Being Beth Ch 14

"The thing is we've been awfully lonely, lately." Jamie cooed to the camera. "Isn't that right, Beth?"

"That's right." I said and pulled an exaggerated, frowny face.

"It's just been the two of us for a while now." Jamie said, and demonstrably fondled my breasts as if she were cuddling a stuffed toy -- I bit my lip so as to not ruin the take by laughing. I wasn't sure I could say anything so I just nodded.

"But we know just the thing to fix that, don't we?" Jamie said and I'm sure if I hadn't actually spoken at that point she would have elbowed me in the ribs or something.

"We sure do." I said, smiling mischievously. "It's time for another fan contest!"

"Mmmm yeah!" Jamie said, cracking a wide, beautiful smile. "We'll be posting the rules below this video so check them out. It's only open to subscribers of free viewers who donate at least ten dollars, but if you win you get to -- tell them, Beth."

"You get to do absolutely anything." I leaned in and kissed Jamie demonstrably. "You." Another kiss. "Want." One more. "With the two of us."

"Mmmm just imagine..." Jamie said and ran her hands from my breasts and down my sides and finally over my hips. We were both wearing lingerie and done up in our sluttiest makeup. "Just the two of us, you and whatever you can imagine..." Jamie did an incredible impression of looking at me like I was a piece of meat.

"It's making me excited just thinking about it." I said, again barely stifling a laughter -- I'd been struggling like hell lately to keep a straight face through the dirty talk; I think my eyes had been opened to just how silly it all could be. Didn't mean I didn't enjoy it, though.

"Mmm... me, too." She kissed me and we made out, standing on our knees for a while. Finally Jamie broke away and cast a glance at the camera.

"Good luck." I smiled at the camera too and we both waved good-bye.

"So, excited for tomorrow night?" Jamie asked when we were finished getting dressed. I blushed, smiled and said I was.

It was three days after me and Toby had sex, and the day after Toby had had to go out of town for work, but he was coming back tomorrow morning and we had made a date for tomorrow evening. Dinner and a movie at his place.

I'd talked to Jamie as soon as she came home that day. I won't lie, I had been nervous. Jamie had been over it so many times, told me time and time again she was fine with me fooling around with Toby and yes, also that she was okay with me having a relationship besides ours. But that was abstract, now it was real. As soon as she came home I came over and told her first that me and Toby had finally slept together and that Toby said he was in love with me.

"What did you say back?" Jamie asked, her face sincere.

"I said I was in love with him, too." Jamie had looked at me silently for a moment, letting me sweat, the evil bitch. Then she'd put up her hand for a high-five.

God she could drive me crazy sometimes.

Anyway, we

had

had a serious discussion about it later, but after Jamie assured me everything was fine.

"He definitely understands you're not cheating on me?"

"He does. I think. Yes, yes he does."

"And you understand that, too?" she said, wickedly and I told her yes I did.

"Aaaaaand you and him both understand that he's

your

boyfriend, not mine, right?"

"Sure. I guess." Jamie nodded.

"Don't get me wrong, I like Toby. He's a nice guy. But I'm your girlfriend, he's your boyfriend and that's all fine by me. Is that all fine with you?" I said it was and that was, basically it. After that Jamie just wanted gossip about the sex which I started sharing before catching myself. I shouldn't share too much with her without asking Toby first, I said and Jamie smiled, muttered something disappointedly and then said I was probably right.

Back in the there and then I said I was really looking forward to seeing him again.

"Boy, you really are in love, aren't you?" she said and I grinned like an idiot.

"I've never felt this way about a boy before. I.... eh." I stopped but Jamie probed.

"What?"

"I... thought... I'd started to think maybe... maybe I never felt that way for a boy because I... was..."

"Gay?" I nodded.

"I'd never felt as deeply for anyone until you and I got together. And now, with Toby it's... it's amazing. To feel that for two people at the same time." Jamie kissed me, gently, softly.

"I'm really happy. Both for you and with you." I looked into her eyes and could feel myself getting a little teary-eyed. Jamie noticed, kissed me again and told me she loved me. I melted into her arms, and just as soon as we'd finished getting dressed we were getting undressed again.

I showed up the next day at Toby's door wearing a knee-length dark-blue dress and carrying a purse for some reason I wasn't sure of. Underneath I wore black lace -- hopefully a nice surprise for Toby later. My stomach was full of butterflies again, but I was also horny as hell. I wasn't sure I was going to be able to stop myself from jumping him the second he opened the door; but I didn't want to scare him.

