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Anne pulled me to her and I held her for a while, her head against my chest.
"I smell like airline upholstery and somebody else's sweat. Will you take me to the shower, Pooh?"
"Sure. Come with me," I said, backing off the bed. I held her hands as she knee-walked to me and stood.
"I'd love to." She answered with a smile, her head tilted slightly. I led her to the bathroom.
"All I've got in here is guy stuff, would you like me to go get your bags?"
"Would you mind? I've got a little shampoo and other stuff in the smaller of the two. First, though, would you describe the room to me, so I don't fall into the toilet?"
"Oh, yeah, Sorry." I took her shoulders and turned her so that her back was facing the wall. "The bathroom is about twenty feet long. The toilet is at three o'clock, inside an alcove with a pocket door. The door opens from right to left, and it's closed now. The sinks are along the right wall at one o'clock, and the bathtub is straight ahead at twelve o'clock. The shower is at ten o'clock and it doesn't have a threshold, so you can walk right in. it is separated from the rest of the bathroom by a glass partition, but no door. At nine o'clock is a steam room door. Straight ahead is a long bench, oriented from twelve to six o'clock."
"Man, if the bathroom is like this, the rest of the house must be awesome!
"It's pretty nice, I guess. It's way too big for me, though. I better go get your stuff. I'll be back in a sec. The garage isn't far." As I left, Anne was stepping carefully toward the bench, her hands sweeping from side to side. It reminded me that I should get her cane out of the truck as well.
I pattered down the hallway toward the bathroom, my bare feet noisy on the warm dark walnut floor. I knocked on the bathroom door with my free hand.
"Come in."
Anne was naked, her arms akimbo at her sides, a slightly vexed look on her face. "How many knobs does this frickin' shower have anyway?" she asked, holding her hands out in an expression of frustration.
I was speechless. The little Annie from my childhood was gone, and in her place was a different woman. She still wasn't much more than five feet tall, but the captivity and injury had not been kind to her. Her hair was dull, it's auburn gone nearly black. Her hipbones were quite pronounced and I could see her ribs gliding beneath her skin as she breathed. Her breasts had always been average sized, but her thinness emphasized their size and they lay like nearly empty sacks on her chest. She was trembling slightly, and her cheeks were wet with tears. I must have taken nerves of steel to stand up like that. She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.
Is it possible for a heart to break with anguish and explode with love at the same time?
Yes, it is.
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I dropped the bag on the bench and swept past Ann into the shower. I turned on the heat lamp in the ceiling and started all six of the upper showerheads. I took her by the shoulders and led her into the shower, adjusting the sprays so that she didn't drown.
"David, you dope, you're getting soaked! You forgot to take off your clothes!"
"I didn't forget. I didn't want to take advantage." I said.