This is my first work. I originally published it or another site, and have since made a few changes. I felt them necessary, as it made the story more complete.
This is a story about life, not just sex. Sex is coming, but other things must come first. Please rate, comment and enjoy.
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The world was swimming around me, the force of the blast had blurred my vision and I could hear bells ringing. As I climbed out of the wrecked humvee, all I could see was smoke and dust. I heard the screaming of my fellow Marines and was climbing out when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I swivelled around in the bar stool and saw Carl chuckling at me, his face turning into a slight frown as he saw the glassy look in my eyes.
"You okay?" He asked in a hushed tone which was barely heard over the music.
"Yeah, I'm good," I said, failing to convince myself.
"Flashbacks again?"
"Is it that obvious?"
"Only to those who know you. Come on, we're headed to the bonfire."
Carl Branson was my best friend of 20 years and is 5 years older than I am. We had grown up together in California and left when we both got a job at an oil refinery in the south. He was 6 feet tall and skinny as a rail, his meager 150 lbs covered in tattoos. He had been going bald for years and had taken to shaving his head every few days. Though most people wouldn't find him intimidating, he had a mean streak in him and was stronger than he looked.
My name is Andrew Anderson, I'm 28 years old, stand 6'3 and weigh 200 lbs, though most of that is muscle. Growing up in California, I graduated high school in June of 2005 and by July I was at Marine Corps Recruit Depot, San Diego. I served for 7 years and went on 2 tours of duty, one in Iraq and one in Afghanistan. I was medically separated in 2012 after our convoy was hit with an IED, killing 3 of my friends and injuring me with shrapnel through my right arm. I had what the doctors called 'a mild case of PTSD' which brought the occasional flashback as well as reactions to sudden loud noises and horrible nightmares.
Shaking myself from the dark memories of the past, I finished my beer, paid my tab and headed for the door. Carl was waiting outside by my truck with a few of our coworkers and several women. None of them really caught my eye and most had been hanging on to one of the other guys the whole night. That is, until I heard a familiar voice.
"Hey, wait up!"
It was Becky, Becky Seiver. She was a local girl about 25 years old and was a regular to Smokey's bar, which was the best local watering hole. She was 5'5 and maybe 110 lbs sopping wet. She had long brown hair and a body that would drive any man crazy. Her breasts were on the small side, though it didn't bother me, as she was well proportioned. Her past relationships had been with some pretty rough boys and I couldn't help but feel bad for her. I wanted to protect her from making bad choices again but I knew I couldn't. I wasn't my place to interfere.
"Y'all going to the bonfire?" She asked with hope in her eyes and that southern drawl that melted my heart.
"Yeah, hop in if your coming," I said, receiving a grin from Carl. He knew how I felt about her and we never kept secrets. She walked toward the back of the truck when Carl stopped her.
"Where do you think your going?"
"With you guys."
"Not back here your not, you ride shotgun."
"Isn't that your spot?"
"Not tonight it isn't," He gave a nod in my direction. As she turned toward me I opened the door for her. She smiled at me and walked to the open door.
After closing the door I looked at Carl and mouthed a 'thank you'. He nodded and climbed in the bed of the truck. My truck was nothing special, just a beat up '87 Ford F-250, but it got us where we needed to go. Carl had installed a nice sound system in it which I greatly appreciated. And over the past several years of our employment at the refinery we had made various upgrades to it such as a 6 inch lift, a brush guard and a new transfer case for the 4 wheel drive.
We left Smokey's headed down county road 41 until we reached the Marshal county line. Then we took a left on a dirt road for about a mile until the road ended. Most people would stop there but those of us with trucks would drop them into 4x4 and head into the light forest. After another 10 minutes of slow going we would come the fire pit we used fairly regularly. The ride over was relatively quiet, Becky finally breaking the silence.
"So... How's work been going?"
"It's okay I guess, pretty quiet lately," I didn't take my eyes off the road for fear that I wouldn't be able to take them off of her.
"That's good. When do you work again?"
"Tomorrow night. Tonight is the up all night to get my clock turned around."
There was another silence, this one slightly awkward. Again, she broke it.
"What was California like?"
I was a bit taken off guard. Having known her for a few months I had never really mentioned home or much of my past at all.
"It was OK I guess. I grew up about an hour from San Francisco and it wasn't too bad. I absolutely hated LA though."
"Did you live down there?"
"I was stationed about 45 minutes away at Camp Pendleton for 7 years. Longest years of my life."
"I didn't know you spent time in the military. Did you go overseas?"