Toby opened the door and grinned like an idiot at me.

"You're be- you look beautiful." He said and let me in. We stood awkwardly for a moment and then he moved in a little closer, unsure, but clearly wanting something. I leaned in and we kissed. Politely, at first. Then our lips parted and our tongues met.

"I haven't been able to stop thinking about you." Toby said, his mouth muffled and I dropped my purse on the floor and wrapped my arms around him.

"Dinner later?" I asked and Toby nodded. We moved to the bedroom, kissing the whole way and Toby's hands wandering over my body. By the time we made it to the bed he had my dress hitched up over my hips and I pushed him as much as he laid down on the bed. I clawed at his pants, undid them and fished out his hard cock.

Greedily I lowered my mouth on it and started sucking him off. Toby groaned in pleasure and squirmed. I worked his cock like I'd done plenty of times before, enjoying every moment of it when Toby gently pushed me off.

"What's wrong?" I said and Toby laughed awkwardly.

"Nothing, just... do you want to... I mean, would you like to... again?" I smiled, but a small pang of sadness washed over me.

He had better not rob me of giving me blowjobs for long...

But I climbed on top of him. I hitched up my dress and slid my panties to one side. I showed him my pussy and let my fingers splay my lips open.

"Is this what you've been missing?" I said and Toby nodded, eagerly.

I can't tell you exactly why I did what I did next. I was horny, of course, but in hindsight I could have scared the crap out of Toby. But what I did was pause there, rubbing my pussy while he watched and waited, eagerly I knew, for me to mount him and ride him again. Then I looked him dead in the eyes and said:

"Prove it." Toby was stunned.

"H-how?" he stammered. In response I got up on my knees and crawled up towards him, bent down deep and kissed him, sat back up and pushed my crotch up against his face.

"Kiss me." Toby stared at me and for a moment I found myself clear-headed and wondering what the hell I was doing -- I was practically attacking him with this, what would-

His lips touched my pussy. He planted a ginger, careful kiss on my naked lips. Then he did it again. And again. Nothing but lips, but he looked up at me looking for encouragement. I looked down at him; I'd never, ever had this view before. Jamie and I sometimes did 69 but never this. Ever. I was almost always on my back, and it was usually Jamie taking charge -- even when I went down on her it was somehow always her taking charge. Not this time. Toby kept kissing my pussy, and watching him do that was just about the hottest thing I'd ever seen. He finally stuck his tongue out and gave my pussy lips a quick lick and I gave a little shiver. I was intoxicated by what I was doing, by being on top of Toby, my pussy in his face and him eagerly if inexpertly exploring it. I pushed his head away and smiled.

"Thank you." I leaned down again and kissed him -- and tasted myself on his breath. I moved back down, gently spread my lips and slid myself down on his cock. It felt just as amazing as the first time -- but I was even hotter this time.

Hey, bad oral may not be great, but every once in a while it's the thought that counts.

Toby tried to move his arms to touch my breasts but again, to my great surprise, I found myself pushing him down.

"Noooo..." I said, breathing heavily. "Don't. Just let me ride you. I want you to just enjoy this... and then... aaah... let me be full of your sperm all evening..." Toby stared at me, his mouth open and let out a little whimper.

Did I break him?

I thought to myself, but started riding him again. He soon closed his eyes and leant back. He didn't last much longer this time either, but this time I came with him for real. As his cock spasmed inside my pussy it closed around him and I nearly fell off: Did I mention I didn't really ride guys a lot? I had to lean down and screamed as I orgasmed on top of him, my body convulsing on top of his. Moments later I felt his arms hold me tight as we both lay there, breathing heavily.

"Was that good for you, too?" Toby asked like a sweet little dork.

I am going to teach you how to eat pussy right. And maybe I'll have some help.

I thought to myself. But out loud I said yes, yes it was and we kissed.

My hair was a mess and my dress wasn't exactly in great shape, but I excused myself to the bathroom and got myself as done up again as I could. My panties were a lost cause. Toby's might loads were just way more than lace could handle. So I skipped them; I stripped out of them in the bathroom and scrunched them up, carried them balled-up in my hand and surreptitiously snuck them into my purse when Toby wasn't looking.

Toby had said he was going to cook and I was actually really excited about that.

Do I have a boyfriend who knows how to

cook

and knows his wine?

I thought.

No. No I did not.

Toby knew how to cook exactly three meals; Chilli, Pasta Carbonara and pancakes.

