i dream.. of waking up next to you.. of slowly stretching.. maybe for a moment.. fogetting that i am anything but alone.. and as i raise my arms up.. maybe i slide softly against you lying there..
sometimes i wake up at this point.. and all i can remember is being disappointed.. i can't quite remember what i was dreaming of.. but i know it was over much too soon..
othertimes.. like now.. i stay in the dreams.. grabbing ahold of it.. and wrapping myself deep inside..
letting myself smile when i feel your body there.. as i was stretching.. it was just the tiniest touch.. just the softest softest touch of skin.. when my arms slid themselves up..
it only lasted a moment.. but the thoughts it inspired seemed ready to overtake my mind..
turning to the side.. i finally open my eyes.. and look at you laying there.. all bundled up in the covers.. with just your hair flowing from the top.. as i turn and look at you.. the covers slide from my chest.. and i notice that i am not wearing a shirt.. curious.. i slide a hand down.. and pull the covers lower.. and see that i am not wearing anything at all..
as my hands reach down and slide over my penis.. it reacts and starts to stiffen.. making me sigh.. then i stop.. and wonder.. if i'm naked..
are you?
slipping myself free of the covers.. i slide up closer to you.. close enough where my now erect penis.. comes into contact with the blankets covering you.. just.. so soft.. it seems to glide across the head of my erection.. it almost distracts me.. it feels so wonderful..
but.. laying there next to you.. i remember that i had other ideas to examine.. as i slowly slide my hands and reach of the covers.. pulling them away from your body.. slowly.. so so slowly.. i can hear you softly breath.. still sleeping.. and i want to enjoy this.. just me alone.. this discovery of your body..
for now, anyways..
the blanket glides down a bit.. away from your neck.. your shoulders.. both soft white and pale.. and so inviting.. that i can't resist.. and reach up and softly kiss you there.. on the back of your neck.. then across your shoulders.. just soft kisses.. each one a short prayer of gratitude.. that i was allowed to be this close to an angel..
realising that i might wake you.. i stop.. and go back to removing the covers.. laying there.. behind you.. all i can see.. is how slowly the blankets.. which are a pale pale blue.. slides down.. revealing your back.. down to the mesmerizing curve of it.. as it meets with your hips.. and..
as it glides down.. i can see that you aren't naked.. not completely.. as i smile when i see you wearing my dark blue boxers.. god i love the way it looks on you.. how it molds itself to the curves of you.. it makes me have to double my concentration.. to ignore the throbbing that is going on at my midsection.. and.. the desire to completely pull these covers off..
pulling back a bit.. i slide out of bed.. down to the foot.. and i finish pulling the covers off of you.. letting them softly fall to the floor.. reaching down.. and sliding my hands along your legs.. your ankles..
then reachind down.. and kissing each foot.. each perfect painted toenail..
then i stop..
because i hear you moan.. and i hear you move..
i just stand there.. waiting.. wondering if you are awake.. or just enjoying a dream..
slowly i listen.. and can hear you softly mutter something in your sleep.. as sleep it is.. since i can hear you softly snoring..
what you have done.. instead of waking up.. was to turn until you were sleeping on your back.. and i just stand there and look at you.. letting my eyes start at your feet.. and work their way up.. across your legs.. across the damned fetching dark blue of the boxers.. as they sit on your pale skin.. then.. across your stomach.. and.. across each perfect breast..
god.. my breath catches.. and i can't help it.. i just stare at you.. at your breasts.. each one perfect.. pale.. with the most subtle shade of pink.. just edging each nipple..
walking to the side of the bed.. i let my fingers glide across you.. just a soft pass.. like a man whispering his dying breath.. that softly..
letting my finger tips slip over each nipple.. each soft pink nub.. then i lick my finger.. and do it again.. gasping at how amazingly easy i am to please.. as i am spell bound by the simple change.. if each nipple now shining and a little moist..
leaning over.. i bring my lips right up to each one.. and softly kiss one.. then the other.. then the soft skin around each nipple.. until i find myself in the hollow between them.. then i softly kiss up.. up your neck.. until i get to your lips..
and standing there.. leaning over you.. i just stare at you.. god you are beautiful.. just laying there.. sleeping.. some part of what is going on.. maybe echoed in your dreams.. as you gift soft little whimpers everynow and again..
god i love you
reaching down.. i kiss your lips.. just a soft slow kiss.. desperate not to wake you.. not yet..
unable to control myself.. i walk down to the end of the bed again.. and reaching up.. grab hold of the bottoms of your boxers.. well.. mine actually..
but damned if they don't look better on you
slowly.. i find that i am now the one moaning in anticipation.. as it glides off of you.. so slowly.. at first i see just the hint.. then slowly your hips reveal themselves to me.. and as i keep pulling them down.. i smile as i see the soft curls that were underneath the blue silk..
unable to wait.. i pull the boxers off of you.. and.. almost wake you up.. god.. i just stood there again.. like a statue.. as you moaned.. and moved again in your sleep.. whispering softly in your sleep..
but you didn't awake.. all you had done.. was manage to move youself where your legs were now parted.. almost like you were giving me permission.. even in your sleep..
so.. i glided up.. sliding up the bed.. softly moving your legs.. until i can slither my way between them.. until i am there.. right there.. in the heat of you..
just.. staring at you.. sleeping there.. from where i am on the bed.. all i can see.. are..your inner thighs on the sides of my face.. i can almost see your breasts.. trying not to breath too hard.. i reach up.. and slide my hands across what is right in front of me..
sliding my hands across the soft red lips of you.. sliding them so softly.. across.. loving the tickle of hairs against my fingertips..
pulling myself up a little bit.. i raise my head and look to see if you are awake.. but.. all i see are your eyes closed.. and.. even though it's hard to tell.. becasue my own heart is pounding so loudly.. it sounds as if you are still breathing soft and slowly.. still asleep..
so i reach in.. and with my fingertips.. i slowly slide you open.. smiling as i see the red give way to the pale pale pink of you.. then.. as it opens a little.. i can see the beginnings of a much darker.. much sweeter pink..
for a moment.. all i do is sit there.. and just whiper. just breath soft words..letting the warmth of my breath.. wash over you.. then.. i just let my tongue tease out a bit.. and glide across you.. softly..
over and over.. soft butterfly licks.. all the way from the bottom of you.. on the bed.. up until i flick softly the tip of my tongue over your clit..
i have no idea how long i do this.. and i lose track of time.. until i hear a moan.. then i feel your hips move.. pushing closer to my face.. my mouth..
and i slide up.. and just take your clit.. hood and all.. slowly into my mouth.. just so soflly.. letting my tongue glide across it.. while i suck softly.. letting my saliva swirl around..
that's when i get the idea that you are awake..
because..
well.. i feel a hand sliding in my hair.. and i hear you moan my name..
not afraid to wake you anymore.. i let my hands run up and down your legs.. across your thighs.. up your waist.. until they meet your hands.. and we just hold on tight.. as i slide myself closer.. and let your clit slide out.. but not before i give it a very wet and sloppy kiss.. and i slide myself up.. and start to lick you..
sucking your lips in.. then alternating.. by sliding my tongue across you.. trying to slide it into you.. all the way from the top.. all the way.. to the bottom.. where i can slide my tongue.. and.. as you open your legs for me.. i can feel my tongue slide over the tight little pucker of your butt..
sad to lose the contact.. i take my hand from yours.. and bring them down to me.. sliding them around your waist.. as i get up.. and slide my body over you.. until i reach your face.. and i just..
kiss you..
loving the taste of your lips.. mixed with the taste of your juices..