Two weeks after my eighteenth birthday my Dad gave me a package of camouflage clothes. He told me I had to go with him to Serbia for a few weeks. I should explain my Dad is the top dog in his platoon. Also I should say that because my mom and dad divorced the year before and the last time he had left me on my own I had thrown a party he didn't trust me.
I was pissed. "No. I'm not going. I will miss my friends and it is boring."
"You are going. Ever since mom left you are out of control I can't trust you. If you don't come you will not have your money for university and you will be locked in your room." He got up and left.
My dad was strict so I knew there was no compromise. I needed the money for university because if he didn't give me the money I wouldn't be able to get away from him. He had controlled me for years and he was embarrassing. All my friends thought he was dreamy. He was really muscular with big brown eyes and dark hair.
I took after my mom witch wasn't a bad thing at all. I had blonde hair which I usually kept in a messy ponytail so it wouldn't detract from my best feature. My eyes. They were very light blue which I outlined with heavy mascara and eye liner. I hated foundation and blusher so I still looked young with my freckles and rosy cheeks. My mom used to say that I could capture a boy's heart just by looking at him. She was partly right. I could get a boy to fancy me but they were all pricks. I hadn't gone out with a boy for 6 months and I was still a virgin.
I decided not to fight with Dad about going so I went upstairs to pack thinking about all the fit army men I could try to pull. I thought I needed a real man not a little boy.
"Good you're packing. We are leaving tomorrow. If you even think of corrupting one of men like you did to the sergeant, there will be dire consequences." Again Dad left the room. I looked in the doorway wishing Mom would turn up. When he said "like you did the sergeant" it made me smile slightly. He was referring to a week ago when he had a meeting with his men at our house.
The lieutenant was about 36 and looking good for his age with his hard pecks and biceps. His name was Mark and I just wanted to get rid of my V cause of my friends making fun of me.
I walked into the kitchen wearing denim shorts, vest top and cardie to find 10 men sitting around the table all with stern looks on there faces.
"Men this is my daughter Katie." They all nodded in my direction.
"Hi. Dad I'm going out in a bit." I went to walk off but I was stopped by his voice again.
"Not with that Steve or whatever his name is."
"No actually, with Luke. That's not a problem is it?"
"Yes it is a problem. I don't want my daughter going around with any boy's. She won't be a little slag ok?"
Tears welled up in my eyes. I didn't know why he always thought I was a slag. He knew I was crying because I always did when he said stuff like that to me. I managed to say fine through my tears and walk out.
I walked into the bathroom and locked the door. I was in there for a while when there was a knocking on the door. I unlocked it to find one of the stern faced men standing in front of me.
Instead of stepping outside I left the door open and went back to the mirror to take off the lines of makeup down my face.
Mark followed me and shut the door behind him. "Are you ok? Your Dad was pretty harsh back there."
"I'm fine, I'm used to it."
"No one should be treated like that. I would never speak to my daughter that way." I turned round to look at him. "You have a daughter?"
"Yes, she's 8. I couldn't speak to her like that. I don't think I could stand the panda eyes afterwards." He stroked my face where I did have black eyes from the dribbling make up.
I went a sat on the counter top next to the sink, wanting to get some more make up off. I went to pick up a wipe but he stopped me. Instead he stood in front, still standing at least a foot taller than me, and started wiping the make up off himself.
"He treats me like I'm five. Steve and Luke are just my friends; I could never go out with them. He doesn't care though; he just thinks I'm shagging every one."
He chuckled slightly. "So in other words you're still a virgin?"
I felt slightly embarrassed telling my Dad's friend this. "Yeah. I don't want to be a sl..." I was cut off by him kissing me gently on the mouth.
"Don't you ever call yourself a slag. It's a natural thing to have sex. Look I'll show you." I was shocked by what he said but like I said I just wanted to be part of the crowd. He started to kiss me down the neck, starting to take my cardigan off. He opened my legs and stood between them holding me closer to him.
He pulled my vest top over my head revealing my creamy mounds. He kissed them softly and yet it wasn't arousing at all. He was way to gentle for me but I wanted the embarrassing issue gone. He started to unbutton my shorts, slipping them over my hips, dropping them to the floor.
He pushed me back and crouched in-between my legs kissing my clit. Nothing happened. I wanted to moan in pleasure and be ravished by this cold faced man. Instead he was a wimp. The bathroom door flung open and my Dad stood in the doorway.
"Sergeant. What are you doing between my daughter's legs?" then all I remember is shouting and legging it. The Lieutenant said he was comforting me and it went wrong. Dad still blamed me but not that much
When we landed in Serbia I regretted ever agreeing to come. My tent was disgusting and I wasn't allowed to wear anything but the camouflage clothes that were way too baggy.
I walked down to were they handed out clothes to find an incredible attractive guy there. I knew his name was Greg because we had flirted at my Dads birthday party and I also knew he had a thing for me even though he was 29. I did fancy him but it was a kind of school girl crush.
"Hi Greg, haven't seen you in ages." I smiled as sexily as I could playing up to the fact he liked me.
"Hey Katie, didn't know you had joined the army." His emerald green eyes glowed in the dark light with his unusually longish hair twitched in the breeze.
"I haven't, Dad brought me because there is no one to look after me and he doesn't trust me after last time he left me."
He laughed. "I heard about that. Someone puked in the hot tub and two of your mates were shagging in the kitchen sink weren't they?