O what a heaven is love! O what a hell!
Thomas Dekker
Hell isn't merely paved with good intentions, it is walled and roofed with them.
Aldous Huxley
(1894 -- 1963)
Chapter two in less than 6 months. Thank you for all your comments, I really appreciate them. Please don't stop. Hope you all like it.
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In the morning, I left for the store early. I was walking on clouds, dancing and whistling all the way. However, as the day went on I began to think. Had I taken advantage of Maggie? Was she vulnerable because of the situation with her husband and did I take advantage of that? Would she have wanted me to make love to her if her marriage wasn't a mess?
The more I thought about it the worse I felt. I was a cad. How could I have done that to such a wonderful person?
By the time I left work and was walking to Phyllis' apartment, I was really down on myself.
I knocked on the door. Maggie opened it. She had a very serious look on her face. "Come in John," she said.
I walked into the apartment and when I got into the living room, I turned and faced her. Maggie looked at me and said, "John, are you okay?"
"Maggie, I want to apologize." I said with a quaking voice.
She has a questioning look and said, "Apologize? Apologize for what, John."
"For what I did last night; for taking advantage of you. You were...are vulnerable. You were looking for some support and all I did was think of how much I wanted you. I never thought of what you wanted."
Maggie came over to me. She put her hands on my chest and rested her face on my shoulder. In a quiet voice she said, "John, what I wanted last night was you. I had to have you; I thought that I had taken advantage of you.
She looked up at me and continued, "Yesterday morning, I decided that I was not going to let David hurt me any more. I made up my mind that I was not going back to him. I would stay here, get a job and start a new life. Then, when we got back from dinner, I realized that I really did want to start a new life, but...I want you to be a big part of that life.
"John, I was afraid that I had taken advantage of you. I thought that I had only considered what I wanted and not thought of you. It looks like we were both wrong, but we both got what we wanted."
I put my arms around her and held her tight. I lowered my face and kissed her lips, softly at first and then harder and more passionately. She responded to my kiss and held me tight.
When we parted I looked her in the eyes and said, "Maggie, I want to be a part of your life and I want you to be a part of mine."
I kissed her again and she said, "John, make love to me. I don't know what it is but I want you, I need you."
She took my hand and led me into the bedroom. She started to unbutton my shirt as I reached down and gripped the end of her sweater and pulled it up. She raised her arms to allow me to pull the sweater over her head.
She pulled the shirt off of my shoulders and it dropped to the floor. I slipped off my tee shirt as she removed my jeans. I unbuckled her belt and unzipped her jeans and I pushed them over her hips and onto the floor.
We stepped over to the bed and Maggie lay down on her back. She had a big smile and held her arms out to me.
I went into her arms and we kissed, tongues pushing into each other's mouth. She spread her legs and I moved between them.
I moved away from her and began to kiss her all over her face. Moving down to her neck, to her shoulders and then to her chest.
As I kissed her I reached behind her and unhooked her bra. I pulled it off and began to kiss her breasts. Taking the breast into my mouth and playing the nipples with my tongue.
Maggie was moaning and holding my head to her breast.
I reached down and began to push her panties down. As I did, I thought of something I saw in a porno movie that a couple of us were watching in my friend Harry's basement. Jamal said the guy was muff diving.
At the time, I thought that it was disgusting. How could anyone do that? Yea it was supposed to give the girl pleasure, but... If I could give Maggie pleasure, why not.
Now I started kissing down her body going to her stomach and playing with her belly button. Her hands were on my head and she was moaning, saying my name.
I moved lower and lower, kissing and softly biting. I came to the top of her panties. For the first time in my life I breathed in a female's sexual perfume. I was surprised just how pleasing it was, not only pleasing but arousing too. I was already erect, but now I had a steel rod between my legs. I have never been so hard, nor wanted release so badly.
But, first I wanted to pleasure this wonderful woman, who was holding my head to her body. I pulled her panties down her legs and she kicked them off. I moved lower and began to kiss her thighs, starting on the top and then to the inside.
Maggie was moaning my name and saying, "John, what are you doing? What are you doing to me?"
I was far too intent on what I was doing to answer. Now, I began to kiss those glistening pink lips. She gasped when I kissed her. But, I wanted more, I wanted to taste her. I got my first hint when I licked my lips. Now experiencing the taste in conjunction with her fragrance, I had to have more. I began to lick the lips of her labia. Maggie tasted incredible, indescribably good. As I began to lick her and stick my tongue into her she started to writhe beneath me. She pushed my face into her vagina. I licked and sucked her with abandon. I wanted more and more.
Maggie was so wet and I lapped it up with a hunger that surprised me. I moved up a little and slowly inserted my finger into her vagina. It took a few moments but I found what I was looking for. That little button just above those luscious lips.
When I found it, I kissed it. Maggie let out with a shriek. Realizing that I was where I wanted to be, I began to minister to her clit. I sucked the little button, I licked it and played with it with my tongue, all the while pumping my fingers in and out of her vagina. Maggie was shaking, and crying out. She was trying to push my head completely into her body.
She went stiff and pushed her hips into my face. Maggie let out with a long drawn out whine that seemed to go on forever. Again and again she pushed her hips up. I didn't slow down until she started to go limp.
I moved up next to her and took her in my arms. Maggie wrapped her arms around me and held me tight. She smiled at me and said, "What are you trying to do to me? No one has ever done that to me. Isn't it enough that I am mad about already? Do you have to do this to me? You have ruined me. I could never be satisfied with another man."
"Then my plan worked," I laughed wickedly, "Now you will never leave me."
"John that will never happen. You are stuck with me."
With that, she crushed me to her and mashed her lips into mine. She pulled me on top of her and taking my rock hard dick in her hand she guided me between her legs. I wanted to ram my dick into her, to force it into her. But, I held back and slowly and gently entered her. Pushing into her until we were completely joined. I held still and looked into her bright green eyes. She was smiling up at me; I lowered my face and lightly kissed her lips.