For dinner tonight he had chosen Pasta Carbonara. It was okay. But I worked in a diner. Not a great diner, mind you, so my standards were not exactly sky-high. So again, his Pasta Carbonara was okay.

At least he didn't cook chilli for a romantic evening. He wasn't completely clueless.

The wine was excellent, however. And it was awfully sweet of him to try to impress me. Plus he'd picked a movie that wasn't just another one of 'his' kind of movies. A drama that was still playing in theatres but Toby had downloaded it. I knew my brothers did that kind of stuff but I never knew how it worked. Still, it was nice and the movie was good. We started off sitting in the sofa somewhat awkwardly side by side and slowly, as the evening wore on we got closer and closer. Towards the end of the movie I found myself curled up with my head in his lap.

The credits rolled and I very sincerely felt sad. I was just so happy; I felt very serene and relaxed with Toby and I wished the evening could go on.

But

I reminded myself,

there will be many more nights like this.

Toby didn't move either though. He had his hand rested on my head and was gently stroking my hair. I smiled, which he couldn't see.

"You're sweet." I said.

"I... thanks." He replied. "Did you enjoy the movie?"

"I did. It was nice." I was getting just a touch sleepy, I think -- the wine and how relaxed I felt made me drowsy.

But... I had also felt the outline of Toby's erection pressed against my ear for about an hour.

And I wasn't going to let it go to waste. I twisted my body and flipped over until I was looking up at Toby.

"Hi." I said and Toby grinned.

"Hello."

"Want to fuck again?" I said and Toby blushed.

"Can we?" I nodded.

"How would you like me?" I asked and Toby froze.

Sigh.

"I..." he finally stammered. "I don't know." I shook my head but made sure he could see me smile.

"Okay, well... I'm sure I can think of something." I said, got up and dropped to my knees. I undid his jeans again and gently stroked his bulge. He wasn't quite rock-hard yet but I was sure I could get him there.

"I can't get over how big you are, Toby." Toby's cheeks turned bright red.

"You keep saying that."

"Because it's true. This is the thickest cock I've ever had." I said, meaning every word. "Now let me take care of it." With that I pulled his underpants down and closed my lips on his cock for the second time that night.

Toby groaned and moaned in pleasure and I was happy. I am still always happy on my knees in front of Toby, but I was starting to want something else. I was hoping to encourage him a little.

After a few minutes he was getting nice and hard, and I ramped things up just a little. I pushed myself all the way down -- something I by now could do easily -- and with his cock deep into my throat heard him groan deeply. I pulled away from him and held his cock gently in my hand and looked at him.

"Fuck me." I smiled. Toby stared at me and looked scared.

"I... how?"

"Anyway you want." I said, stood up and turned around. I hitched up my dress and bent over, exposing my bare ass. I looked over my shoulder to see Toby's face, eyes and jaw both wide open. "Maybe like this?" I said, teasingly.

"I... I'm not sure..." his voice was faltering a little. I decided maybe I shouldn't push things.

"Alright. Then how about this?" I said, turned around and simply sat down in his lap. I had to do a bit of an awkward shuffle to steer him right but eventually his dick slid into me and I started riding him there on the sofa. He groaned deeply, leaned in and kissed me.

"Sorry." He whispered but I shook my head.

"Forget- ahh... forget about it... Oh fuck, Toby... do you think... you can... last a little longer now?" I asked between breaths.

"I... don't know..." Toby looked worried and I kissed him, pushed my tongue inside his lips and grabbed his shoulders.

"Don't worry... you're still new to this... I... I love you." Toby gasped as I said it -- I was bouncing up and down best I could given the slightly awkward position but it was still hot as hell.

"Oooh... oh god, Beth..."

"Toby..."

"Beth..."

"I love when you come in me... I love it so much..."

"You're so fucking hot." I smiled and thought to myself

Bet your ass I am.

I lost track of time, but I was sure he'd already lasted longer than before. Finally though his groans got closer together and he breathlessly whispered he was close.

"Pump me full of your cum, Toby. Toby I need it -- I need it inside me!" That did the trick. For the second time that day he busted inside me, filling my already stuffed pussy with another load. I squealed in pleasure but an orgasm escaped me. I didn't much care. I sat in Toby's lap for a good long while, feeling his cock slowly soften inside me, shivering every now and then and kissing him. Toby kept kissing me back and whispering how he loved me. And I felt it, and I believed it, fully.

I was loved -- loved and wanted by two incredible people. How lucky was I? How could it get any better than this? I wasn't sure, but I sure as hell wanted to find out.