightly taller, though not by much. My real dominance came in my strength. Naturally wide shouldered, I worked out a bit and had always been strong. My upper body strength combined with powerful legs found me success in rugby teams and that strength had never left. She knew I could use this strength and she was willing to submit because of it.
On occasions, the urges I had took over me. Despite being in control for most of the time, she would often remark that I did not know my own strength and was heavy handed. She liked it. However, I would sometimes be so caught up in the passion, I could take it too far. Although these primal urges would catch us both off guard, cuddling up afterwards would seem to make up for it and she would sometimes say that she even enjoyed it...
I have many stories of our time together, and hopefully I can share these with you. The story for today is of a night I had planned a few months ago.
Bethan arrived and came straight up the stairs of my flat and into my room. She knew the gist of what the night was about, but no more. She knew she would be dominated and obediently took off her clothes. I firstly blindfolded her, removing that sense, and heightening others. I tied her wrists together behind her back and forced her to her knees. She gasped.